As usual, you, I, and most people check and read emails. I had an email from a classmate stated:
"Does anyone know a link for biochem textbook that they can share it so I can download an app for my ipad?" No, but even if I did I won't tell you. Not because I'm being mean but for your sake, read the damn book. I mean, is it really that hard to get a fucken book physically and opening or flipping through pages?
Sure ipad is useful in a lighter weight but really if the power goes out and don't have enough juice to charge your precious gadgets. Think about it, think about alternative way to continue your learning routine. I'm not going to let drkness stop me from reading books or textbooks, newspapers, magazines, ingredients on a box and so on. Stop acting like your iphones, ipads, and laptops are your soulmates, they're not. Especially, for college students get a fucking grip. Wake up and brew some coffee smell that delicious aroma. Use your brains if you're smarty pants, straight A showy good two shoes and loves to read the bible. I know a lot of you know better, but you just sadly don't realize it, because you've been eating too many artificial yellow 5 & 6 food color crap that is basically disturbing your important neurons and brain cells that's rotting away your common sense reality. 

 I found it totally funny and stupid that people don't realize what they are doing:
-Not turning off the TV switch on the exercise machine at the gym on Campus rec

-Women's restroom: Ladies please flush your shit and lets not forget washing our hands for at least 15seconds! I would be so surprised if your major is pre-med because if it is I don't give a fuck if your GPA is 5.0 & you passed the MCAT. Don't forget the essential of proper care, otherwise you are very retarded. Sorry but it pisses me off for many females act like germks (get it?) 

-Leaving shampoos, conditioners, and body wash bottles and other accessory shit. Really!? I am not your mother fucker.

-Drinking DD coffee or Starbucks drinks and drinking it then not finishing til the last drop of it then throwing it away; same goes for throwing half uneaten food. It's waste, think about other countries not able to eat and starving then dying from hunger and malnutrition. Shame on you.

-Driving oh my favorite thing to tell you the truth on how I feel about, most of you shouldn't even drive AT ALL. I don't drive slow or fast I follow the damn rules so I don't get a fucken ticket and keep my safe driving history squeaky clean and still is perfect platinum record. Jealous? If you have a nerve to tail gate me I will call Almighty God to give you the fingers to Karma so, don't underestimate me you drug addicts, perverts, and preppy bitches. Get a life and move on. 

-Don't like me, absolutely fine. Because you and I will never get along, the fact is I know way better than you idiots that have nerve to be stupid and disrespectful not only to me but yourselves. To me it's outrageous and sick, that is incurable unfortunately there is no cure for stupid people. 

-Antisocial, I would not be even bother going anywhere. Antisocial=Sociopath and I am not that ugly Ted Bundy. Sorry, you missed and got a wrong answer for assuming without not knowing me as a person. You're not thinking, remember you're just still stupid.

 Sounds familiar? Good, I am water and you're oil so, don't bother me. You know English so, don't act as if you're cute because it's not working peoples. Also, I forgot to mention, I'm not talkative geeky person. Which means if you don't properly introduce me or greet me and just go ahead chat me, don't expect me that I'm your friend. You're not my type. Elegance lasts longer and keeps youth immortal. I am unique, I am not common like any of you. Get lost, I rather talk to Professors who knows how to really teach, with funny personality, patient, understanding, and keeps me interested. 

As I said before, don't play games with me, I have thorns like roses,
Vampress


 As usual, I wake up at 4 am because it takes me about at least an hour to get things ready. I don't care if you say to me that is way too early, when it's way too late for you staring at iphones and all other gadgets up at 2 in the morning. Don't start the BS, I had enough today. After working out at campus rec, I have these last minute drivers stalking behind me thinking about parking in my spot. Get a effen clue, I have class and it doesn't start at 2 pm so my advice: get your lazy sleeping bums early. Now I go to the library, some people sneeze and probably 98% of you don't cover your sneeze droplets. Thanks, if I get sick you're on my sick shit list and if you're majoring as pre-med; may God help your stupidity lack of medical knowledge. I don't give ass rats if our GPA is 4.9999. I go with my friend to the 3rd floor for her chemistry resource books and when we press the down button of the elevator, here comes door #1. The door opens and three goldfish stares at us, my friend asks them if they are going down. NO answer! Then the door shuts, we were like WTF? Seriously, those three either don't know because they're zombie goldfish or just plain stupid and lack of response with insincere thought. 

 Well whatever, people probably don't give a fudge about it but themselves. Fine, I don't care about you too but then don't expect a help from me. If I hold a door for you, I except a gratitude or at least "Thanks" from you. Or I will dare slam a door in your ugly ungrateful  face. It's 2 pm, time to get ready for the first test in physics. 2:02 class is full, no sign of professor expect 2 TAs. Oh there is a announcement, one of TAs says somebody is printing the Tests, I was like OMFG SERIOUSLY? Whoever was delaying for more than 35 minutes has very poor performance on Time fuckin Management. Oh yes, I did use that F word and I don't give a shit about it. If it wasn't for that person, come in prepared we all could have gone off early since it's 1 hour. But no, we had too fuckin wait. I remember another worthless TA back in Statistics, he was always late and had a nerve to say "I'm not a morning person." That's is not even a excuse, it's Bull Crap. 

 Which reminds me, what is wrong with you? No, not me, YOU. All of you, the majority of you. I know damn well that there isn't wrong with me. Ever since I was born into this life, and as for as I know too much of these fads of tech gadgets, especially your precious smartassphones, you're becoming more more and more stupider. Unfortunately, it may sound cruel piece of shit but it's the truth. I think most people depend on our toy gadgets like iphones, ipads, or laptops. Please use your common ass sense or otherwise you're getting dumber by the second. Seriously, KNOCK IT OFF. Stop eating so much shit, stop being so stuck-up donkey, stop making me feel pissed off because of your lack of common sense!

By the way, please stop staring at me, I'm not a celebrity. Get a grip assholes.

Vampress

 It's very cool here in this sunny Venice of America and I dislike being cold but grateful with warmth of harmful UV sun rays. Today was a perfect moment and very positive day. My mother and I encountered at least two courteous strangers who simply offered us kindness. That really made us smile and feel happy-go-lucky child like times. But there was really interesting thing when we shopped at Target, a drunk employee. Yes, and it's no joke I know that cashier and she was totally klutz, probably have absolutely no freakin clue the heck she was mumbling about. My mom was like, oh my goodness I think she is drunk! So, I thought here she goes again with assuming and imagining things. I told my Mom, stop joking crap and lets just get to home and check on Dad to see if he is doing okay. Then I regret telling my mom what I just said and believed her because after that cashier she took over after  a previous cashier left, they were costumers and employees walking pass by her and that alcohol just hit my nostrils. I was too OMG, this lady is effen crazy! I mean it's my first time that I ever encountered a drunk elegant lady who speaks with British accent, being unprofessional. Dude, seriously, I don't give ass rats if you have a right to drink beer or million other types of boozes while you are on a break from job. You are still in duty. Throwing not fiercely but as if she doesn't feel like putting items in the bag, I mean don't even bother to work. This applies to every current employees, if you have a guts to drink alcohol beverage, please excuse for saying this but You're very stupid and you have poor judgement. It's no surprising anyways, just like many Floridians still can't get a grip fact that texting & driving is officially illegal and majority of people are still doing it! Where are the dedicated officers who serve, protect and warn us. Oh but wait, my mistake, they're not available because they can come and go as they please and go to DD for a cup of effen caffeine (lets not forget donuts). Geeez, the world is getting smaller for decent people like myself and few minorities while majorities are widespread like flu viruses. 

 Anyways, today was one of blessed days and I am thankful to God that he kept us happy surrounding us with full of light, love, and special moments with my Mom. Awesome day.

May your kindness with humor persona continue on,
Vampress

 On Monday, January 12, 2014, at 9:39 AM, I get this text message:

 On my way to Miami.
 Let me know if u r available at all for a drink, etc.
 Staying tonight thru Wednesday AM.
 Happy New Year and hope to catch up.
 Dante.

 Well, unfortunately thanks but no thanks.
 I'm all good, I am no Miami Beach Bum chic.
 I don't drink, only occasionally.
 I don't sleep with strangers because my body is my holy temple.
 Of I don't even know you or even what you look like.
 Thanks for New Years wishes but don't keep your hope up.

 I don't even know anybody from area code 516 or Nassau County, NY.
 Wish I did but I don't talk to strangers or text them.
 I only call friends few because I don't trust anyone in these days of
 so called "lost common sense society" and "lack of kindness."

 I surely wish Ice Age part 2 comes, wipe out majority idiots in this world.
 I had enough of these people meddling my bubble, my secure bubble.
 Don't bother me, attack me or even dare to rape me.
 For I will break you first into shattered glass hearts.
 I am no fool, you are.
 Hate is a very strong acidic word but I love using it against to ruthless cowards.

 Cowards like you,
 cowards who loves to hate & be cruel,
 cowards who are preppy bitches,
 cowards with six pack abercrombie arrogant jocks,
 cowards who are generally assholes.

 I hope this reaches to all young and/or ill-mannered texting right now in your vehicle.
 Knock it off, or you'll end up be bloody killer.
 It's not a joke.
 It's simply pisses me off while I have my fake smile of patience.

 I'm not being cruel, you all did.
 Some tough love from me right?
 Sadly, you don't even know what I have dealt with.
 But happily I know in my soul.
 I love myself, regardless of scars that tells my struggles.
 I love God, He loves me too.

 Don't fuck my positive vibe,
 don't fuck my space,
 don't fuckin mess with me.

 I know who I am.
 Sunrise of my smile,
 Sunset of my silence.

 Oh my God,
 What's the point of saying all of this.
 You cowards have no idea,
 how special I am. 

 Don't be mad me for what I just said.
 I just feel sorry for majority of people are so stupid and selfish.
 Don't realize what's really important,
 don't have any morals,
 don't care about others but themselves.

 So, don't expect me to help you or satisfy you.
 I'm way too sexy for that.
 If you want me to be your friend, or a soul mate.
 Then show me your trust, loyalty and T.L.C.
 Then I'll return your favors.

 Sure call me,
         text me,
         email me,
         talk to me,
         write me a letter,
Oh but wait, no one actually contacts me any more.
Because they outcast me, like Lucifer.
To busy with their relationships.
I rather die pure virgin.
I love earth but I hate people who polluted it,
Humans caused all of this mess.

No wonder why people are becoming dumber.
And the sad thing you don't realize it. 
If you can't see what I see,
We can't be on the same page.

I can't wait to see my deceased relatives on the other side.
Until when I age gracefully,
Gracefully die of old age then I will enter a place where I don't need of those
Gadgets, technology or iphones shit.
A place called paradise, other side or heaven.

Laters and don't bother text me when you're driving.
It's stupid.

xxx,
Vampress





I want to say Hello!
I want to say Good Morning America,
I want to say Good Night Tokyo.

I want to say Thank-you for being kind,
I want to say you're awesome.

I want to say I love you, forever.

I want to say so many things and it's so complicated
but if you can see through my soul then there is no need to say further.
Because you and I are always be together and ever.

Love is complex feeling but it's no mystery.
It's real thing but always be wise.
Do ever waste it nor turn it back. 
Hate has no values.

I wish I could meet God but then He knows that who and where I am.
I love Him unconditionally, just like you family and friends.
The radiance of the Sun is my whisper smile.
Light is my source to be vigilant.
Apollo and Artemis is my Muse.

I also want to say be always positive and hopeful.
No matter how bad day it is, negative and hopeless is not an option.
You might I say, I can't. But I say you can.
There is no such thing you cannot, there is you can.
I know, what I want to say.
So there, that's all I want to say.

Love, Peace & Karma,
Vampress

 So yes, it's official I am taken by Physics! I know I sound like a total geek like Ugly Betty but for real, how can you not like it? Well, for one I know it's that so called one word comes to your mind: BORING. I remember this girl who I thought was sweet but apparently is nothing but manipulating, bubbly bitch who states and thinks she knows Japanese fluently, stated once while she had myspace account headlined: I'm so hating Physics forever!!! Then why bother majoring Biology and become a RN? You just wasted on studying and pretending your smart while thinking "I'm so pretty and all." Janel you're just a totalz jerk and one sad filthy rich material slut, nuff said. Another reason is le meilleur professeur or the professor and it's one of those moments of horror of how or what he/she teach. But luckily for me, I'm so grateful to take his class so thank-you to my classmates and friends who strongly recommended to take his course.

 Before going into who this instructor is, I should let you know that as a curious type and student; I do research or google search people who I encounter. Oh yes, from friends, colleagues, and even enemies which means that if you try to dare spread rumors or generally disrespect and have a nerve to switch my evil bitch mode, I will make you like your filthiest human being you ever lived. But I not that vicious, I mean use your common sense and kindness that's all I ask for but majority of people in these days are nothing but very stupid and stupider. Unfortunately it exists but I am ever grateful that if you are stereotypical filthy rich, spoiled brat, constantly touching those iphones while driving in luxurious vehicle of Volvo, Mercedes-Benz and BMWs, etc; lets just say you and I will never in a infinity get along because majority are selfish bastards. The fact is I am well educated about little of everything, in reality education and self-respect goes a long way that just survives very well so, good luck to all of you who dares to honk at me at US1 in the Boca de Ratones. No wonder why he always makes fun of Boca Raton it's so epic the way he uses his examples or jokes around about it!

 Unfortunately, I can't tell you who he is because then you might stalk and hurt him. If you live in the Atlantic coast of Florida that is most beautiful place in the UNIVerse then you may know or not but here are few little here and there facts:

-He is originally from Belgium yes, country that is famous for Waffles and my favorite chocolate Godiva.

-Charismatic and HOT, I am not hallucinating.

-Keeps mentioning about the Red Kia.

-Young for this age, probably those jeans that makes him look cool? I think that is also HOT.

-Jokes A LOT! Yes, if you make my day then lucky you, I do like you.

-Hates Powerpoints well, same goes for me, I hate it too. Wasting ink and paper, personally.

-Cares about his students, he is very kind, Amen.

-Very original and old schooled, nothing wrong with that.

-Has hypnotic blue eyes, makes me want to *faint*

-He even viewed my Linkedin profile, I don't know what made him to peek into my profile still I wonder...

-Can't forget his accent it's so cute!

 I hope he doesn't finds out about this but then if he does, I wouldn't be surprised. I mean for God sake, he has Ph.D duh! He is one blessed man that I know and makes my day whenever I have in his class. I thank the Almighty to have him exist that makes Physics really fun and interesting. After all his name is probably related to the work Lucky. Who knows, until then I must be review my notes, read and practice, practice til perfection and satisfaction!

Have a Blissful Day,
Vampress


 So it's that time of the year the new you and your life! Same meaning as lets make it simple or as my former past instructor would say use the KISS method: Keeping It Short & Simple! As you, I and others should now it's really down to earth common sense and not complicated to do. But it can be because of crappy "thanks a lot for giving me stress" from talking to many and majority of costumer service or representatives of insurances who has poor skills of understanding and lack of communication. So I can totally I understand why people can be angry, bitchy and nasty, even for myself. I have excuses to be a one tough bitch and I don't care if people say full of lies and shit about me when they don't know nothing about me. So, first lets remember be very simple and not materialistic.

 Rule #1: Be simple, declutter all of your surroundings.
To stay in zen is to simplify your life. It's the key to stay in focus while clearing all out of negativity and staying in control. It will make you humble and may benefit your health mentally to physically. So start by organizing, clearing out things and if possible donate what you can. You will reward yourself a simple positive vibes with beautiful smile.

 Rule #2: Stop the Jamba shopping spree.
Sure we the people or more specifically women have tendency to go on the splurge. That's okay if it is once a while and not all the time. If you're a type of person who needs to spend on clothes, shoes, and to a point of spending on things you really don't need; you need help. Otherwise it comes down to being debt and risking your credit history or financially broke. Even if you make tons of money, it doesn't matter it still effects the same result. Straight answer is your morals, keeping up Kardashians doesn't last your youth forever.

 Rule #3: Trying to be Popular is waste of time.
There are one specific reason why I am happy by not being popular. That is Jealousy, which can lead to backstabbing by people who you thought you could trust. If you are proud being so attractive, showing off of what you can do and have a right to claim to be fame where you live or what you do is fine. But note to yourself that you call friends, having more than 300 friends could lead you trouble or effect your credit score and can be a negative impact to yourself. Definition of friend or friends is not a number, it's who you can trust and who will always treat you with respect and T.L.C. Grateful to known many people but you have to show loyalty if you break that perspective or betray then it is officially off and don't bother to harass. Remember KISS method and don't forget to be cool, calm and be confident.

 Rule #4: Be active, alert and sleep like when you were a kid at 9 p.m.
No excuses. Everyone is or will be active when they go to school, work or other activities they're involved in. At the same time, we must not forget our natural psychic or we all say instincts. Being alert will save you from danger, even if you're not sure about it, just go for it and don't turn back. That is why animals are super instinct responders than us humans. Never forget to get enough sleep, it will prevent you from sleep disorders. Getting enough sleep will improves your hormones and mood. Don't use too much on electronics or such as computers, iphones, ipads and etc; for it may interrupt your melatonin your sleep hormone that aides you to sleep well.

 Rule #5: Start eating organic and be moderate at all times.
You are what you eat. Eating plenty of superfoods such as vegetables and fruits will benefit you nutritional needs and to your health. It's better in Organic, why? Because in terms with organic means without any harsh chemical agents such as pesticides, chemical fertilizers, irradiation, food additives, etc. It has been shown in disorders one commonly known for example ADHD found in Harvard study. Moderation is the key to control your guilty pleasures, for women drinking a glass (no more than 1) of Red wine has health benefits. But drinking more than 3 can increase your risk of breast cancer and many other cancer types. A piece of dark chocolate can be good to your heart because of its antioxidants. Remember again, use your research, educate yourself and use your judgement. 

 Also, don't forget to exercise and I don't mean go to the gym and pump those muscles. It's not the physique but feeling good inside because eventually comes out naturally when you reached your goal of your healthy happiness. Try not to stress yourself, unwind for at least 10-15 minutes then get back to your routine. Don't ever do things when you know you can't do it, start by little steps and be ahead even it's early it's better than doing it late. Don't ever let negative criticisms or the rudeness get to you, use your affirmation to simply back off and go on. Meditation can boost your focus and it is perfect tool to shut out your surroundings when you want to be at peace or in a quiet zone. 

 I truly hope that simplicity is the beginning of happiness. Happiness to Kindness, kindness that you leave your own individual impression flawless as it supposed to be.

Cheers and my the prosperity lead you wonderful karma,
Vampress

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