So, that is the question. Where do you think craziness come from?
Think about it, whatever your answer is right or wrong it really doesn't matter.
Mentally or just out of nowhere, in these days there are too much of craziness.
It is really annoying, fuckin' annoying. Maybe majority of people are just stupid.
Pardon of my rude comment but I'm just being honest. Hey, I am not that stupid nor
smart but I do have common sense.
I think all of this craziness comes from what we eat. Food, "Huh? That's ridiculous!"
It maybe silly answer but there is saying: "You are what you eat." makes sense. Also,
it's not only food but the lifestyles and environment can have impact of it. A lot of humans
need to realize what they are doing to themselves and control their stuck-up or bitchy
attitudes. Don't even think about blaming some stupid unreasonable crap because no one
is at fault but you as individuals. You must take over and control your habits. If you cannot
do that then there is no hope for you.
I think I'm crazy but only when I'm excited or extremely happy. Well, I think I'm normal
because I stop at red light or STOP sign when I'm driving. I always take caution. I always
remain calm even if earthquake is 7.9 or hurricane is category 5. I don't need that "digital
diet" shit it's not like I'm texting or tweeting every fuckin 10-20 minutes. I don't need to
worry about debt because I don't splurge like a materialistic bitch. I don't worry about
gossips or people saying nasty comments about me because they're just worthless assholes.
I don't believe in cosmetic surgery makes people beautiful, because it's only for people who
got into horrible accidents; not to make you a slut/fake.
You be the judge.
Peace&Love,
Vampress
For me life is all about wisdom.
Wisdom comes from experience with knowledge.
Just because I'm done with a college degree,
doesn't mean I'm done learning.
There's a lot of things I want to learn and I haven't known.
That's what makes me Ageless.
What makes me Fearless,
is not because I'm strong or weak.
It's all thanks to my nemesis.
People who treated me shit, bullied me, made slanted eyes,
hated me because of my ethnicity, looked down on me because
"I just don't fit in," etc.
All of you are selfish mortals, you should feel so stupid.
Thank-you, because of your actions it just makes me wiser & stronger.
I hope you feel guilt, shame and shitty.
Your welcome.
Now, off I go to my productive of life goes on fools.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
Today my Mother and I went to shopping at a donation store. First place we went to
was Faith Farm Ministeries, we were looking for a VCR. Luckily, they had VCR's that just
came in and it was in excellent condition, A+. We looked around a bit and purchased a long
sleeve shirt and 6 wrapped recording video cassettes. It was good items we purchased but
something that we made a difference and for other shoppers to do when purchased at a donated
goods store. While we were on the way to Goodwill my Mother would tell me "I felt that we did
something for those people who work there, whether they're veterans, retired, disabled, I feel I did
something good by buying the items from them. It makes me feel good." I couldn't disagree.
When we reached at Goodwill store my oh my it was spectacular! The clothes were obviously in
categories by genders and sizes but I was impressed by how they put them neatly by colors, almost as if the store was fully colored in rainbows! Now, that is unique not even stores like T.J. Maxx, Marshalls, or even department sotres would go to that level. I looked around but I immediately went to the denim section where I tried 3 different pairs of jeans and try it on in the fitting room. I found an
awesome, perfect-fitted jeans from levis for $6!!! I'm telling YOU, you really need to step in
Goodwill shopping it's not that bad at all, especially if you're one of types to save money.
Hey, I get it going on the splurge is one thing but you got to save money too. Shopping at donation store makes you feel good and you are making a difference for these employees and employers.
I'm not embrassed to shop there for I'm very proud of what I did today preppies!
Peace&Love,
Vampress
七夕流れ星神様、
この七つどうか私の願いをかなって下さい。
一 おばあちゃんが元気に長い生きしますように。
二 蛇園おじさんとおばさんも同じように。
三 大学成功成りますように。
四 健康を気を付けますように。
五 もっと毎日強く、勇気を広げて誰にもこの私に倒せないの力をもっとありますように。
六 神の近い力ありますように。
七は秘密。私の心から聞いてね。♥
Peace&Love,
Vampress
About a month ago, I've lost a dear friend.
She was just 24 years old, I felt sad and empty.
Even though, I've never got to spend a lot of time with her.
What I do remember about her is her bright radiant smile that made me happy.
Her gentle personality made everyone feel wonderful.
This year has been like... Hell. Hell with a lot of pain.
I fear & feel a lot more people are going to die but I hope not.
Mother Nature is fury at us because of what we're doing to the environment.
It is such a shame, I feel so guilty that there's nothing I could do to help more.
Majority of people won't even listen or understand what's going on.
Why? What happened to those good old times, our mannerisms, the real happiness.
Sometimes, when I'm alone at home, I cry.
There are times I look up at the blue sky and makes me wonder...
About future, will it get better or worse? God only knows.
I wish I was a sky. Yes, that blue sky.
All I can do is help what I can, pray and meditate.
Vampress
It's official, I'm going to Japan on 6/9/11!!!
Though, I'm not that excited...
It's not like I don't want to go but
There are just too many dangers.
Pause
On 3/11/11 earthquake/tsunami was terrible,
On beginning of May was victory! Osama Bin Laden was dead but high risk of
counterattack revenge...
Then many horrific tornados in the Midwest or
Maybe I'm thinking & worrying waaayyy too much.
It's been a decade the last time I've been on the plane.
It seems so yesterday,
Things change a lot over the days, weeks, and years.
For now all I can do is pray before my departure.
Well, I gotta get my things that I really need by following security measures.
Oh Dear God, I'm counting on you for your power of protection and that
I DON'T FREAK OUT. Amen.
Peace&Love with taking deep breaths,
Vampress
I must admit..... that's right! I'm not a good writer but at least I'm honest with my feelings.
So, I must continue my blog; that is as long as I live until I'm full pile of ashes. It's not like I'm
planning to become a writer or an author and even if I was I would have my proofreaders read it
first to make sure it's polished and ready to get it published.
That's all for today, have a great day til then.
Peace & Love,
Vampress