A Vamp Rose Diary

Hello Everyone in the World, it's been a while, again.
I hope you are doing well and being good to yourself.
If not well, everyday is a new day so, don't worry.
Today I felt this is an opportunity to discuss about what really stands out
in a positive but realistically more powerful view.
Especially, in these "crazy & ignorant times."

Now, I'm not a perfect but imperfect; which is a grateful thing to have.
Because of this I have patience ever since when I was a child.
Sometimes, I have to admit I can be impatient when there is something
that I crave like sweet surgary things or Lady Gaga is standing in front of me
(She is the most inspirational and the sexist artist I've ever seen!!! Go GAGA.)
However, I always keep my cool, maybe it's in my genes, who knows.

Anyways, no matter what the reason or situation is, you don't just burst out
with rage & attitude when something happens.
It's useless, because I will give an example of what happened to me when
I encountered some dude who needs to realize it was stupid & shame for him
to act like that towards me. He knows better and I bet his girlfriend was little bit
embarrassed too (felt bad for her.)

I was at a Japanese Store called Sasaya Japanese Market.
My Mother parked in front of the store which I thought a good parking spot
since it was a rainy day weekend.
As I was getting ready to get out of the vehicle, I really was being cautious
because the parking spaces were so close to each other.

Well, I guess accident happens but this one wasn't a major.
I simply was getting out my umbrella out but I should've have just left it
because the rain has gone into sprinkle.
And so I tapped the passenger door and it touched the next vehicle on
the driver's side front.
I was like "oh my goodness, I hope there no scracthes."

As I carefully and kindly looked to see if there is a damage,
the driver pulled down the window and started to shouted at me.
"Hey, watch where you hit!" I was like "what is YOUR problem?"
But I calmly apologized to him, "I'm sorry about that."
Now, as a human being, I could fully understand if I hit the car
by force to a point by making a dent on it
& then having him to shout at me for that.

But you know. It was just a touch not a punch for
crying sake. Not a BIG DEAL, douchebag.
Even though I'm not a psychologist and don't have a degree of it.
I don't even need it because I have an ability to tell
by looking at that person's face.
He had that sour look so, I told him straight.
"I didn't mean to do it intentionally."

When we went in the store, for about few minutes later;
they the ignorant boy and his girlfriend got out of the car.
I was so pissed of the way he spoke to me but I kept my cool.
My Mother immediately went outside and asked them
if there was any damage because she was so willing to pay that
boy so he can just stop harassing us.

Luckily, the girlfriend was very sweet & friendly person.
She insisted not to worry about it, and that young boy was
all calm and that he said to me it's okay.
Good answer, beacuse I don't deserve to be barked at like that
and not to mention that I did the right thing by apologizing to him.
At least, he should be thankful that I'm not one of those people
who don't take the responsibilty nor people who don't have any morals.

For him though, I pity for his part because by the time they came into the store.
He was all "guilt" like posture, boy he was sure son of a bitch NSU student.
In this case, yes, it's my fault for that part but I won because of my cool.
If you just go ahead by barking at a person like in my situation for insatnce,
YOU will lose, trust me, I know because I used to be a bad kid.

As long as I have my cool, confidence, and eloquence with a grace of God.
Everything goes well, hopefully, that nerd boy learns his lesson for the day.
The next time I see him at that store (God hope I do not wish to see is ill-willed
personality) I will give him dead shot look.
I bet he feels so bad by now or later.

FYI I don't care if you are angry, have an rage issue, or ADHD, whatever
the problem you have.
If you don't have any patience, I can guarantee you, you will be in trouble
and will regret for not thinking first before you act.
Patience is a virtue. I have the power therefore I win, you don't.

Peace & Love,
Vampress