It was one of TGIF (not the restaurant) and be happy and go jolly because weekend is finally here!!! Well, except my sleep for 2 days straight because of FAU Alerts recently and mainly I blame for those idiots or should I just say bluntly: Stupid shooters and suspect robber who caused the scene near & in the campus. I mean REALLY?!?! Who in the effen world want to shoot at the IrishPub and point an innocent FAU student at knife point at the Arts and Letters campus? Retarded ones, mind you don't get it twisted if you're thinking that I'm talking about disabled special people because I do not think such a thing & that's ill-educated for those of you ignorant who would even think such a thing. Like before, I may have issues (but don't we all) the fact is I'll say whatever I want to say because this is America and as an American I'll be "flat out honest" because I don't give a damn of what you think. And yes, I'm a little upset because if it wasn't for those evil troublemakers we as students and faculty wouldn't be bothered by 1 O'clock wake-up Alert phone rings and neither the police would risk their lives for protecting us against these arseholes.
On Friday, October 18, 2013 at approximately, 11:45 p.m. (I think) there was phone ringing while I was about to go into deep sleep. Now, luckily I don't work but if I did, I would be so cranky that I would be in biatch mode. But after 2:00 a.m. I get another alert that states they caught one suspect but another suspect is still on the run. Well, since I'm a believer in God, he the shooter will someday get caught by then he'll pay for the price because of his ruthless actions. Because of them, I could have woken up early 4 or 5 in the morning get ahead with my relaxing and productive weekend. Unfortunately, that didn't happen because I woke up at 8 a.m. and I was so angry, very angry because those suspects..... fucked up my beauty sleep I mean fucked me up! Those Sons Of Bitches, how bloody hell dare they! In the name of Almighty deity I would zap them into small ants and stomp them by the order of Death.
Then just thinking that Alert system was over, I get another stupid call again on Saturday morning at 1 a.m. and this time about a student being held at knife point within the campus! Jeeeez, I was like, "Well done, idiot, having a nerve to point at an innocent student then robbing them." What for? Want money? Go get a job by doing an application. Want ipad or iphone then save some money for it. I mean get a reality grip dude, you're just wasting time becoming and creating dumb crimes when you do better ways to use that knife by cooking a delicious healthy food. Because of those both incidents it was making want to barf at those suspects faces and maybe smear a horses feces. As disgusting as may sound you would probably agree if you were like me a student trying to get sleep for health and brain purposes.
Like I have said over million times before, I don't deal with Airheads or other Bull crap nonsense of empty humans. You're just wasting my time and other people who has a shot of chances to become different for the better. It might sound it's not a big deal but it is for me, I know it's not guaranteed but I'm doing you a favor to realize, think before you do something very stupid. You're not only creating by scaring other people with your weapons but careless disturbance to other people who just simply want to learn peacefully and safely. Personally, it's like your raping the education environment, think it's funny, it's not and I don't find it humor at all but an hopeless ape tormenting other innocent victims because of what they have and you don't. You creeps deserve the punishment to stay behind bars for years until you're old and weak. I had enough of your ridiculous actions all for nothing and a wise person wouldn't do such thing for he/she is humble and gratful for at least what they can cope with and share the positive vibes for others who deserve.
Stop fucking positive vibes, jackass!
From your nemesis and gift from the Almighty of beauty & strength,
Vampress X♥X♥
I used to be a kid who would look at the pictures only but that's changed. As I go into High School or pretty much in college, I've realized form beginning I hated it then changed it into loving it with devotion for the sake of education. I have learned from reading that the more you read, the more you'll learn words and upgrade your imagination and thinking. Duh, right? But I've learned it in the hard way due to losing focus because of bully back then. Now, it's all about status but I truly don't give a damn about people's cool gadgets especially those iphones and ipads. It really aggravates me that in these days the system is all about working on the computer all day and there should be some changes like going back into old school ways but that's different topic. Reading from a book (not ebook, that does not count) is very, very important if you're in college because in order to understand what you're learning is all about reading your "over $120 or more textbooks" is the key to your smart brain cells of yours.
In case if you're wondering why I dis about ebooks or etextbook is because it's not a real book. But hey I do agree on that it's light to carry and not freakingly thick like your reading from a book of spells. Think about this, does it need electricity juice? Just imagine when there is no light or power man, that would suck! And that my audience is why old ways are alternative way that will never let you down or keep you from stopping on studying like a sexy geek who is trying to be a smarty pants and passing his/her class. Sometimes or majority in these days, I find it ironic that there are students who is reading the lecture notes or "just" reading from parts of section in textbooks. Then you have, regardless of what your major is that there is a student who bluntly says without any surprise in the voice saying "I hate reading." Really now, that's unfortunate because how can you hate reading when you're reading that damn fucking good pornography of Fifty Shades of Gray or Wall Street Journal for business and NEMJ for medical updates?
Here's my advice, if you hate reading along with learning and studying then don't bother to go college! It's that simple and it gets on my nerves especially to the people who are majoring Nursing, Pre-Med, or any health professions because it's all about "money." Then good luck and I surely won't be your stupid ass guinea pig patient and you can be ready for that million dollar lawsuit. I recently encountered a former classmate who told me that I was a liar well, she even admitted to me that I don't do reading. Glad that I stayed away from her, God knows if she cheated this time or before, who knows. Especially for Pre-Med students or majoring it, get a grip because sooner or later you will have lots and tons of reading and if I'm scaring you then that's good because I do research on my role of what I need to know in the future. Reading is just like communication to gain understanding as well as reading certain procedures of individual patients. You can either start liking and accepting reading as your daily chores. It's simple as that, folks.
Learn well and read on,
Vampress
There are many things that I'm grateful for and many things that I'm not but that's life. I have always told my friends and my family that there are times that we'll face consequences; that is if you did something that isn't right and that you know that person didn't deserve to be treated in any harmful way, you'll know sooner or later karma will give you that bad happenings because of what you did. I still say that to but to those that are new or just met, whether you're believer in God regardless of your religious backgrounds or an atheist, it doesn't matter. Good or Bad, no matter how you live or survive God has been, always will and for eternity is there to know that He sees, listens and been there inside of your soul. I know this because I have been physically, emotionally and mentally pained so much because of nothing. Nothing or reasonable explanations of ruthless, disrespectful bullies, haters and even racist people that I don't even know why they encountered to me. That even includes betrayal of friends that I refuse to forgive, forgotten but never forgot so, if there are people who are reading my blogs and assuming to think that I have a problem; your wrong and don't even bother spreading gossips or try to even dare to hurt me. I'm serious, because as years passes by I have fully become more spiritual and feeling stronger than ever. That continues to grow and forever, I've tried to to do workouts, talking with friends that I consider in my circle, and some New Age (which is known spiritual things of many cultures to develop well being and empower your senses).
It's one of those days, as a student minding your business by busting your brain cells get your studying for the test or doing what you need to do. It's one of those days, where you want to be yourself because you have a test you're about to take and all you think about is memories and pieces what you learned or studied so far. Well, I had a test and I have a gut feeling that I didn't do so well as I expect AND because of her for being ruthless, pierced my tranquility that I need. To be honest, I really don't mind being asked or interrupted for asking a question; we are all humans. But you need to know this: You, Trechell Reid or Folkes don't know me really well so, let me clarify. I'M NOT a liar, mind you for my misunderstanding of your question. Secondly, since you have that luxurious iPad of yours you could have looked at it without asking me. Then again, I "thought" that you asked me the question that didn't have the answer the one she posted the answers for Exam 2 practice problems. So, that is why I answered; I just educationally guessed it. Also, let me add this for your tip towards your future, keep up with your hyper, cocky, attitude in that way it will be worthless to you when you become a doctor. The way you said to me, the tone, and making me like a piece of shit in front of the class was out of the limit for me, personally.
As some of you may realize that I have twitter and tweet often. But what you don't know is that I don't tweet in campus, shopping, or any public places and especially NOT in the vehicle. The fact is I'm considered and always as "old fashioned" & simple person living in this modern world. If you're wondering "well, do you have a cell phone?" Why, of course for emergencies and it's one of those classic two fold Virgin mobile, pay as you go type. Don't laugh at me for that because I'm grateful not to have an iphone because it's a distraction and annoying thing that unfortunately, people constantly glued on whenever they walk, drive, skateboarding and/or bicycling. And even if I had one, I don't bother to use it whenever I'm studying or in class, working, and importantly driving in my beautiful sexy Nissan Versa car. Do you know why? The answer is simple, it comes from morals and judgement of what will happen if I so and so. I don't need to explain because if you are like me or my type then you obviously know in your instinct; clearly what is right and wrong thing to do.
As I'm walking along the breezeway which they call it because breezes comes in all 4 ways of that aisle or scanning through social networks, I'm all like "what is up with these worthless people?" Now, I'm not being a total bitch jackass or a bully but I do always do thinking about myself and how these people around me what type of influence that they affect on my values. Unfortunately, 99% none, they're load of crap trying to keep up with cool gadgets that it's not worth in the later years of their lives or trying keep up faux perfection of boobs, lipo sucked tummies (by the way, they come back "rebound" believe it or not,) and fantastic shaped ass. WHO CARES about your stupid natural blond hair, or your ability to sing because of your roots or your intelligence just because of your Asian ethnicity. The fact is, it's all about trust and being responsible. These two simply comes from politeness and etiquette of moral standard. I can tell you for one example of a person who is an advisor for College of Science, who I personally I passionately hate the very first time I've met her. I found out that she was an graduate student for communications major and ironically a professor for speech & communications at PBSC. The reason that I bring up with this person is because she is cocky and loves to discourage her students who comes in to ask her questions about their major. I know because I have an ability to observe a certain individual if he/she is willing to help with kindness or to make them miserable and worthless.
It maybe he or she said but the fact is it all adds up because I have seen her on facebook and well as a person for myself. My Mother immediately hated her every minute with patience but with cold stare yup, you mess with me and your going to deal with humanism virgo who doesn't deal with sarcasm and careless people. I asked her few questions then she gives me this doe eyed look of "huh? That is the most stupidest question I have heard." Well, excuse YOU for having me to say that to your pug lover face, bitch. No wonder why there are a lot of people made you famously a villain who has no value or compassion & encouragement. The last time that I made an appointment with another advisor was completely filled and you had plenty openings (note: to my sarcastic cold tone.) I couldn't care how your former students who had you before, compliments you that you're "beautiful," "hot" (um, ewww,) "young" (obviously, it seems you have a child and never got married tsk, tsk,) and unbelievably "a great professor." Well, it's not surprising that communications and speech major is an easy breezy beautiful FAKE values to your work position.
My point is, I know that I Am the Best because I've been through a lot and each day there are challenges because stupid advisor/professor like you, just makes me stronger. That fact is you may not realize or never will but I will tell you one thing, you literally degrading your education values and your just making yourself useless human. It's sad for you, not for me to say such disrespectful comments but it's the truth since your pisces, GET A GRIP! Do you want to know why there are so many people dislike you well, it's obvious you made one person cry, tell another that she should go to another University, and so many incidents people say about you in public. Your probably are jealous because people like me or other future science majors are going for more fun, discoveries of life that your major don't have. That's okay, because jealously is one disease that is nasty, I mean have you ever seen yourself in the mirror?
There was one student on rate my professor who stated of her "Definitely Top 5 professors?" Really?!?!?! you're blind kiddo, ironically you stated: "ask questions when she CLEARLY outlined what she asked you to do." Teacher's pet scandal tip! Are you KIDing me, THERE ARE TIMES we want to ask again it's called MAKING SURE, dumbass. I'll be in shock if you took her for requirements and going for pre-major later on; FUCK! I don't want to be your guinea pig patient, mind you. Let's not forget as another moral & common sense issue, we are not perfect without practice. Got it.
To all people, who hates me, A BIG thank-you because you remind me as a food to keep me going on & grow stronger. For all of my friends, families and most of all kind strangers, I will always love you and to the other side. But let me warn you, if you have a courage and out of nerve to put me down and make me feel down, I will MAKE YOU feel bad, regret, shame, and most of all miserable. I have my alter ego that supports me as back up, and I can be cruel to make you think that you can't believe I would say or do such a thing, try me and I would be very bluntly honest with you that you will cry like a weak baby.
Vampress
Yeah, yeah, Back to School again for the kiddos but it can't be that bad. I know for some they're either nervous or afraid because of bullying, maybe too shy to speak or make friends but there are many schools creating against more safer and anti-bullying ground. Parents should be more into their kiddos lives and I know, I know, you don't have time, right? That is just lame excuse and nothing can be impossible if you can have little courage and guts to prove it. That is to balance your life as well as your schedule. As for me, I'm just a student currently unemployed but I do look forward to find at least part-time job on the campus which will may bring some great opportunities than comparing to being a "skinny whore" at the Abercrombie & Fitch employee. I rather be a geek than some skimpy skinny models who are trying to get some popularity, which rots later on because we will get old and look a white haired mage to wake-up and smell some reality check!
Everybody should know one thing: stay in school, go to college and use your knowledge for the future. Future that will make a difference and not being to greedy. Forget about love, kisses, and losing your virginity. You don't want that because sooner or later you will have to look for a job that is forever cheap & useless along with unhappy results. It's all about having morals, you will face some tough challenges but it will make you smarter and stronger. Don't be afraid of making mistakes because we are all human beings. If you felt like a victim just because a person treated you like a pest, turn it around, don't be silent, speak up. Just because and adviser says to you "You can't be a lawyer, doctor, or a engineer," you simply say "Okay, but I don't believe you, and yes, I can." You just do it, prove it and slam it to their cocky faces. School is the beginning of tough road but making you, reshaping into a wiser and stronger person.
I know because I've been there, I don't consider as a human but more like a ether because I learn to love and love to learn. It satisfies every cell and molecule of my breathe because it makes me happier the more I learn new things. I'm not one of those cocky types just because I have highest GPAs or test scores. To me they're just numbers, I'd rather consider the experiences that I have gained of mistakes that I have made. I don't let negative critics or sarcasm get to me because it's junk and waste of my time. Jealous people just turns me off and I pity for their actions. I'm very straight forward and maybe vulnerable but it's funny how people think I may not realize what they're doing to me. Like I said before, think again, you can fool me once, try it twice but by the third time you're out of the game. That goes out to former, manipulative losers who are mothers and living their happy lives. Brainless, real happiness goes in order Dawn Bartman and Barbie Gomez; you marry first by walking on the Virgin Road and then have babies. Good Luck with your shotgun wedding days.
Lastly, to all of cute kiddos, you want to be cool then stay in school and out of trouble.
Hugs and kisses to each and every wonderful children in the world,
Vampress