A Vamp Rose Diary

 Here I am unemployed, still searching for a job so many times as if I'm going over a review for the exam. I have come to realize there so many stupidity of people because of lack of communication, unorganized and most importantly having a patience of understanding. Its just not the employees or employers but costumers as well, it's depressing and disgusting at the same time that so many people can't do the job correctly, neatly and ensuring costumers/patients that everything is fine. I have the right to bitch about this because you have no idea, even as a native speaker and being 100% American, I am very saddened and disappointed because so many of people especially young immature, idiots and poorly educated people lost the true value as real Americans. What do I mean by that? Its not a hard question to figure out the answer, America was sincere and in fact very respected people like back in the good old days of Disco era. Sure, you drank but you still were very cautious while driving form a party club to your home sweet home. Where did the innocent and high moral standard Americans go? We live in full of fascinating things like iphones, ipads, Google and other things we created and yet we lost the simple and basic importance of real human value. It's a shame. Shame that people don't know how to listen, or stop texting while driving behind a wheel. The fact is the more you're addicted to your precious smart ass phones the stupider you are. Sorry, but I do know exactly what I'm talking about because I help people especially 97% of the time my parents. 

 For example, lets say I call an insurance agent for a question. Then they are delighted to help you out ( of course, my dad is a damn loyal costumer and still paying for expensive shit Allstate bills) they give this boring lecture on how to save your insurance but then you pause because your gut instinct can smell of doesn't make any sense crap. You call again the next day, another person answers differently to your same questions as before. Then there is a moment of WTF is going on?! You see, I don't finish it once, I ask again until there is at least same answers regarding to my right of what I'm asking for. I don't trust people that easily nor they can fool me. If I was working regardless of what my position is, I have a strong policy to do things right because I know I am right always been because I'm not stupid like the rest of common stupids out there. And to all of employers that I have applied for and will do it until I am hired, ALL OF YOU are nothing but unequal opportunities morons. I gave you my contact information and still no's yes's or ands of buts. If you hired me and tell me on how to do certain tasks then you would've been grateful that saved your behind. Sure I may be inexperienced and unemployed but being open-minded is another step for refreshment of change. With all do respect to the bossy bosses or people who are in charge, you are stupid as well and wasting your fuckin budget on worthless very knowable people who can't do a dipshit of terrific job.

 And especially to the people who knows English, like me, are the seed of pissing decent people like myself, my parents and other decent people giving them the stress to make them feel more shitty and unhealthy. It's rude, disgrace and ignorant for you to work anywhere on this planet. You're wasting your time and money that your getting paid for. Its nasty and sick to the economy, go back to mannerisms and how-to-get-your-shit-together philosophy 101 lesson. Well, then again there is no cure for the idiots, even the Nobel Prize of Medicine endeavors are reluctant to even bother to find a cure of all of idiots who wants to create more shitty problems. Get a grip and fix your own dumbass brain.

Vampress

As usual of my I don't give a fuck of your ignorance and my kiss my ass tolerance. 
I and my best friend Mom went to Walgreens in the mixed weather of rain & shine of  Lauderdale By The Sea in Florida, to pick up prescriptions.
As we walked out at the entrance area, there was a man carrying his little baby by saying to me with a hint of being ass "This is InDoor."
OH REALLY?! 
Like where does it say? Because the fact is and any of you people who has been at Walgreens in Lauderdale by the Sea, FL both of the doors doesn't state if this door is In or Out.

So with my bitch Goddess kick in I gave him a glare and bluntly told him "SO WHAT! asshole."
Sure it felt good, that would teach him to STFU next time.
Let me tell you something, Suger Fat loaded Daddy.
I know you said that because of my Asian looks so, guess what dumbass I know English 100% and speak like a pure American you round eye white fat ass.
If you think I'm a racist, lets turn the table around pointing your big wide ass mouth.
If I was a white chic you probably wouldn't say that would you?

That is very UNGentleman of you, probably you are too fat need to get inside the store so bad but couldn't wait for just 5 seconds to let us out.
You're stupid ignorant pig to say that.
And you're nothing but BIG Son of a BITCH.
Why don't you stick your cheese puff middle size finger and shove it in your ass.
Have a fucked up Father's Day, Mother Fucker Dipshit.

Vampress♥

 Well guess what Ladies & Gents, Lashay SoEstupido who loved to torment & bully back in the days of "Puberty/Unbalanced Hormone growth of HATRED" towards me is going to TKA in Davie, FL. Hoping her daughter becomes what? Beating the shit out on other innocent Asians? I wonder because it's interesting to give my opinion and thoughts about her and her poor child who was born in her Mother's womb, a mother who treated me like piece of meat ans shit. Let me get this straight on one thing you ass fucktard: What happened in the past is done, but I do not forget nor I will forgive YOU. Got it? Also, don't be so scared like a wimpy pooch because I wouldn't even be bother to stalk and beat the living crap out of you (though if I had a Maleficent powers then that would be lovely to wipe every inch of your existence in SMOKE.) It would be a waste of time, my time of better things to do, like, studying & expanding my knowledge, job search, and caring about my friends, family, and the environment. 

 But I would like to share of her precious testimonial view where she goes and trying to be a Jackie Chan wannabe dog. Best after school program ever!! The staff truly cares about the kids and it is such a loving environment.  Ms. Natalie is simply the best! She always helps when you have a question or anything. Master G. is great too! Even though he is the owner, he is always there and ALWAYS involved.  You can tell he doesn’t do this for the money, he is passionate about the program! Hopefully my daughter will continue to grow here for years and years with this TKA family!! Lashay Solivera –Mother May 2014
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! That means NOTHING! It means nothing because you realized at some point that you want you and your daughter to be so special and attention. Well, I'll give your daughter a break, but you my sweetbrokenheart, YOU'RE WORTHLESS PIECE of dung.

 It seems like you live in Broward! Oh My God, in Davie near Broward College & FAU Campus so, are you trying to go back to school? Well, don't even bother STALKER because I'll keep my eye on my beautiful ass, my space, my education so I don't get harassed by you if you're going even dare to try. By the way I know your address:  3090 Palm Trace Landings Dr Apt 414
Apt 414Davie, FL 33314-1892 
 You my dear, are a forever threat to me and my personal shit list of sociopathic assholes. Think as if I'm on Defense, defense can come into flavors of counterattack: one is throwing it back at your thug look alike face, two destroying my feelings means GO TO HELL.
 In the names of Heaven, you are so ugly, mean, and even more cruel. I mean take a good look at the front of your mirror. I want you to remember what you did back in the past honey, because I don't forget people who fucked up my emotions, feelings and physically attacked me. Look at you, is that a boob augmentation? You look nasty, GOLDDIGGGER. 
 YOU'RE the one who should GET A LIFE! Can't believe you still live in this world, when so many innocent people die.
Vampress

Dear Elliot Rodger,

 May you finally R.I.P. because you will not harm any other innocent human being again and with it I am sorry for your "sad & unfair" life that you had. However, you are pathetic, and your family and friends could have done way better, by getting you the help you really needed. To the Elliot Rodger family & friends, you have my deepest sympathy because of your loss but at the same time you should be feeling responsible and shame on you for not doing any further action. This same goes to any YouTube users and watchers who should have said something and take action. A lot of you, who believes saying it and doing it are two different things what were you doing? 

 Most importantly, to all the innocent victims who are young as 20, to the victim's family and friends, you have my deepest sympathies more than that sad lowlife murder. It's too much to bear, because there are so many of you may not realize how life is precious and fragile thing to lose.

 It's sad, heartbreaking and you know, it's not the way to go ahead and kill someone who isn't responsible but himself. If he or his family members or someone took more care of him then this tragic wouldn't happened. I know, because I had a distant relative who committed suicide due to depression. But he didn't kill people, there's a difference. This dark 22 year old college student had a miserable life, no one cared about him. No one cared because there are too individualized to themselves and just didn't care because he was a "weirdo." Now, lets not get twisted, emotional and point fingers at me thinking that I praise what he did, the answer is absolutely not. I don't believe that you should kill someone for any reason, its stupid.

 But let me say this, you as a person, human and if you think you are worthy in title of being popular and own to bully then you are creating a time bomb to the mentally sick people. I am not popular, in a relationship and always been lonely, but I am happy because I believe in God, hope and someday be in a Happily Ever After moment. I don't look for ridiculous attention, wanting for some crap, compare and contrast, be in jealously and revenge against people who treated me and out cast me. Because Karma has been there for me, even I forgive these former bullies, I don't forget & possibly will not forgive them because they haven't properly & sincerely apologize to me. But I still let it go and dispose it to hell. Elliot Rodger is disturbed lonely kid who should have straighten his rage and yet, I find it hard that his parents didn't realize this until tragedy had to happen.

 People, you need to wake-up! Stop being so immersed with chatter lives of being popular. Being soaked into iphones and ipads all the damn time! We live in outrageous society that majority of you needs to stop being all emotionally damaged and fucked up. I am fed up how innocent people getting killed for no apparent reason. I am fed up how parents are becoming so irresponsible. I am just so fed up, that people and human beings are creating these destruction and so ill-educated. It's even making me sick and I can't even trust people, except animals, nature and God. Elliot Rodgers, I don't know what happened to you but what you did is outrageous and you are one sad son of a bitch.

Vampress

Let me explain what happened.

 This is to the psycho chic who rode a four door black Mazda or Toyota vehicle, drove in the city of Fort Lauderdale (or as I call it Fort Laudy) at the front of Coral Ridge Presbyterian Church. I was on my way home from long day of final exams at FAU, I usually take South of US1 or Federal Highway. Now, I am a strong believer that Everything Happens For A Reason. I used to behind the city buses while people get on/off at the bus stop. However, I don't mind waiting but remember this is South Florida today with nothing but ignorant, impatient and just plainly ruthless idiots. I always have to deal bunch of lunatics pressuring me to go faster and if not they tend to get close unpurposely rear end my vehicle then immediately go at front of me. That's fine but DON'T GET START WITH ME or GET TO CLOSE to my baby car because I don't want your negative bacteria on my beautiful black Nissan Versa. 

 Going to my point of my story and to a Crazed Fast & Furious Lunatic Chic, I looked at my Left side and You just came in a POOF! Really, scared the shit out of me, then you had a nerve to honk at me. Damn girl, get your "Time of the Month, shenanigans together." Seriously, as you may remember seeing me different gesture that I made that means W T Fudge is your problem. Then when I immediately turned on the Right Lane & within few seconds you graciously had a nerve to take a picture with your selfie iphone and take what 5 pictures of my Vehicle Tag for what? Report it to the BSO Broward County of Sheriff Office? I am very honored that you did, and then tell them what? That I threatened you or to humiliate me on public or is it too scare me and make me nervous? I felt nothing, in fact, go ahead and report your nonsense make-up lies to appeal them and help them to track me down. Because in truth, in my 6 years of my driving experience (don't want to jinx but) I never been stopped by a police, gotten a ticket or speeding ticket, questioned by an officer or had an accident or caused an accident. 

 So, let me ask you, sweetie, it takes patience and a good reason to honk. Maybe you were in a rush but I don't care. At least we can both agree that you or I didn't hit each other. Think of it as a simple math concept: positive & positive equals zero or negative & negative equals ZERO. Now, regarding that is if you did report to the police did you add that I gave you middle finger? If you did, which is also a big fat lie that you and many awful people like you; I don't do that because I'm purely well-mannered and educated person. You see honey, what do you know? Did you know, about your iphone? There is a central microchip that is responsible to function your smart ass phone. And you know what, it's only made not in America but in Japan. You didn't know that did you? No, you just think I'm making this up and why do I mention about Japan? Because I AM proud FULL BREED of THE LAND of the RISING SUN bitch. I bet you think Mazda, Toyota, Honda, Isuzu, etc is American Car Company. NOT! There are all Japanese Motor companies well except Hyundai, Kia whish lets get not be confused that they are NOT Japanese but there are Korean company. So, my point is I am proud Japanese-American bitch and how dare you to continue harass me until you made right turn in the street between in Well Fargo & Bank of America near Holy Cross Hospital.

 If you think I didn't notice what you did, you're wrong completely in your poisoned core. But it's okay, because Big God is watching you and your cockiness oversized Guess Shades. I dare you, your family and friends to continue their stalking and harassing plans of yours if you have a nerve to hurt me. If you still pissed which I am even 1,000 times pissed as well, remember this: take a long look at your mirror because it will show you how sad & pathetic you are along with many hateful & careless humans you are. Have a wonderful  sun blazing burn on your skin summer break. 

Sincerely reincarnated Amaterasu The Sun Goddess,
Vampress

 So today I spent about hour and half that one of my classmates helped me download one of lecture recording that I accidentally deleted. I usually carry my important stuff with AT ALL TIMES because I don't trust easily in these crazy society in these days. Especially students, people that are younger than me who are poorly lack of moral and self respect nutrients can't even notice that they are simply stupid. (Well, of course duh! Stupid people don't realize it, right?) So, this morning or at around noon, I came back from the computer lab common to where I saved my perfect spot at the back of Wimbush wing side of the FAU library. And GUESS WHAT, there were two familiar black couple that I've seen before who loves to "fool around" with their goofy love touchings & one of them is in my Biochemistry I class. 

 Seriously, get a life people and to those who are getting a degree on what ever you're major is. You're not worth of learning in FAU or any colleges/universities. If you're in relationship fine, but have some dignity and respect to yourselves if you are doing 7 pages of research paper. You both are pathetic and honestly consider yourselves lucky. Because I was going to bitch at you both but then again why should I say anything to dorks like you couple or to any talk talk talk & yak yak yak who doesn't know how to STFU or to speak in lower voices. If both of you, and let me clarify when and where it was taken in place: Tuesday, April 22, 2014 (a.k.a. Earth Day) in Wimbush wing side on the second floor of the FAU Library. Yeah, you two should get a Super 8 Motels or better yet go somewhere else in the library. Why set next to me? You think sitting next to Asian girl would make you guys feel funny or take advantage thinking this is an entertainment show for my bothersome irritation. Really, the next time if I see you both (hoping NOT!) I will move my ass at another location but I don't need to because I was there first. 

 Lastly, this goes to all students who are relationships, you are too young thinking or pretending like a mature person. You're simply not, it takes many years to realize what it means in life. Sounds like you're in 101 Geek Philosophy but I'm really serious. Love is a complicated feeling, sure you fall in love but that is why I'm not into relationship as of now. I would rather wait to complete my education degree, time is nothing to me because I am the time. You all go into this "freedom" of what ever you want to do and that's not the point and I guarantee that majority of you won't be happy. Think what I just said is nonsense, think again morons, because it is you who don't realize happiness is all about hard work without any fancy gadgets, going out to party and drink, or do what ever the hell you want. Happiness comes from success that comes from failure and from nothing. 

 So going back to those lovely kiss kiss touchy touchy disgusting annoying ass couples. Stay the FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!! Both of you are nothing but Lunatics thinking learning is a piece of joke and status, it's not so, I highly suggest the next time you want to get all roughed up, don't come to campus. SIMPLE AS THAT. If you don't like what just I said then do yourself another favor and go fuck in a hotel room!

Have Happy Earth Day and fuck you to those who are idiots!
Vampress