There are many things that I'm grateful for and many things that I'm not but that's life. I have always told my friends and my family that there are times that we'll face consequences; that is if you did something that isn't right and that you know that person didn't deserve to be treated in any harmful way, you'll know sooner or later karma will give you that bad happenings because of what you did. I still say that to but to those that are new or just met, whether you're believer in God regardless of your religious backgrounds or an atheist, it doesn't matter. Good or Bad, no matter how you live or survive God has been, always will and for eternity is there to know that He sees, listens and been there inside of your soul. I know this because I have been physically, emotionally and mentally pained so much because of nothing. Nothing or reasonable explanations of ruthless, disrespectful bullies, haters and even racist people that I don't even know why they encountered to me. That even includes betrayal of friends that I refuse to forgive, forgotten but never forgot so, if there are people who are reading my blogs and assuming to think that I have a problem; your wrong and don't even bother spreading gossips or try to even dare to hurt me. I'm serious, because as years passes by I have fully become more spiritual and feeling stronger than ever. That continues to grow and forever, I've tried to to do workouts, talking with friends that I consider in my circle, and some New Age (which is known spiritual things of many cultures to develop well being and empower your senses).
It's one of those days, as a student minding your business by busting your brain cells get your studying for the test or doing what you need to do. It's one of those days, where you want to be yourself because you have a test you're about to take and all you think about is memories and pieces what you learned or studied so far. Well, I had a test and I have a gut feeling that I didn't do so well as I expect AND because of her for being ruthless, pierced my tranquility that I need. To be honest, I really don't mind being asked or interrupted for asking a question; we are all humans. But you need to know this: You, Trechell Reid or Folkes don't know me really well so, let me clarify. I'M NOT a liar, mind you for my misunderstanding of your question. Secondly, since you have that luxurious iPad of yours you could have looked at it without asking me. Then again, I "thought" that you asked me the question that didn't have the answer the one she posted the answers for Exam 2 practice problems. So, that is why I answered; I just educationally guessed it. Also, let me add this for your tip towards your future, keep up with your hyper, cocky, attitude in that way it will be worthless to you when you become a doctor. The way you said to me, the tone, and making me like a piece of shit in front of the class was out of the limit for me, personally.
As some of you may realize that I have twitter and tweet often. But what you don't know is that I don't tweet in campus, shopping, or any public places and especially NOT in the vehicle. The fact is I'm considered and always as "old fashioned" & simple person living in this modern world. If you're wondering "well, do you have a cell phone?" Why, of course for emergencies and it's one of those classic two fold Virgin mobile, pay as you go type. Don't laugh at me for that because I'm grateful not to have an iphone because it's a distraction and annoying thing that unfortunately, people constantly glued on whenever they walk, drive, skateboarding and/or bicycling. And even if I had one, I don't bother to use it whenever I'm studying or in class, working, and importantly driving in my beautiful sexy Nissan Versa car. Do you know why? The answer is simple, it comes from morals and judgement of what will happen if I so and so. I don't need to explain because if you are like me or my type then you obviously know in your instinct; clearly what is right and wrong thing to do.
As I'm walking along the breezeway which they call it because breezes comes in all 4 ways of that aisle or scanning through social networks, I'm all like "what is up with these worthless people?" Now, I'm not being a total bitch jackass or a bully but I do always do thinking about myself and how these people around me what type of influence that they affect on my values. Unfortunately, 99% none, they're load of crap trying to keep up with cool gadgets that it's not worth in the later years of their lives or trying keep up faux perfection of boobs, lipo sucked tummies (by the way, they come back "rebound" believe it or not,) and fantastic shaped ass. WHO CARES about your stupid natural blond hair, or your ability to sing because of your roots or your intelligence just because of your Asian ethnicity. The fact is, it's all about trust and being responsible. These two simply comes from politeness and etiquette of moral standard. I can tell you for one example of a person who is an advisor for College of Science, who I personally I passionately hate the very first time I've met her. I found out that she was an graduate student for communications major and ironically a professor for speech & communications at PBSC. The reason that I bring up with this person is because she is cocky and loves to discourage her students who comes in to ask her questions about their major. I know because I have an ability to observe a certain individual if he/she is willing to help with kindness or to make them miserable and worthless.
It maybe he or she said but the fact is it all adds up because I have seen her on facebook and well as a person for myself. My Mother immediately hated her every minute with patience but with cold stare yup, you mess with me and your going to deal with humanism virgo who doesn't deal with sarcasm and careless people. I asked her few questions then she gives me this doe eyed look of "huh? That is the most stupidest question I have heard." Well, excuse YOU for having me to say that to your pug lover face, bitch. No wonder why there are a lot of people made you famously a villain who has no value or compassion & encouragement. The last time that I made an appointment with another advisor was completely filled and you had plenty openings (note: to my sarcastic cold tone.) I couldn't care how your former students who had you before, compliments you that you're "beautiful," "hot" (um, ewww,) "young" (obviously, it seems you have a child and never got married tsk, tsk,) and unbelievably "a great professor." Well, it's not surprising that communications and speech major is an easy breezy beautiful FAKE values to your work position.
My point is, I know that I Am the Best because I've been through a lot and each day there are challenges because stupid advisor/professor like you, just makes me stronger. That fact is you may not realize or never will but I will tell you one thing, you literally degrading your education values and your just making yourself useless human. It's sad for you, not for me to say such disrespectful comments but it's the truth since your pisces, GET A GRIP! Do you want to know why there are so many people dislike you well, it's obvious you made one person cry, tell another that she should go to another University, and so many incidents people say about you in public. Your probably are jealous because people like me or other future science majors are going for more fun, discoveries of life that your major don't have. That's okay, because jealously is one disease that is nasty, I mean have you ever seen yourself in the mirror?
There was one student on rate my professor who stated of her "Definitely Top 5 professors?" Really?!?!?! you're blind kiddo, ironically you stated: "ask questions when she CLEARLY outlined what she asked you to do." Teacher's pet scandal tip! Are you KIDing me, THERE ARE TIMES we want to ask again it's called MAKING SURE, dumbass. I'll be in shock if you took her for requirements and going for pre-major later on; FUCK! I don't want to be your guinea pig patient, mind you. Let's not forget as another moral & common sense issue, we are not perfect without practice. Got it.
To all people, who hates me, A BIG thank-you because you remind me as a food to keep me going on & grow stronger. For all of my friends, families and most of all kind strangers, I will always love you and to the other side. But let me warn you, if you have a courage and out of nerve to put me down and make me feel down, I will MAKE YOU feel bad, regret, shame, and most of all miserable. I have my alter ego that supports me as back up, and I can be cruel to make you think that you can't believe I would say or do such a thing, try me and I would be very bluntly honest with you that you will cry like a weak baby.
Vampress
Yeah, yeah, Back to School again for the kiddos but it can't be that bad. I know for some they're either nervous or afraid because of bullying, maybe too shy to speak or make friends but there are many schools creating against more safer and anti-bullying ground. Parents should be more into their kiddos lives and I know, I know, you don't have time, right? That is just lame excuse and nothing can be impossible if you can have little courage and guts to prove it. That is to balance your life as well as your schedule. As for me, I'm just a student currently unemployed but I do look forward to find at least part-time job on the campus which will may bring some great opportunities than comparing to being a "skinny whore" at the Abercrombie & Fitch employee. I rather be a geek than some skimpy skinny models who are trying to get some popularity, which rots later on because we will get old and look a white haired mage to wake-up and smell some reality check!
Everybody should know one thing: stay in school, go to college and use your knowledge for the future. Future that will make a difference and not being to greedy. Forget about love, kisses, and losing your virginity. You don't want that because sooner or later you will have to look for a job that is forever cheap & useless along with unhappy results. It's all about having morals, you will face some tough challenges but it will make you smarter and stronger. Don't be afraid of making mistakes because we are all human beings. If you felt like a victim just because a person treated you like a pest, turn it around, don't be silent, speak up. Just because and adviser says to you "You can't be a lawyer, doctor, or a engineer," you simply say "Okay, but I don't believe you, and yes, I can." You just do it, prove it and slam it to their cocky faces. School is the beginning of tough road but making you, reshaping into a wiser and stronger person.
I know because I've been there, I don't consider as a human but more like a ether because I learn to love and love to learn. It satisfies every cell and molecule of my breathe because it makes me happier the more I learn new things. I'm not one of those cocky types just because I have highest GPAs or test scores. To me they're just numbers, I'd rather consider the experiences that I have gained of mistakes that I have made. I don't let negative critics or sarcasm get to me because it's junk and waste of my time. Jealous people just turns me off and I pity for their actions. I'm very straight forward and maybe vulnerable but it's funny how people think I may not realize what they're doing to me. Like I said before, think again, you can fool me once, try it twice but by the third time you're out of the game. That goes out to former, manipulative losers who are mothers and living their happy lives. Brainless, real happiness goes in order Dawn Bartman and Barbie Gomez; you marry first by walking on the Virgin Road and then have babies. Good Luck with your shotgun wedding days.
Lastly, to all of cute kiddos, you want to be cool then stay in school and out of trouble.
Hugs and kisses to each and every wonderful children in the world,
Vampress
Publix where shopping is a pleasure, eh? Well, let's be clear that we're not talking about pleasurable public and if you're looking something like that; please respect your hanky panky and do that in a hotel. Going back on the real issue, I know it was not a pleasure shopping until checking out at a cashier area. My mother and myself got into the express line and the cashier person had that look of "Fuck, why are these Asians come here for?" Well the answer it's simple: "Because we are costumers you idiot." Now, many people think I have problems but don't get it all twisted. I'm the one, my mother, we are the ones that are victims of being "picked" on because of our ethnicity. It's not nice nor funny, so don't get into your jealous rage because Asians are smartest or that they know better than your french/creole l'attitude, you Edver son of a bitch.
Since we are strong believers of speaking out, we finally managed to catch a manager or a team leader employee, right before leaving. My mother started to spill it out and so did I. I told her, that after scanning garlics he threw at front of me as if it was piece of junk. Yes, he simply tossed the garlic as if it was nothing handling with no care. That just switched my bitch goddess on oh, and I was the one who had to put the purchased items in the bag when he supposed to do it but didn't bother while giving us "That's not my job" look on his ugly face. It matches his description and I strongly felt disgusted when the next costumer was taken care by handling the items carefully & packed it in the bag. So, what's up with me when Edver didn't put the items while we were checking out but the next costumers didn't have to? Seriously, that's bullshit.
SO, does THAT MEAN because we are ASIANS and not capable or aware of his attitude? I mean for many times of bullshit by these assholes who are working and to other employees out there, WAKE-UP and smell the REALITY. If any of you ill-educated pests think we're not able to speak a single word about what you did to us that was simply rude. Think again, my mother and I are human beings with mannerisms and wonderful knowledge of getting your ass on grill. Don't you even try to deny about what you did to us, we're not a game, don't play or mess with me or people I truly care about.
If you hate or don't even have a positive guts to serve or work at the Publix of 1405 S. Federal Hwy Pompano Beach Fl then Edver maybe you shouldn't work AT ALL! I don't care your fake reasons, people like you are simply sick and a loser. On a note I'm not crazy, you are. I'm a simply natural person who likes to smile and shop at Publix where shopping is a pleasure not displeasure. Review your job position motto.
Sincerely,
Vampress
It was on of those busy but productive weekdays. After my appointment at the dentist, along with my smile my Mother & I decided to go little shopping together at Walgreens in Fort Lauderdale, at the intersection on US 1 and 26th St. It was a truly a great day and I'm appreciate the fact God was looking over us with his army of angels protecting us that morning. My mom is a true valor, valor of patience and doesn't take any crap from ignorant peoples in these days. Unfortunately, I have to admit that being Floridian for myself is being positive and shine the good NOT on the rampage. Well, that's what happened to that triple chin, over bloated load of fat greased up lady who honked at us today.
We headed at the the south side of Federal Highway at 26th St on the left turn lane. My mom decided to stop because the cars kept coming so waited. About few seconds later there was a car cut in front of us, I guess the driver didn't have patience and had a stupid move with courageous effort to go without getting hit. Then after that a driver behind us started to honk at us like 4 times. My mom looked over the back mirror and said with not so surprising tone "Wow, that dumb fat ass woman flicked at us." So, I said "WTF is her problem?" During that time the signal was red, I mean this women got some issues and I can reassure you or safe drivers out there: If you or have been in South Florida, it is crazy and our safety is NUMBER 1 priority. That is why my readers, the insurance prices increases got it?
So, finally when the signal turned left turn green, as my mom made a U-turn towards Walgreens parking, the fat bitch honked at us again and stated to "Hurry, the fxxx up!!!" Even the other drivers who was the witness made a gesture of "what the heck is her problem?" Yup, at least someone noticed that road rager got some jumping beans in her over extra large of fruit of the loom panties. Let me make this clear, at least she can be grateful that we didn't call on police. We are just lucky that she didn't shoot us, even if she had firearm, it would be hard for her to bend over those ugly cholesterol weight. By reading this you might say, "That's an overstatement about that person's weight." Let's face it, she has a problem by honking at us when it was red, and that fact she looked very unhealthy with disturbed attitude by being impatient fool.
At least we looked good, why? You know the answer, it's because we kept our cool by not confronting her back and that we elegantly ignored the hideous driver. I don't care if she was late to work or an appointment, had an emergency or in a hurry; that is no reasonable excuse. Some people got some issues especially, targeting towards the minorities like us Japanese or Asians in South Florida. I bet if she saw us without our precious shades she could possibly told us to go back to our country. I'm trying not to get carried away but I want you readers to know it's NOT right to take an anger at us or innocents without reasonable explanations. In these case we or especially, my Mother has not done anything wrong. She simply and as always kept her calm in a decent professional manner with strong as steel of grace. Maybe that is why my mom and I had never ever had a ticket, cited or got into trouble with a police because we always been decent and good people.
By the way, if someone does tells me to go back where I come from, let me henceforth to haters and people who needs to control their outrageous anger. YOU are the one who needs to leave the country, this is America where immigrants came here to live in purpose. Native Americans are the ones who came FIRST, then the Europeans, then as the tides of past leave us behind and heads towards the future of end of hope, love and peace. Being born & raised in Florida, I am proud to be a Floridian/Japanese-American. Along with the ability to speak, read and write in both English & Japanese. I have an honor to exist, live in the best nation in the world where the multicultural ties into the vast of open minded state. YOU have no right to just attack me for what I value to reason of being in a state of good example of citizenship in the U.S.A I'm proud of what I had been through in tough times of bully, because of my looks/ taken advantage of because my parents speak in English with unique accent or being hated because we are yellow or not white enough stereotype negative persona. YOU bullies, road ragers and haters are pathetic beings. It sickens that fact that YOU fat driver have a nerve to honk at us on that beautiful morning and it don't bother a bit.
Good luck at honking other drivers, why don't you try to honk at people who has firearms, part of gang related activities and/or who is an another road rager? Maybe YOU will think twice and by then be so sorry for yourself or maybe you might not even notice at all because all of your cholesterol fattiness has taken over your emotions. Lastly, GO FUCK YOURSELF ASSHOLE.
Sincerely I was BORN THIS WAY,
Vampress