A Vamp Rose Diary

Dear Readers, Bloggers or whoever & wherever you are,

   I hope you had a wonderful, Yummy in your Tummy feast from Thanksgiving. I know I did, luckily because of my new evolved metabolism I'm well control of my weight (thank goodness). Since most of us have to go back to business of working tomorrow, this is a few reviews of a reminder for those who thinks they can twist their fucked up minds & games when I'm driving on a road and working with patients: don't try my patience and kindness because Karma exists 24/7. 

  One of my favorite hobbies is to drive but not in cocky, lunatic manner like the majority of drivers out there who would want to risk their lives because they're filled with stupidity & don't know how to chillax. Seriously, lady vixens and genital dickheads, calm the fuck down. It's very simple of what the issue is, it's called your problem along with time management. If you are in a hurry because you're going to be fucking late for your class &/or work or what ever the fuck it is then you road ragers should have woken up and smell & drink a cup of coffee in the early morning. Maybe if you cut down your time of looking or staring at the fucking laptop or smart phones at night, then you could have saved your precious hormone Melatonin your sleeping aid. By doing that, you wouldn't have to be so grouchy, horny or bitchy at me or other platinum safe drivers out there because you can't simply control of your shitty issues. On the other half asshole drivers who are to fucking busy with your texting (or sexting because you're too desperate to get fucked) then fucking pull over at a parking lot and then do what you need to do. People like me are fed up of your stupid excuses and think that you have a right to lash out because everything is not going as planned in your own little retarded world. It's kind of sad that people are becoming more out of it and go into unexplainable rage and to make it worse, attack on minorities by garnishing hatred. Especially the outrageous mentally-ill gun users who has a nerve to threaten people's fragile lives, you are one of son of a devil and may God strike you down in mercy for messing his precious beautiful variety of background human race. So, for any of you tailgating me and cut in front of in a near close; FUCK YOU. Don't you ever do it again and I hope you get into a horrible car crash to a point that it nearly fatally wounds you for a lesson.

  Working with patients is a job for me that I love to do in a ophthalmology office that specially deals with retinal diseases. Most of the patients are in golden, wisdomatic years and very good people. But unfortunately, we do get yucky patients who are sad, pathetic and mean idiots because they can't be grateful and appreciate the fact that we the staff are there to help them out. I call these old hags or ugly douche bags the jerks. Just because I'm young, have decent beautiful skin, proud Asian a purebred Japanese does not make you the right to attack me verbally. Don't know your problem is folks but I'm and other staff are here to listen, help and RESPECT you. You see I'm a strong believer & supporter of patients comes first, no matter what and at the same time if you act like a real retard and disrespect by twisting it with your ugly demonized personality, you are messing with the wrong place and we don't deal with that. Even the doctors don't deal with that either so you can take your pity and bark it somewhere else, understand? Also, some of you think you are there to interview and try to get some insights all about me. Sorry, this is about you and it's none of business about me that's called my privacy rights. We only meet for the first time and I will ONLY share my FYIs if you are well-behaved and don't behave like a emotional reck of needy attention. Other tha that lets not take time to socialize because we take care a lot of patients and I have better things to do like learning new gadgets while work. 

  Thank-you for reading my stress released rants of my daily routine life. Again, don't make me say I told you so, because I have been honest of how I deal and what I really hate the most assholes that I have to deal with because they are just too many of them take too much shit food, poor & ill-educated and even worse so retarded.

The best immortal,
Vampress

   

Dear Readers &/or strangers that reads my blog,

   It's been a miniature while since I blogged about this cold patient lady who is nothing but pathetic & sad asshole. I have been busy as a bumble bee but can't complain because I really am grateful that I found something that I really searched for: a job as a technician in a clinical office. The clinical office that I work for deals with retinal diseases that elderly and rare times young people have conditions that unfortunately there is no cure for; for example AMD (Age-Macular Degeneration). I happened to be lucky, and thinking back if I didn't go with my Dad to care of him, his retina specialist doctor would probably not have mentioned it to my Dad. Because my Dad has been a patient where I work for a while now, his ophthalmologist is really & truly a great man. Even and still currently employed status at Abercrombie & Fitch they wouldn't give me time that I made for schedule availability, especially during the summer. 

   Working as a technician is not only working hard but at the same time it made me educated & learn new ways on how to deal with patients by psychology perspective. Working & Learning in a job is not only great but keeps my mind sharp and challenge certain individuals in professional manner. Especially working with doctors are pretty darn awesome. I'm also thankful that about a week ago, I was hit by a car by some guy who was in a rush to go to work. Luckily I was okay and the driver was very apologetic & even admitted that it was his fault. So, by the time I called the police he even mentioned about it to the officer and I was ended up not owing any dime &/or rate increase on our auto insurance. So glad we switched to Progressive, they made it very easy and the service was superiorly EXCELLENT.

   Pretty much that's what I'm grateful for. I also want to give thanks to my co-workers, my family & friends for their gifted kindness to me & to my parents. I can't stress this enough but being well, staying positive and always having a privilege to say have a wonderful Thanksgiving to all who are compassionate, understanding and caring. Lastly, if you can't appreciate for what you have then that is very sad of you. So sad that you can't even see what is very important/ 

From, Vampress

   It is an honor and rewarding to work an environment that is meaningful & educational at the same time. The place that I work at is a clinical office that specializes retina or more specifically retinal diseases with amazing & caring 11 physicians or retina specialists. As a technician it's interesting meeting new, old and currently as needed patients. I do love my job and I can't complain because I was offered a job from one of those physicians who takes care of my Father twice a year for routine retina check-up. I felt very honored and forever grateful to him, if it wasn't for him offering me job I could have ended unemployed with mild depression. I still have depression but at the same time I have guts, and to suck it up act like POW veterans to do whatever it takes even if I have physical activity limits. I'm a strong believer in patients come first rule but that doesn't make you, Corrine Lyon, the right to challenge me with your cockiness: "Boca Rich Bitch club" attitude towards me. The same goes to anyone especially this other patient with her husband for the follow up (or FU) check which I refused to work up with either of them because of their selfishness & their mean ugly faces from their personality because it's rotted. It's funny how karma is easy and instant because Doris Nayman who is her name had gotten injury which I don't know why or how she got hurt and I swear did she even gotten smaller? Anyways, she had a cast and a supporter to keep her balanced while walking, ladies & gentlemen, always be warned by your mannerism because if you don't have eloquence then you better make it up whether you like it now. No whining & bitching time and suck it up.
   You see, Corrine Lyon you're name means "beautiful maiden" you were beautiful of what you wore today as fashionista sense but that turned a sour note when you gradually showed your true ignorance. When I asked your medication like that codeine you kept confusing with it tylenol. First, you said it's Codeine and it's tylenol but when I confirmed it then you said it separately. That's just a warm up of your hypocrisy, then you were all like "aren't I good at memorizing?" Yeah, for your age but whatever, what? You want compliment & attention then go on The View TV Show, I don't care how smart or straight A's you had in your puberty years. Then on the visual acuity, you said something about "it looked like a chinese letters." I'm not Chinese, doea my name sound like Chinese? The answer is NO, and ironically you even asked me what my name came from and I answered to you that it's Japanese. Maybe you need some hearing aide with improving your rotted brain with Omega 3 fatty acids. Also just when I about to to your eye pressure you had a nerve to henceforth over me about that I touched somewhere else with my gloves, sounded in a disgusted way. Well, I will go over you fat ass cunt, you could have simply asked me to change my gloves. Don't get all cocky at me just because you think you have the power to attack me because of my ethnicity.
   To be brutally honest I just felt so damn happy for you that you got your eye injection treatment on your OS eye. It sure hurt like a bitch didn't it? Even if you get numbed with novocaine you cry babied about burning and then I had to rinse your poor fragile eye. You still complained like a immature 7 year old kid and even 7 year olds are well behaved. Seriously, I don't even need a compliment from you sicko, psychotic old moron. You well deserved what you got today and I even added about you on the treatment notes stating: stubborn about hygiene & being a difficult patient.

So yeah, your fucking welcome devil's bitch,
Vampress

Dear Sammy ASSAKO Jerk,

   I mean seriously, you unveiled of what you really are. You are nothing but a spoiled, manipulative, liar and most of all serious issues that you don't even probably realized but you only cared about yourself. Honey, I'm five years older but hell a lot more wiser than you and it seemed like you're too advanced smarty pants but never gotten the reality of being mature at place and time. You should be more caring to your mother when she is taking care of your Taro as well as Panda & Foxy. You are still a brat no matter how higher education you seem to go into for your vet future. I'm very disappointed by your attitude and the way you spoke to me today when I have two tests on the same day. Was that one of your plan? To make me feel bad & angry before the exam? I wonder how you got your bitchy personality. No wonder why you don't have any friends because you are too cocky about your opinions and can't even admit that I was right.

  Sure, I may not be an expert about mutts but I sure know at least few facts about it since I DO READ many books like geeks. Border Collie is a herding sheep genetically which means it is THE BEST SUITABLE for an environment like farms 7 days a week NOT in the apartment. Don't know why you brought up about German Shepherds because even thought they are herding dogs, as many years have passed by they have known to be assistance to guards and other enforces duty partner. So, maybe that is why intelligence attracted to your attention; that is why you kind of (in a way) can careless about your precious pomeranians. At the same time I find it hilarious that you sarcastically and criticize me that I'm not an expert but what about you? You're just learning and experiencing as a Vet Technician, you, my dear aren't ghost whisperer either. At least your Mother is since she know how to train all three of your pets and they listen to your mom than you. Get a grip, sweety. Nobody doesn't appreciate your higher standards if you lack respect yourself and your surroundings. 

   My mother even stated that you are a type of person that are stubborn and don't know how to help and appreciate what you have. I find it interesting that you became vegan and taking Human Morph when you don't even need or nothing is related to veterinarian. I feel like you just want ruin my and/or other reputation by treating yourself like you think everybody has to look up to you because you are worthy. Well, you are not worthy and just because you are taking Japanese course doesn't mean you understand at a bilingual state. No wonder why you're selfish too, by not saving me a seat when I always offered it to you with courteously. I was so fucking wrong to do that now I clearly recognized who you really are. You don't even care about your Mother who is drunk, you care about me when I showed you with highest respect but unfortunately that is gone, you think you're entitled to be the best future vet. Well, guess what I said without shame because Taro deserves to be at a place where he can move in a environment that he as genetically created.

  So case and point, I will just ignore you pretending we never known each other. Unfortunately, I'm glad to to say that I'm proud of who I am and lack of your selfish qualities. You have no compassion about helping others especially to your mother. I always help my mom, it's obvious to help to a person who gave birth to you in this world. I feel bad for you of you became. It's really sad, pity all the way. Don't you EVER talk to me until you have realized on how you acted or probably not because you are too American in stupid zone.

Have a nice fucking life.
Vampress

To the patient Gary Miller who goes at the R. Grp. of Florida,

   Thanks for your sarcasm by my inexperienced and hired by a ophthalmologist who saved my Dad's sight. You are an old, hypocrite and a fat ass jerk. From now on, I'll make you wish come true because of your lack of respect. You may be a patient but I'm in a process of becoming a future doctor while working hard as a Technician. I don't need your stupid shit attitude and think like I need to be discouraged because I just trained about two weeks and trying my best to master everything that I need to work and will do as a C.O.A. So you and your wife can go fuck other people by continuing your ignorance. I also told to a patient before you because she seemed to "worry" because I was new. Experience comes from mistakes and from nothing, zilch, zero and work from scratch. What kind of experience do you have, Huh?

  This same goes to out idiots who happened to be patients whether you're seeing a ophthalmologist or other specialists: have some dignity and STFU. You may be old and retired but we young, and hungry people are striving to work hard, play hard and study hard. I bet when you started a career or beginning your first job you had no fucking idead on what to do but survived somehow. Well, I'm in that position too. BIG DEAL, it's fucking stupid to criticize another people because they are new and quickly judge because they seem the lack of performance. It's not because they're stupid and/or slacking, they're doing the best as they can to master the art in Tender. Love. Care. (T.L.C.)

   Like before I'm very DAMN Brutally Honest beautiful bitch. So, Gary "fucked up" Miller, FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU FUCKING OLD POTTY IGNORANT GERM SON OF A BITCH. You and other stupid patients got a nerve to degrade other technicians and act all pretty in front of Doctors. We don't play games, I'm sure you have taken an eye pressure before and you sure don't know how to calm and relax. Fluttering your lids like you're flirting other people. Oh, yes, I did hear you talking about me you fucking white trash. So, make a note to the front people that you don't want an Asian tech to care, prepare for you before Doctor. Because the hell I don't want to see you again.

Have a unhealthy life,
Vampress

Dear Mrs. initials of S.F. Japanese Teacher,

   The one thing that really annoys me nowadays are these calls from a bunch of garbage telemarketers got nothing better to do but to call at least 4-6 times per day. Sure idiots are annoying but when they now I am not in the mood or give them dead glare look, at least they know to shut the hell up. Recently, I'm getting calls and always have my answer machine on because they are just nothing but scammers scums of the earth. It's funny that they stand there for about 2 and a half seconds and hangs up then calls back within 15 minutes. So here is an very easy not so hard advice: then DON'T FUCKING CALL! What is it with you telemarketers harassers? It may be your unfortunate job but don't expect us to talk to you as if we somehow interested in your whatever the fuck you represent. I don't have time for idiots like you, I don't have time to do favors just because you don't know on how to suck it up and take responsibility, I don't have a time for being a victim. I don't tolerate it at all so, get lost and at least I'm knowledgeable on how to file & report a complaint to the FTC government. Think I'm stupid and weak, well think again.

  Idiots like your calling company are exaggerating for the MONEY. If you want to make a money so damn bad because you want this & that or going in toilet drain of payment bills then get a real fucking job. If you have a nerve to leisurely talk over a phone then work at a hotline to help and assist people who are in need. I am seriously, I would refuse to work at telemarketing company because it's not about for the money; to me it's meaningless and a waste of time in your life. Scammers are sure in the demand to fool people but at the same time they are stupid and think nothing is going to happen to them. Well guess what, people have rights, rights to fight back because of injustice so, I'm telling you if you work of what I'm talking about then have courage of change of heart and go search for a real job that you will be satisfied with. Telemarketers are not real any longer. Sorry, this is reality.

  Hello, nice talking to you but you are really wasting my time, GOOD-BYE!

Vampress

   Really America? You see, this is why America never learns. Never learns from history and to respect by preventing history repeating itself. Unfortunately, for most remember, most I didn't say or state ALL; Americans are too stupid and over react because of their patriotic victory USA vs Japan, 5-2. First of all, Congratulations to the USA Womens Soccer Team you did fantastic; to Nadeshiko Japan you did your best and you should be very proud on where you stand on. Now, for the morons who got on nerve to taunt Japan because of their lose of the game. You are a disgrace and an embarrassment of your country. You should be very ashamed to joke about the innocent lives of Pearl Harbor, Hiroshima and Nagasaki. It was a soccer game, idiots. It has nothing, NOTHING to do with WWII. Seriously, a bunch of retards and racists like you can't change because you don't have compassion. Also, lack of respect and morals not only to others but sadly to yourself.

   Why am I offended by this? That is because I'm Japanese, I was born ans raised in the Sunshine State called Florida in the United States of America. I must say that I'm blessed because I was surrounded with people, good people who are also Americans but not stupid and arrogant  people who got the spotlight on Twitter trends. By the way, good luck to those twitters who was on the News Media like BBC, Huffington Post, and other sources they used your tweet to give examples of it the sour ones & sweet ones. It would be funny if the sour twitter users got into trouble and got terminated and kicked out of their job and/or school. Because discrimination and hatred shouldn't be allowed to the public. Of course this won't be the last since America is famously known to have a long and current situation of taunting other races and/or their nationality. I know and experienced for I was bullied because of my ethnicity and there are times I had hardships too; but as I grow older I become stronger & wiser from it. So, I laugh at it in return because you the ignorant patriotic or should I say hooligans are an example being targeted by another heartless such as terrorists groups: Isis.

   Didn't it occur to all of you, stupid Americans, making the innocent and good Americans in danger? That's right, you don't ever think about it because you're too retarded and selfish. Having that "We're Strong. don't mess with us or we beat you up" it's just same or equates to BULLY.  At least my mother country, Japan, is very good and I'm proud that they don't act like freaking hyped barbarians. It's in the DNA, we Japanese know how to keep ourselves classy and humble: win or lose it ain't matter. But because of that, you, dumb Americans know and very good at using that advantage of that characteristics by taunting them about bringing up something that is so over 70 years ago. Really, you are pathetic! Haven't you learn not just History but by keeping up current politics and international relations. That's right, you, stupid Americans, I thought you are patriotic so therefore shouldn't know that Japan and the US has been allies for like 70 years. Oh yeah, excuse me but you're a moron, feeling offended? Good, because you know karma, so you well know Karma's a bitch, isn't it?

   Win or lose, which started it, it doesn't matter. The point is this America, to those who are poor at hard to understand what they're tweeting or talking about: War is war and it isn't pretty situation. People on either sides lost heir lives through bloody battle especially those innocent lives. Their isn't funny or humor at all when joking about people's lives. It wouldn't be funny were it, if someone made a joke about your relatives who died in a car accident by some dumbass drunk driver. But at the same time, if you don't feel guilty about that top trend on tweets of #USAvJPN and other ugly words like #Japs #KillTheJaps #HeyJapanThatWasForPearlHarbor then you're clearly a #Sociopath. Atomic Bombs are not funny and a very serious thing to be affected by. There are still victims who are experiencing the side effects and people who joke about radiation then you are the one who deserve the treatment and see how it feels. I have seen lack of class twitters who used a picture of a Japanese victim who was affected by it with burning scars. Again, it's not funny and don't even think or say to "chill" at me. I think you patriotic, stupid, with no class
American individuals should calm the fuck down. For the sake of your rotted minds, its a fucking FIFA Womens Soccer GAME. Don't mix it up, hypocrites.

   You know nothing about respect because you don't respect yourself to begin with. No morals because your "freedom" is absolutely insane to deal with. Seriously, freedom of what do and say whatever you want? Go ahead, you have freedom to Japan Bash. At the same time I find it ironic that you idiots use Emojis which Japan invented and much, much MORE of Made in Japan and/or related things. So if your such a dumbass that acts or think like smart ass fool then do yourself a favor boycott that's everything from Japan or anything that is related by their utmost superior inventions  they created by googling it. Then make your broken Made in America and lets see how you can make things perfectly. I want to say that because as an decent and true mannered American with icing of being classy: keep up of your arrogance because Japan is getting stronger and the hell a lot wiser than America. Weather you believe or not, Japan has been ally to your 'Merica for the last 70 years so don't get your buttons hyped up because in return you're going to lose your ally who has a lot of history & wisdom than your pussy "baby" who is just over 237 years old. I'll bet and unfortunately it's the truth that the world like other countries like your ancestors of WASP, Europe, Asia, Africa, South America, Australia all together are laughing at your stupidity, America.

   So, you make jokes about pearl harbor, hiroshima and nagasaki. You make fun of starving children who are very skinny from third world countries while wasting you food. You bully someone from Middle East because of their cultural fashion like hijab and immediately assuming they are all terrorists. You taunt people who are minority because there are nothing & outnumbered by majority. So, don't go over rage, ass fucked or butt hurt and whine, complain, bitch and angry when someone makes a joke about 9/11, Boston Marathon and other hideous tragedy happened in America. By solemnly swear by the justice and love of God, that I am not a person who will make a joke or fun of people who lost their lives. That is just who I am, this message as I previously mentioned from previous blog Ryan @theherm_ on twitter; You, mother fucker should've kept you smart potty mouth #STFU idiot yankee from palm coast, FL. Lastly, to the good people of America or true classy Americans who mutually respect allies and decent humans on Earth. I humbly thank-you for your clean spirited, kindness and love; May God Bless to those who say & do the right things.

 Until next time, stupid Americans, keep up with your grudge because you are not worthy of popularity but targeted by hatred. What goes around, comes around.

xoxo,
Vampress
 

Dear Japan and to ALL OVER THE WORLD,

Let me introduce to you Ryan, the boy who is good to tell or tweet a stranger on how to
"Shut up, idiot." On twitter, all because he's side with immature USA! Japan Bashing.
So Ryan, the boy who laughs at one of my tweet. #ThankYou
https://twitter.com/theherm_/status/618132187024637953

I will not go down because of your idiocy and mockery.
You are a white the negative type who's got a trait for the KKK.
So, I will henceforth and put you down first and make this public like other idiots including yourself;
about why you should have think twice before you tweet me.
Oh, that's right. You can't think because if you did then you wouldn't tweet me in a first place.
Which concludes you are a retarded kid who has a lot of time to do selfies.
There are two types of selfies: decent with classic atmosphere and the assholes.
You're the asshole in Level 4 stage which you should be proud of.
I'm assuming you have a job, in school, or baseball player for Matanzas Baseball 2016.
Hope karma uses the ball and hits your head so HARD boosts back into common sense (hopefully).
It would be so funny that some lunatic girl who has a crush on you chased you down a street with a baseball bat.
OMG, that is so hilarious revenge from my perspective view.

Sweetie, you don't know who I am as a real person.
You have no idea what it's like to be minority.
You have no idea being a full blood Japanese is a honorable thing to me.
After what my ancestors, the nation, my parents being a legal hard working immigrants.
Being born in SoFlo of USA.
You don't know ANY hardships that we had to go through.
You don't know because you are a typical Westerner who knows about power, mockery and founded discrimination and racist words.

You don't know because you haven't passed the test called "No Pain, No Gain."
Boy, I'm in my late twenties but I have a precious brain of a wise philosopher.
I look like a child, act like one which retains my youth but I know damn well to act like;
a true mature, respect and have morals representing a true American.
I speak Japanese fluently, read and write; I sacrificed my weekends to go Japanese School.
I hated it but now, I'm so grateful because of it and made me realize that Japan is a great country with lots of wisdom in its beauty.

For you to say: Japs.
For to tweet me: shut up idiot.
Honey, you're lucky now. But if you said that to another person who is or likes Japan and is an American.
You're so screwed.
Just imagine you're in busy traffic and encountered some tough love.
May the road rage happens to you if you keep up with your mockery & stupidity.

I'm 100 times ahead of everything I did and I do on everyday basis.
I work hard, play hard.
I don't ever give up even if it's my last breath of this world.
You are just the majority of young and rich spoiled kids who don't have guts to sweat & bleed.
Bet you're a straight A or an honor student with flying colors.
But don't know history and how to learn and gain it by moving forward.
Learn your History douche bag but then again, the education system in this nation is crippling.
Education is to act classy, an attitude of mannerisms.
Seems like you lack of it, poor guy who will grow up to be a genitalman instead of gentleman.

You are a PERFECT example of a rising star of bad image of America who will NEVER learn.
To:
Grow up
Respect
Have Morals
Articulate Language
Speaking &/or Learning another Language
Do a simple math without a calculator
but very good at bullying, making fun of other people like myself.
Excellent VOGUE pose for selfie of 2015
Performing Science Lab experiment and typing with lots of typos & grammar errors.
Playing Mozart or Vivaldi on a piano
Famous people like Audery Hepburn, songs from The Beatles, Led Zeppelin
Working at a job but fails miserably on multi-tasking
Don't know how spend and save money by clipping coupons & using it while on sale
Bitching & complaining about shit.
Just in my SARCASM beast mode & telling the true predictions of your life.

I know, no need to applause because I know Damn well and so does God that I'm gifted individual.
Thank you for the laughter, you wanna know why because I AM BETTER THAN YOU.
You, Ryan young no experience of shutting your potty mouth for your sake.
"You are what you eat" they say.
So I assume you eat a lot of SHIT like: Hershey's, Red Meat, French Fries, Cole Slaw, or dude lets not forget Coke, Beer and other heavy taste unhealthy, not organic and GMOs.
Seriously, I think YOU need to Shut The Fuck Up little boy.

You're laughing so hard because you are a fucktard.
Poor guy, doesn't know my sarcastic message.
You are an perfect example of why stupid & hideous are an embarrassment of why Americans (which you are not whether or not you disagree with me).
Here is another racist term that you still don't know how to say correctly.
It's Japanese not: https://twitter.com/theherm_/status/618131970606899201
So Ryan, You SHUT YOUR POTTY MOUTH and don't you ever dare talk to me like you know me.
Because you don't know who you're communicating with, IDIOT.
Why are you tweeting when I Blocked/Reported your tweets.
Like, you talk against the wall?!
How mentally fucked up you are. 😂 LMAO~!!!
By the way, you are nothing different to that stupid sociopath Dylann Roof.

Also, I do have friends that are white and/or Westerners but they are not assholes like yourself & your buddies.
Too bad, you should have put Palm Springs, CA instead of Palm Coast, FL.
You know nowadays people can track your location.
Good Luck with your smarty ass attitude.
Be sure go to the beach, because sharks sure love to bite your flesh out of your weak body.
Watch your back, fucktard.

Lastly,
You are minor age silly boy, I'm waaay older than you! I have my right to tweet AND use the 1st Amendment. A fucking stupid, bigot & negative white boy like you don't have any rights to tell me what to do. Remember that, wait you can't remember that's right because you're a RETARD. I wonder if you ever talk back to anybody that's older than you because if we go back into good old days on a time machine, I would be spanking the living shit out of you for a discipline with a leather belt. Go to another country and it still continues. That is why Ryan other countries have morals, respect and well behaved because they don't talk to their elderly BECAUSE THEY KNOW BETTER, Crackhead.

Vampress

 I want to take this moment tribute to Bruce Jenner, now the beautiful transgender who we will call & know her as Caitlyn Jenner. Yes, I follow her on twitter because I'm impressed her courage and coming out on her interview with Diane Sawyer. Even though as time progresses through change there still a lot of process of acceptance, respect and understanding work to do; in this case the transgender community who are struggling because there's still of lack of support. Especially here in America is the symbol of diversity but there is still bias and discrimination present and unfortunately there are people who will never change because they don't have a heart of wisdom. It's not just supporting her and other transgenders out there who are afraid because there are so called ignorant, 'haters gonna hate' who are willing to have a nerve physically & mentally hurt them. Remember that even if you are or aren't believer in God and/or any religion or simply atheist, transgender and any other sexual orientation background are human beings. Just like me, Caitlyn Jenner and other people who are what they are; are breathing, eating, drinking, working, talking, walking, beings. I know people who are atheist/agnostic are kind, generous and respectful people, some can be rude but not all are; I bet there are those who even support people like Caitlyn Jenner. 

 So I don't want to sound a selfish, stubborn child who just got recently hired at A&F. But I had a few moments and thinking about this Call-in shifts that I was scheduled today which apparently they didn't need me, fine; and for tomorrow and this Saturday. Now, I considered as part-timer and I'm not going to complain but if there are part-timers out there and they're scheduled R (Regular) and/or T (Task) without any Call-in shifts then I'm going to be in suspicious mode. Or who knows, maybe I'm just paranoid or overthinking about it. Lets not forget how the past of Abercrombie & Fitch went through stupidity of discrimination and that ugly former CEO stated on his interview with Salon dot com. I consider myself a precious minority but strong-willed who is determined if I know I'm being treated with lack of respect. Of course I deserve a respect and at the same time, don't treat like a shit because even if these assistant managers, store manager and/or current brand representatives think I'm stupid then they're messing with wrong person. 

 You have no idea how much of waiting while job search and still rejected because nowadays this nation got fucked with corrupted lies and losing virginity of morals. Don't get me wrong, this nation used to be filled with respected people but not any longer instead those people who exist today are just population amount of thin ice sheet. So going back of that rejection, fuck the "equal opportunity employment" because it's cute but it's not equality. There still rotted people who doesn't know how to open doors with new and acceptance. But I must say A&F career, thank-you for hiring me but don't underestimate me. This call-in shift is making me go beserk into okay, kiss my ass and I'll show you how precious specimen that I can show with exceptional service by making you think twice. I may not be experienced worker but I know how to treat costumer with clean slate of politeness. Trust me, full-breed Japanese like myself, you really don't want to start with your common easy target. Because I take a great pride of my divine lineage, a soul of samurai and lets not forget with alter ego of Kamikaze fighter strength.

Later Bitches,
Vampress xoxo

 So eventually most of us go through hell because we keep getting rejection whether an interview for a job and/or graduate school. But, giving up is never an option and searching for something the least place that will give us an opportunity is truly endless. I'm one of those millions if not billions looking for at least part or full time job. It was depressing and as a matter of fact I have developed a mild depression because of it and because of the society that I'll be living for a lot more while; until I get to see my dearly beloved deceased relatives on the other side. But I still kept searching & applying and I finally found one and man, God truly does listen whenever I need because I do pray everyday. It does not matter if it's not related to my major because the primary reason is to earn some money and getting an experience. I recently got through an orientation at Abercrombie and Fitch then starting to train on this Saturday. Yes, A&F and I don't care what you think and what happened during last few years ago about what that "Super-bloated botox faced" Mike Jefferies the former CEO stated. That poor guy didn't know about the real "diversity" meant and so I'm glad that I got recruited by this company. A lot has changed and therefore I'm honored to get an opportunity to work with this beautiful, elegant, casual & sexy brand.

 To give you some advice on how I did if going specific on applying Abercrombie & Fitch or related company of it:

• At first I went to the company's website by scrolling down at Careers then started applying of what position that I'm interested in.
• Then at the end you have to choose on what date & time you would like to be interviewed.
• Be sure to print out Application completion notice because it has the application ID and bring it with you at the interview just in case.
• Now for interview question there are only about 3-5 question but the most essential question is "What is Diversity?" Which is THE question for Abercrombie & Fitch.
• Also before going the interview, do your homework. Research about the company's interview question by googling it, taking notes and YouTube does have helpful insights from current and/or former employers who will give you an advice about how it goes about the process.
• After the interview it will take about a week when they call you and depends if they are looking for new recruiter. 

I hope everyone had a wonderful Mother's Day.

This goes out to FAU students who are former College Physics 2 students, if you are interested on April 23, 2015 at 10:30 to 12:15 p.m. you can earn $25 by taking a practice AP exam by contacting rgross1@fau.edu.

I found this out by a professor on twitter and my friend who is TA for his course and I'm just simply spreading out a word. The main reason is they want to see how well college physics are and that they really need people. 

If you have a guts go for it, and good luck!

  I really hate to admit it but I'm one of those people who loves to speak out the truth even its harsh I really don't give a damn about it. People in the world especially this country as well as China needs to fucking realize that Earth is getting sick or polluted and it's effecting the climate of Earth. Sure I have had "specialists" sarcastically say that is not true or there are patterns while meteorologists love to "record" the highest or lowest hit etc. Enough is enough, all of you human beings needs to realize that what is important no not you; it's your future generation to let them carry on by protecting and loving the nature's beauty. Yes, I may not know shit or being an environmentalist or ecologist but I know for one thing: this planet was meant to care with understanding of how and why. How to care the environment and why it is important to do it and most importantly doing your part. I am not going to tell someone to recycle papers, plastics and other materials or tell to pick up what they just littered because the society in this country has been corrupted with lack of respect. This is not the America that I used to believed to honor, respect and have morals. Now, people just lost of simplicity of real values and it sickens me everyday. I had met a senior dean of student affairs of college of science at a university that I go to and she said: "Sure it was back in the day, there's no difference as comparing it today." I was in shock and pity for her comment plus, I'm glad I didn't she her again that she recommended I should she her again after a month from my situation of academic issues and/or concern. She is one of those Ph.D stereotypical bookworm who knows nothing but manually. She lost my respect for her, her loss not mine.

 Yes, I'm mad because of super fucked up weather in these days and meteorologists who keeps failing the report about "so and so percent chance of rain." And our precious green grass lawn is literally DEAD like fried up crispy hash brown dead. Don't give me that comment well use the hose or turn on sprinklers because I don't waste water nor do I disrespect nature's materials. Most people in these days have lost their minds and therefore lost their common sense because they are too busy in their own world staring at internet, social media and materialistic crap. Feel free calling me madwoman or a bitch because I don't give a fuck. That is why I thank-you in an opposite view for making me determined that someday I could make a difference. I don't trust all of you only few, I don't even trust the professionals but people who failed a lot and learned their mistakes and now in a top position of success. So don't even bother to try dazzle me your charm with an empty feeling filled with lies. I hope you can understand why I can be cold but still have a heart of a sun and vision of hope.

Vampress

 As life amazes me in many ways, I come to realize piece by piece in mini series of my own wisdom and inspiration from other people. Just a few days ago or recently my favorite actress Angelina Jolie made a bold and awe moment statement on the Nickelodeon Award Show: "It's okay to be different." Quoting, “I want to say that when I was little, like Maleficent, I was told that I was different. And I felt out of place, and too loud, and too full of fire, never good at sitting still, never good at fitting in. And then one day, I realized something – something that I hope you all realize: Different is good. So don’t fit in, don’t sit still, don’t ever try to be less than what you are. And when someone tells you that you are different, smile, and hold your head up high and be proud. And, as your villain, I would also say, cause a little trouble – it’s good for you.” When I heard that on the news, it made me cry and smile at the same tine. I was like "Wow, there is somebody who awaken my true self." In fact I agree with her because for what I know I am different than average people. 

 I never fit in back when I was little and up to high school. I would be told by bullies and harassers like: "go back where you came from," being punched because they said I was too weak when I was about in middle school. Even at different school on the weekends, I would go to Japanese School in the SONY building in Boca Raton, FL back in the day and other classmates would say things like "you're Japanese, and don't know how to use dictionary?" or being mocked by others because Japanese was my second language. I had a such a hard life even to this day but I have overcome it by my courage and many years of strength with determination. I am shy but that doesn't mean I'm not afraid of what I want to say to haters. I may not know everything or an straight A fucking student but I sure know every bit of thing that catches my interest, reading books, newspapers and other articles. I maybe self centered or anti-social but I like to be wise, be in a safe environment and gain trust. I can be cold but when you respect yourself and others with morals then you can be sure to count on me if you need a hand. I like to be odd or eccentric but that doesn't mean I'm weird or a bad person.

 As long as I live, I don't care about what stereotypical academic or professionals think about me as a student. They don't know me, they don't know what I struggle with or the challenges that I deal with in everyday situations. Most people in these days can be hypocrite and lost the basics of common sense and their gift of intuition. I'm grateful for I am, I thank God regardless whatever you believe or religious background is because I was meant to be here on this Earth. I know my mission and will complete for whatever it takes because as I still learn, grow my sixth sense, I feel there is nothing that you can't do but what you can. I may be taking to slow with m education degree but you know what? I don't give a fuck because this is my path, my life, my education for the better future and I'm a fighter, hunger and a proud "fool." So, don't judge me when you don't know who I really am before getting to know me because I hate that, I mean I REALLY HATE IT.

 This goes out to anyone who was lonely and may still be. Take her advice, believe in yourself and if you realized you're not alone because God truly exists. If you do good karma, God is good to you and He loves you more than Himself. I know that because I am a human, because I am me, because I am a girl whose ancestors blood is known as "The Land of the Rising Sun." If I don't exist physically, that doesn't mean I'm gone for my soul is forever, an immortal. We were born this way as Lady Gaga sings, we were meant to be born in this beautiful world we breathe, we grow to takes steps into our mission, we learn and gain wisdom, we laugh to stay positive and we cry because we know why that when time comes every story has its end. You are unique in your way, so have courage and dare to be different keep your head held high and walk very proudly. Don't let anyone tell you what you can't do, don't let anyone make you feel less and don't let anyone stop you on your goals.

 That's all I have to say for I need to finish my homework report, Lol! Take-care and have a lovely Thursday night and a wonderful weekend. May God Bless to each and every oddballs out there!

Peace & Love,
Vampress

 Now, I don't want to be bias and god I hate to dislike people but the thing is there are times we will never get along nor be friends. However, I can respect all people even I hate that person with passion of fire & ice. This is my simple message to all geeks of deeper geeks; I respect you for your intelligence but don't except me to be your "buddy" or a classmate. Just today there was girl who wants to get so comfortable by impressing her compliment of my tote. I did thank her for her kind words but she reminded me of another girl who was so annoying and tried to take an advantage of me back in Biochemistry I and ugh it makes me want to vomit. I know it sound harsh and cruel but the thing about me is that there are specific people or individuals that I strongly feel we will never get along and I mean NEVER EVER. Even if I have to work with that person that's a different story because it's called teamwork and focusing on work & missions.

 There is a "past life" and whether you are skeptic or not I know we had at least few past lives. Past lives or reincarnation is a same soul who maybe different physical form but in the inside our souls are the same because you are you. I know that when I get along with people or certain individual its because I'm drawn to them because we might have met in different time. For instance my mother and I could have been friends or sisters or you & I were siblings and so on. The point is it's not because I hate you because who you are or what you look like its because we were never meant to be together or be friends. Stop forcing yourself by trying to attention from me because it looks odd and annoying. Sorry, but that's the reality. Mainly, the reason is because you probably were a jerk or caused horrible ways in the past lives where we vowed not to get along.

 Some of you need to get a life and mind your business. Focus on what you need to do and respect for what you have and grateful for. I'm grateful to meet new but positive, kind and respected allies/friends/classmates that I have met or still see around in the campus. I have noticed that there are two "blondies" that I usually see at girls locker room at the FAU gym on Tuesdays & Thursdays. I don't know why you stare or look at me intently for or what ever the f--- is but really knock it off because its getting old & stupid. Like I said before MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! Well gotta go and enough of my gibberish crap. I need sleep and get ready to workout of my body & mind.

May your soul be grateful and with respect,
Vampress

 Look I know, it's an intense lab work for physics but seriously you're annoying Oscar Rivera. You are such a nervous freak and hate to admit it but you have poor hygiene. Get used to it, I hear this complaint of  "I hate it it's 1 credit course lab." Well, guess what in nationwide any college or university, courses of general biology/chemistry and/or physics lab is 1 credit. At the same time, the education nowadays is changing but not getting any better. I see too many typos or errors in the lab manual and even textbooks. But it is your part to try your best by being prepared and if you don't know or stuck on certain parts of what you're learning then have courage to ask. Oscar, you're in fucking college, this is NOT rocket science, you're NOT working in NASA or doing a SPACE Probe project. I think you haven't realized to stabilize your emotions and attitude. So, here's my suggestions to you personally: 

• Fix you hygiene, hey truth hurts but at least I'm helping you out my unfortunate buddy.
• Get you preparation done, if you want to get out of the class early
• STOP being so fucking intense 
• Try some meditation and/or yoga to control your emotions
• Don't ever give me that kind of attitude where you're "fed up" because I'm the one who is supposed to be FED UP with your performance.
• Even if your funny you're really not; you really suck at jokes