It's official, I'm going to Japan on 6/9/11!!!
Though, I'm not that excited...
It's not like I don't want to go but
There are just too many dangers.
Pause
On 3/11/11 earthquake/tsunami was terrible,
On beginning of May was victory! Osama Bin Laden was dead but high risk of
counterattack revenge...
Then many horrific tornados in the Midwest or
Maybe I'm thinking & worrying waaayyy too much.
It's been a decade the last time I've been on the plane.
It seems so yesterday,
Things change a lot over the days, weeks, and years.
For now all I can do is pray before my departure.
Well, I gotta get my things that I really need by following security measures.
Oh Dear God, I'm counting on you for your power of protection and that
I DON'T FREAK OUT. Amen.
Peace&Love with taking deep breaths,
Vampress
I must admit..... that's right! I'm not a good writer but at least I'm honest with my feelings.
So, I must continue my blog; that is as long as I live until I'm full pile of ashes. It's not like I'm
planning to become a writer or an author and even if I was I would have my proofreaders read it
first to make sure it's polished and ready to get it published.
That's all for today, have a great day til then.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
So, last night of Saturday, May 14, 2011,
It was about close to 11:00 p.m.
Then a phone rang and I was like who in the world?
I just shrugged it off and got my lazy bottom to answer it.
It was my Aunt (my Mother's sister.)
She said she was sorry to call us late at night
& I immediately said "That's okay, it's not a big deal."
When I gave the phone to my mother then it was one of those moments
"uh-oh something is not good at all, s***."
My grandmother was into shock.
Apparently, she had a hypoglycemia (low blood sugar in the blood.)
To make it more worse, she's not even in the hospital where she needs to be.
She is in the nursing home, how stupid of my uncle & his devil wife (my mother's sister-in-law.)
Not only that she's not even a person who would get hypoglycemia.
I think my grandma is in stress, I mean mentally BIG a** Stress.
You see, my grandmother likes to stay in her home (where she belongs)
But because my lousy uncle & especially his wife don't even like to take care of her,
They put her in the nursing home so they can have a easier "better lives."
They totally f***ed it up & if they think we don't know or don't have a clue
Of what they're doing BIG MISTAKE we're NOT that stupid.
GRrrr, I can understand why my mother told me that her head is feels like "volcano."
Mine is nothing comparing to her head, lmao, it's more like 2012 movie.
My head & my feelings are belnding mixture of volcano/tornado/tsunami/earthquake&hurricane.
Yup, dislike, I would NEVER in my life have I thought of them to be that way.
Then his final answer that really ticked us off "It's because she's getting old."
WTF?! That's NOT even an reasonable answer but that's okay.
Can't wait to meet them again someday,
Because I'm just going to give them dirty/hateful look at them
With a taste of my dark evil bitch goddess side of me.
All I can do know is pray & hope.
My grandmother and to any elderly people in Japan deserve
A LOT more after what they had been through all those hardworking years.
日本の若い人と大人人達も、
自分の祖母と祖父をもっとケアするべきです。
自分の事をよりもね。
そう思いません？思い無かったら、残念だけど
貴方は生きる勝ちが有りません。
Cruel, cold-hearted as I can be,
the least I'm doing is being honest with my thoughts to
all of those heartless s*** souls out there.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
Dear Mom,
I hope you had a beautiful, relaxed,
Mother's Day.
I'm so grateful to have a wonderful
Mother.
I'm blessed to have a Mother
caring, loving, protecting, courageous,
and not afraid to speak of her wisdom words.
お母さん、
いろいろ今まで本当に有難う。
まだまだ私は学ぶべき事がたくさんあります。
こんな一人娘だけが、この様に生まれて、
神様に心から感謝します。
ママ長い生きしてね。
With Love & Peaceful Eternity,
From your only daughter,
Vampress
WARNING, THIS MAY CONTAIN COLD MESSAGES
TO THE PERSON WHO I HATE. THIS IS MY FREEDOM
OF SPEECH SO IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY THEN THAT
MAKES YOU STUPID. Now, as I was saying.
Dear Janel Yutaka Cotton
Happy Birthday Star0055 or more like Slut0055,
I wish you a deathbed of your party of booze,
You describe yourself Half-Japanese & Half-American,
You're more likely a Half-Bitch & Half-Prostitute
With a nice stuck-up persona.
You may have over 500 friends on your ugly facebook
but you just want to be Super Miss Pretty Popular.
What? What was that? Me, Jealous, HA! LMAO,
you're being completely out of your mind fool.
Why would I be jealous of your half negative white face,
and other half stereotype Nippon.
You're just nothing but purely one of those mongrels (the "negative" types.)
Oh, I like your fighting words whore,
Me Ill-educated? Wrong, I'm WELL-EDUCATED,
Me poor understanding of social etiquette? Incorrect, I'm WELL-MANNERED
and may I add that I know my elegance of my personality because of
my pure-blooded Japanese background of traditional morals.
My Dear poor selfish child (Giggling so hard),
YOU ARE THE ONE who is misunderstood, tsk, tsk.
"Americans don't like assuming things." ?????
Huh? Are you on methamphetamine princess brat?
Sweetie, Assumption is natural part of instinct for Japanese.
Sad, that you don't even realize that and the fact that I'm
Japanese-American FYI, input it on your frontal lobe of your drunk a**
brain of yours. If you remember that at least 10 years later then that would be
a miracle but is highly unlikely. Go learn Anthropology dummy.
Nope, I'm NOT done yet Barbie LOL,
that you stating me "I'm Obsession of YOU!?"
OMFG, you're disgusting FREAK.
How dare you say such inappropiate assumption that is
coming out of your defile mouth!
Again, For Your Information I fortunately don't have
OCD and ADHD but maybe YOU do JANEL.
I'm very calm/cool person, you can even ask a psychic.
Generally, you're just like a hybrid of Paris Hilton/Lindsey Lohan.
I would never forget that you said you were getting
Breast Augmentation, not only to me but right in front of a guy.
NASTY of YOU, with that of black raccoon eyes of yours.
2 boyfriends then third boyfriend=FAIL, keep it up by finding
another one and hopefully you're going to get gangbanged.
Your mother a nurse supporting with all that shit procedure of
upgrading boob job is pathetic judgement of her, instead of
Megumi Cotton should be more like UnMegumi Cotton.
Good Luck on your freedom of party life.
No need of you telling me "Have a nice life" because
I'm more than that you naive little girl,
you should've stayed away from me.
Lastly, if you know Japanese you should do better by
writing more I mean MORE kanji 漢字
hiranagaひらなが&katakanaカタカナ
than just writing romajiロマ字.
Just because your mother is Japanese,
DOES NOT mean you know it idiot,
it takes A LOT more practice to know it perfectly.
For those of who are friends with this unfortunate soul,
You're just blind or maybe there is a cataract in your eyes.
For you'll info, she said "Bunch of monkeys" at
Broward College in North Campus when it was full
of noises with majority of wonderful African-Americans;
If you dare to call me hater/racist.
By the way Janel, just because you look too damn pretty
does NOT makes you attractive because YOUR
personality sucks as rotted egg & sperm. (smirk)
One last thing, if you keep playing or what happened to me
when you reeled me in with your f****n fishing rod just the fact
that I'm Japanese; KARMA is going to hit you hard as if
somebody smashed out of your brains.
Don't forget to rinse your snobbish mouth with bleach or
hydrogen peroxide if you need more cure.
God and your motherfucker made a big mistake by
creating you.
Now, I'm advancing my life professionally by helping,
caring, & expanding my experience, knowledge and philosophy.
Sincerely,
VAMPRESS
Today will probably be the most happiest day in our lives,
Well except to the selfish demons.
Last night, I didn't get to have a chance to take a look
At late night news but OMG.
This past morning it was a miracle,
Osama Bin Ladin is finally DEAD!
What a joyful, brightful day to all of us & to the World.
Especially, to those who lost their Dearly Beloved ones,
A Mother, Father, Daughter, Son, Brother, Sister,
A Friend, Neighbor, Godparents, Aunt, Uncle,
Cousins, CoWorker, Grandparents, Strangers...
Tears brought to our eyes but soothed our souls,
Well Done Troops, Navy SEALs, CIA, and to other people
Who serve & protect our beautiful country.
President Obama Thank-you for everything especially
The promises that you made,
You can count on me for your next elections.(wink!)
May God Bless you all and to the World.
With PATRIOTIC PRIDE
& Proud to be an American.
Peace & Love,
Vampress