A Vamp Rose Diary

  As some of you may realize that I have twitter and tweet often. But what you don't know is that I don't tweet in campus, shopping, or any public places and especially NOT in the vehicle. The fact is I'm considered and always as "old fashioned" & simple person living in this modern world. If you're wondering "well, do you have a cell phone?" Why, of course for emergencies and it's one of those classic two fold Virgin mobile, pay as you go type. Don't laugh at me for that because I'm grateful not to have an iphone because it's a distraction and annoying thing that unfortunately, people constantly glued on whenever they walk, drive, skateboarding and/or bicycling. And even if I had one, I don't bother to use it whenever I'm studying or in class, working, and importantly driving in my beautiful sexy Nissan Versa car. Do you know why? The answer is simple, it comes from morals and judgement of what will happen if I so and so. I don't need to explain because if you are like me or my type then you obviously know in your instinct; clearly what is right and wrong thing to do.

  As I'm walking along the breezeway which they call it because breezes comes in all 4 ways of that aisle or scanning through social networks, I'm all like "what is up with these worthless people?" Now, I'm not being a total bitch jackass or a bully but I do always do thinking about myself and how these people around me what type of influence that they affect on my values. Unfortunately, 99% none, they're load of crap trying to keep up with cool gadgets that it's not worth in the later years of their lives or trying keep up faux perfection of boobs, lipo sucked tummies (by the way, they come back "rebound" believe it or not,) and fantastic shaped ass. WHO CARES about your stupid natural blond hair, or your ability to sing because of your roots or your intelligence just because of your Asian ethnicity. The fact is, it's all about trust and being responsible. These two simply comes from politeness and etiquette of moral standard. I can tell you for one example of a person who is an advisor for College of Science, who I personally I passionately hate the very first time I've met her. I found out that she was an graduate student for communications major and ironically a professor for speech & communications at PBSC. The reason that I bring up with this person is because she is cocky and loves to discourage her students who comes in to ask her questions about their major. I know because I have an ability to observe a certain individual if he/she is willing to help with kindness or to make them miserable and worthless. 
 It maybe he or she said but the fact is it all adds up because I have seen her on facebook and well as a person for myself. My Mother immediately hated her every minute with patience but with cold stare yup, you mess with me and your going to deal with humanism virgo who doesn't deal with sarcasm and careless people. I asked her few questions then she gives me this doe eyed look of "huh? That is the most stupidest question I have heard." Well, excuse YOU for having me to say that to your pug lover face, bitch. No wonder why there are a lot of people made you famously a villain who has no value or compassion & encouragement. The last time that I made an appointment with another advisor was completely filled and you had plenty openings (note: to my sarcastic cold tone.) I couldn't care how your former students who had you before, compliments you that you're "beautiful," "hot" (um, ewww,) "young" (obviously, it seems you have a child and never got married tsk, tsk,) and unbelievably "a great professor." Well, it's not surprising that communications and speech major is an easy breezy beautiful FAKE values to your work position. 
  My point is, I know that I Am the Best because I've been through a lot and each day there are challenges because stupid advisor/professor like you, just makes me stronger. That fact is you may not realize or never will but I will tell you one thing, you literally degrading your education values and your just making yourself useless human. It's sad for you, not for me to say such disrespectful comments but it's the truth since your pisces, GET A GRIP! Do you want to know why there are so many people dislike you well, it's obvious you made one person cry, tell another that she should go to another University, and so many incidents people say about you in public. Your probably are jealous because people like me or other future science majors are going for more fun, discoveries of life that your major don't have. That's okay, because jealously is one disease that is nasty, I mean have you ever seen yourself in the mirror? 
  There was one student on rate my professor who stated of her "Definitely Top 5 professors?" Really?!?!?! you're blind kiddo, ironically you stated: "ask questions when she CLEARLY outlined what she asked you to do." Teacher's pet scandal tip! Are you KIDing me, THERE ARE TIMES we want to ask again it's called MAKING SURE, dumbass. I'll be in shock if you took her for requirements and going for pre-major later on; FUCK! I don't want to be your guinea pig patient, mind you. Let's not forget as another moral & common sense issue, we are not perfect without practice. Got it.
  To all people, who hates me, A BIG thank-you because you remind me as a food to keep me going on & grow stronger. For all of my friends, families and most of all kind strangers, I will always love you and to the other side. But let me warn you, if you have a courage and out of nerve to put me down and make me feel down, I will MAKE YOU feel bad, regret, shame, and most of all miserable. I have my alter ego that supports me as back up, and I can be cruel to make you think that you can't believe I would say or do such a thing, try me and I would be very bluntly honest with you that you will cry like a weak baby.

Vampress

 Yeah, yeah, Back to School again for the kiddos but it can't be that bad. I know for some they're either nervous or afraid because of bullying, maybe too shy to speak or make friends but there are many schools creating against more safer and anti-bullying ground. Parents should be more into their kiddos lives and I know, I know, you don't have time, right? That is just lame excuse and nothing can be impossible if you can have little courage and guts to prove it. That is to balance your life as well as your schedule. As for me, I'm just a student currently unemployed but I do look forward to find at least part-time job on the campus which will may bring some great opportunities than comparing to being a "skinny whore" at the Abercrombie & Fitch employee. I rather be a geek than some skimpy skinny models who are trying to get some popularity, which rots later on because we will get old and look a white haired mage to wake-up and smell some reality check!

 Everybody should know one thing: stay in school, go to college and use your knowledge for the future. Future that will make a difference and not being to greedy. Forget about love, kisses, and losing your virginity. You don't want that because sooner or later you will have to look for a job that is forever cheap & useless along with unhappy results. It's all about having morals, you will face some tough challenges but it will make you smarter and stronger. Don't be afraid of making mistakes because we are all human beings. If you felt like a victim just because a person treated you like a pest, turn it around, don't be silent, speak up. Just because and adviser says to you "You can't be a lawyer, doctor, or a engineer," you simply say "Okay, but I don't believe you, and yes, I can." You just do it, prove it and slam it to their cocky faces. School is the beginning of tough road but making you, reshaping into a wiser and stronger person.

 I know because I've been there, I don't consider as a human but more like a ether because I learn to love and love to learn. It satisfies every cell and molecule of my breathe because it makes me happier the more I learn new things. I'm not one of those cocky types just because I have highest GPAs or test scores. To me they're just numbers, I'd rather consider the experiences that I have gained of mistakes that I have made. I don't let negative critics or sarcasm get to me because it's junk and waste of my time. Jealous people just turns me off and I pity for their actions. I'm very straight forward and maybe vulnerable but it's funny how people think I may not realize what they're doing to me. Like I said before, think again, you can fool me once, try it twice but by the third time you're out of the game. That goes out to former, manipulative losers who are mothers and living their happy lives. Brainless, real happiness goes in order Dawn Bartman and Barbie Gomez; you marry first by walking on the Virgin Road and then have babies. Good Luck with your shotgun wedding days.

 Lastly, to all of cute kiddos, you want to be cool then stay in school and out of trouble.

Hugs and kisses to each and every wonderful children in the world,
Vampress

  Publix where shopping is a pleasure, eh? Well, let's be clear that we're not talking about pleasurable public and if you're looking something like that; please respect your hanky panky and do that in a hotel. Going back on the real issue, I know it was not a pleasure shopping until checking out at a cashier area. My mother and myself got into the express line and the cashier person had that look of "Fuck, why are these Asians come here for?" Well the answer it's simple: "Because we are costumers you idiot." Now, many people think I have problems but don't get it all twisted. I'm the one, my mother, we are the ones that are victims of being "picked" on because of our ethnicity. It's not nice nor funny, so don't get into your jealous rage because Asians are smartest or that they know better than your french/creole l'attitude, you Edver son of a bitch.

 Since we are strong believers of speaking out, we finally managed to catch a manager or a team leader employee, right before leaving. My mother started to spill it out and so did I. I told her, that after scanning garlics he threw at front of me as if it was piece of junk. Yes, he simply tossed the garlic as if it was nothing handling with no care. That just switched my bitch goddess on oh, and I was the one who had to put the purchased items in the bag when he supposed to do it but didn't bother while giving us "That's not my job" look on his ugly face. It matches his description and I strongly felt disgusted when the next costumer was taken care by handling the items carefully & packed it in the bag. So, what's up with me when Edver didn't put the items while we were checking out but the next costumers didn't have to? Seriously, that's bullshit.

 SO, does THAT MEAN because we are ASIANS and not capable or aware of his attitude? I mean for many times of bullshit by these assholes who are working and to other employees out there, WAKE-UP and smell the REALITY. If any of you ill-educated pests think we're not able to speak a single word about what you did to us that was simply rude. Think again, my mother and I are human beings with mannerisms and wonderful knowledge of getting your ass on grill. Don't you even try to deny about what you did to us, we're not a game, don't play or mess with me or people I truly care about. 

 If you hate or don't even have a positive guts to serve or work at the Publix of 1405 S. Federal Hwy Pompano Beach Fl then Edver maybe you shouldn't work AT ALL! I don't care your fake reasons, people like you are simply sick and a loser. On a note I'm not crazy, you are. I'm a simply natural person who likes to smile and shop at Publix where shopping is a pleasure not displeasure. Review your job position motto. 

Sincerely,
Vampress

 It was on of those busy but productive weekdays. After my appointment at the dentist, along with my smile my Mother & I decided to go little shopping together at Walgreens in Fort Lauderdale, at the intersection on US 1 and 26th St. It was a truly a great day and I'm appreciate the fact God was looking over us with his army of angels protecting us that morning. My mom is a true valor, valor of patience and doesn't take any crap from ignorant peoples in these days. Unfortunately, I have to admit that being Floridian for myself is being positive and shine the good NOT on the rampage. Well, that's what happened to that triple chin, over bloated load of fat greased up lady who honked at us today.

 We headed at the the south side of Federal Highway at 26th St on the left turn lane. My mom decided to stop because the cars kept coming so waited. About few seconds later there was a car cut in front of us, I guess the driver didn't have patience and had a stupid move with courageous effort to go without getting hit. Then after that a driver behind us started to honk at us like 4 times. My mom  looked over the back mirror and said with not so surprising tone "Wow, that dumb fat ass woman flicked at us." So, I said "WTF is her problem?" During that time the signal was red, I mean this women got some issues and I can reassure you or safe drivers out there: If you or have been in South Florida, it is crazy and our safety is NUMBER 1 priority. That is why my readers, the insurance prices increases got it?

 So, finally when the signal turned left turn green, as my mom made a U-turn towards Walgreens parking, the fat bitch honked at us again and stated to "Hurry, the fxxx up!!!" Even the other drivers who was the witness made a gesture of "what the heck is her problem?" Yup, at least someone noticed that road rager got some jumping beans in her over extra large of fruit of the loom panties. Let me make this clear, at least she can be grateful that we didn't call on police. We are just lucky that she didn't shoot us, even if she had firearm, it would be hard for her to bend over those ugly cholesterol weight. By reading this you might say, "That's an overstatement about that person's weight." Let's face it, she has a problem by honking at us when it was red, and that fact she looked very unhealthy with disturbed attitude by being impatient fool. 

 At least we looked good, why? You know the answer, it's because we kept our cool by not confronting her back and that we elegantly ignored the hideous driver. I don't care if she was late to work or an appointment, had an emergency or in a hurry; that is no reasonable excuse. Some people got some issues especially, targeting towards the minorities like us Japanese or Asians in South Florida. I bet if she saw us without our precious shades she could possibly told us to go back to our country. I'm trying not to get carried away but I want you readers to know it's NOT right to take an anger at us or innocents without reasonable explanations. In these case we or especially, my Mother has not done anything wrong. She simply and as always kept her calm in a decent professional manner with strong as steel of grace. Maybe that is why my mom and I had never ever had a ticket, cited or got into trouble with a police because we always been decent and good people. 

 By the way, if someone does tells me to go back where I come from, let me henceforth to haters and people who needs to control their outrageous anger. YOU are the one who needs to leave the country, this is America where immigrants came here to live in purpose. Native Americans are the ones who came FIRST, then the Europeans, then as the tides of past leave us behind and heads towards the future of end of hope, love and peace. Being born & raised in Florida, I am proud to be a Floridian/Japanese-American. Along with the ability to speak, read and write in both English & Japanese. I have an honor to exist, live in the best nation in the world where the multicultural ties into the vast of open minded state. YOU have no right to just attack me for what I value to reason of being in a state of good example of citizenship in the U.S.A  I'm proud of what I had been through in tough times of bully, because of my looks/ taken advantage of because my parents speak in English with unique accent or being hated because we are yellow or not white enough stereotype negative persona. YOU bullies, road ragers and haters are pathetic beings. It sickens that fact that YOU fat driver have a nerve to honk at us on that beautiful morning and it don't bother a bit. 

 Good luck at honking other drivers, why don't you try to honk at people who has firearms, part of gang related activities and/or who is an another road rager? Maybe YOU will think twice and by then be so sorry for yourself or maybe you might not even notice at all because all of your cholesterol fattiness has taken over your emotions. Lastly, GO FUCK YOURSELF ASSHOLE. 

Sincerely I was BORN THIS WAY,
Vampress

 Hello everyone, it's been a while. I hope you've been doing well except when it's sizzling HOT. Speaking of HOT, congratulations to Miami HEAT for winning the finals!!! You make us South Floridians very high & proud, Yeah GO HEAT. Now, I want to mention about that Paula Deen to y'all. As many of you may know that she has been in under fire about the recent apology about her usage of racial slurs. Well, she's been very "so sorry" about it in fact made two different YouTube videos begging for forgiveness.

 Before we go to back firing with revenge on harsh words and being nasty. Let me just say, BE VERY CAREFUL of what you say out of your very own mouth. In reality, especially in working field or careers that you depend on passionately and make out of your business; there are CONSEQUENCES. Well, that's what is happening to her and the rest of ties of advertisement that she has been endorsed with. First, the Food Network TV decide cut ties from her and not planning to renew her contract. Twitter has been attacking her with harsh karma words which I do not plan to share because you get an idea. 

 I must say it's simply sad and unfortunate which I tweeted on my twitter. However, as a human being I do accept her apology and forgive her but she should have known better. In fact, I truly enjoyed her cooking shows and followed her tweets but for that truth and hurtful incidents; I have officially stopped following her on twitter because it's my choice. This goes to same situation to all famous or non-famous tweeters, if you tend to say hurtful and unacceptable things regarding to skin color and other discriminatory factors, I will unfollow and /or block you. Don't worry, I'm sure that God who is The Almighty perfect, loving, and most forgiving deity will surely forgive you even if many people don't.

 Similar situation to Abercrombie & B!tch Oh! my mistake Abercormbie & Fitch CEO Mike Jeffries. I wonder how the company is doing, are they thinking about changing their image by offering plus sizes or are they still too stubborn skinny twinky. Well, they recently pulled off the tee shirts that mocked Taylor Swift and I'm like, "Wow, they did it again how stupid of them." To Swiftys, victory has taken over! I mean, I must admit I used to shop at that store but not any longer; in fact just like cutting all ties to Paula Deen I decided to STOP shopping A&F until they start accepting all sizes. They ain't getting my business and yes, I'm size 7 but they fashion doesn't describe my personality and style. 

 The point is if you're business person, you need to watch what you are saying. We live in multicultural communities with many wonderful backgrounds. As Americans whether you're from South, North or wherever you're from, we are ALL immigrated people; don't forget about Native Americans. White or Europeans are also part of that immigrated people for their ancestors came a long journey. Welcome to the 21 century of ever evolving people comes together in respect, harmony, along decreasing the discriminatory ill-educated beings. 

Peace & Love, 
Vampress

 So yes, we've heard about that before and it's really neither new or shocking. However, you must be careful where you use your nice plastic bling credit cards or you'll be in a BS situation. Think of it like those credit cards are like you Social Securities #s. Yeah, it's that serious. Let give you some idea of what nearly and could have happened to me or maybe to others. Especially, those annoying aisle sellers that they want your attention and possibly spellbound you into a stupid crappy conversation. It happened to me it was my fault but at the same time that ugly guy should have not called my attention; I mean really who do you think you are with your douche bag brains and your slender tall penis shaped body.
 So I was about to get an pretzel of Auntie Anne's, yes they are heavenly savory good. All of a sudden, this guy who sells those buffer nail beauty kit shit calls out to me. Well, I didn't mind at first and sometimes people take advantage because of my sweet innocent side. I call that "everything happens for a reason," but then I immediately got annoyed his all smooth talking to me while he was buffering that Dead Sea Extract on my index finger ( I wish he did it on my middle finger.) Moving along, I was all like nice and sweet with "uh-huh," "Wow," and other nice "kiss my ass" attitude to him. Then he asks me where I'm from, I mean seriously I have All-American accent you dork. Asks me what am I doing, how old I am, and etc.
 Dude, if you are interviewing for my job that's totally acceptable. But you're just a guy who sells crap that I'm fucking not interested and you know I was hungry for that heavenly pretzel! HOW DARE YOU.
Well, guess what I don't care about your stupid shit, plus I lied to you about my credit or debit card when you asked me. By the way, I have an awesome Nail Buffer Kit form Japan it's called P-Shine. Ha, sucks for you that you lost my business, you don't ask for my card asshole.
 Lastly, that goes same for other dudes or people who like to take advantage on little Asian females. Don't you dare call me when I shop Sawgrass Mills Mall, I Shop For My Choice of what I want to buy as I please. This goes out to other who gets called by these poor unfortunate annoying ticks that sell God Who Knows What aisle sellers. Costumers will come to you if they feel or whenever they're interested you don't force them. It's wrong and utterly disgusting. 
 As for him or whoever wants to call me while I'm about order my pretzel or ice cream or walking to my destination store. DON'T BOTHER ME or I'll put you on my shit list mentally. If any of you aisle sellers have a sample of your product then fine but other than that don't even bother to drag me and fucking your product on my body because I can be phobic to your junk.
 Also, I must say that not all of aisles have bad stuff but you don't force costumers by attention. It's rude and very, very, muy annoying! Get a fucking grip cockroaches and shoppers Keep Calm and Shop On.
I look forward to go Sawgrass Mills Mall again I mean who doesn't love Sawgrass? It's the best place to shop, get together, and hagout with your friends and family. Til then, Later.

Peace & Love,
Vampress