My heart just shattered like a broken glass.
After hearing the news from Newton, Connecticut,
that there was a shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary School.
Why?! Does the shooting has to occur again?
Few days ago there was shooting in a mall at Oregon,
shooting at a Movie Theater in Aurora, CO and many tragedies.
27 people died, 20 of them children. Children, as President Obama said:
"Our children." Who had so much to go, their upcoming birthdays, holidays,
graduations, weddings, and brightful futures gone. 6 Adults who were parents,
friends, families, will never come back. And 1 cruel man who killed his own
Mother then killing himself, makes me sick.
Life is the most precious thing that you breathe to feel in this world.
Nowadays, there are too many people who are stressed out and that
they need to go out there on killing spree on innocent lives.
Stress that are creating empty hearts because of personal struggles.
It's so sad... when I watched and listened to President Obama's comments,
made me cry because I couldn't bear to see him heartbroken.
But I still have my heart full with love, hope and light.
Guns? They, the government should do something about that damn
piece of s***. I don't care, I mean by: the constitution of gun policies
for protection, people with licensed firearms, or because of $$$; that is
not a reason you should carry it. Don't you see? It kills, especially when
it gets on the wrong hands. ALL of states should make it abolished but
only people who are police officers or security guards can carry it.
Most of all, I want to say to the communities of Newton, Connecticut,
especially to the victims of families/friends/and to those that lost their dearly
love ones; you have my deepest sympathies. May God Bless you, let time
heal you. R.I.P. to those who lost their life. I pray with hope and sending lots
of warm light with love & care.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
A few days ago when Kate Middleton was discharged at
King Edward VII's Hospital, it was not only a tragic but shocking
news in England and around the world. Jacintha Saldanha who was
a nurse that took care of the Duchess of Cambridge, committed suicide
because of a prank that was made by two Australian DJs. There are
a lot of mixed emotions from sadness to anger, it's an huge impact
especially toward people who just like to dupe on victims; maybe this is
a reason that shows how far is too far and in life there are consequences
that will soak within our deepest souls.
I'm not an psychologist or any therapist kind but I want to express
towards Jacintha Saldanha families & friends that they have my deepest
sympathies. I could understand what she had to go through and even though
it's not worth of taking your own life, it's individual reasons that we may never
know why people have to commit suicide. People who heard this news have
different opinions about this but let me just say this: okay, the nurse just died
and that's the end but that's NOT an issue. The issue is that majority of medias,
paparazzis needs to cut it down, even the Royal Families needs space,
everybody needs to respect that; get a grip & move on!
As for those 2 Australian DJs, recently I heard and watched the latest
interview of them, personally it will take a time to forgive them. I think
they did the most absurd thing but at the same time I feel bad for them;
now they know what they have done it's part of their lessons they need
to deal with. That goes along with pranksters out there, makes you think
twice or thrice.
I would never think even like this is part of "everything happens for a reason"
but this is a reality check for those who love to play way too much or
possibly this is a wake-up call. There are many sensitive people who don't
tolerate silly games along with serious environment that was meant to be
kept private and in peace.
May Jacintha Saldanha R.I.P.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
It was one of those epic days, that Saturday was so special
I will never forget it. Unfortunately, I can't tell you because it's
so precious for me and my Mother; even if I did, no words can
explain but only my heart can express it through psychic sense.
Well, let's just say my favorite word "Serendipity" exists
out of nowhere that just makes me "Happy-Go-Lucky!" Yes,
that's what happened but before that incident I wanted to share with
everyone out there who is looking for discounts on textbooks.
If you are "owlsome" student, (yes, you know you are) and who
thinks I had enough with that bookstore!!! Then you are in luck
because thanks to my friend and a Boca Raton Campus Map of FAU
(I'm serious;) I found a store that will help you find books as well as
other supplies you need for your courses. Whether you are currently
at FAU or PBSC they do carry textbooks like the bookstore except
you can purchase in affordable prices.
Now, I don't dislike the bookstore but in these hard times when you
are really trying to save your hard-earned money then it gets down to
personal. Believe me, this is not about being stereotypical or only rich kids
are affordable to purchase textbooks at so and so crap. Although,
I thought it was an awkward the last time I went to the FAU Bookstore
as I returned my rent textbook and asked the girl about the other textbook
for Method of Calculus if I could sell it back. She told me that they
already have "plenty" for the rent. Okay, so what's the point of hanging that
"Sell your book" sign? I was about to WTF!? but didn't bother & asked her
is it because they're going to use the new edition? She replied no, that
they're still using the edition that I used.
Well, is that so, if that is true then why the BookSmart employee said "They're
not going to use it because the new edition is coming and they are going to use that."
If she the bookstore employee is lying to me then I hope someone dupes her plus
has that disturbed look that just bugs me out Grr! Anyways, I understand mainly it's
because of "business reasons." So, BookSmart is the way to go, if you are looking
at the location it is : 145 NW 20th St Boca Raton, FL 33431 for more detail view
or visual map this is the link of Google Map BookSmart
For more information just go to this Booksmart Website they are always willing
to help you, be wise and go to booksmart!
Education is learning what you didn't even know you didn't know.
Daniel J. Boorstin
Peace & Love,
Vampress
Yes! Finally the term is over and I'm glad because I look so forward
to this winter break. In the meantime this is my advice to everyone,
you better rejuvenate yourselves, clean out things you don't need or
donate if it is reusable, and don't forget to plan on your goals.
Winter to me, is a time to think back what I have succeeded and
what I've failed. Good or Bad, it really doesn't matter because in life
it's all about building your own wisdom and sharing about it.
I notice some of things that I succeeded like going to gym at the FAU
campus rec; I have noticed I've changed my body although not so much
but I improved my strength and very proud of it.
On the failed side, unfortunately, I did not like the results of this term.
However, it was my fault and the system of teaching was a torture!
(No offense to the instructors.) Anyways, there are chances so, all I need
to do is to keep trying even if it takes 99 times (which won't happen)
I know in my will power to just keep trying & not giving up. Because eventually
everyone has failures and yes, I mean E V E R Y O N E of you!
I don't believe a fact there is a human who never failed but if there is that person
you are either: A freak from insanity sociopathic family or some organism of
highly intelligent from smarta** galaxy.
Of course, I didn't forget about my little sweet Gingerbread Latte!
Along with working out on my own since I won't be going to the gym...
believe it or not you don't even need to go to gym. I'm telling you, you can
be creative during routines by doing some research of different workout
at home! It's the truth, you just have to find resources like go to library,
google or bing it, etc.
Also, cleaning out junk like for me I really for big time need to clean out
my crap. That is part of my goal list, the other goals are planning ahead on
my career relating to anything about health. Since I'm majoring in pre-med
I would need to work in hospital or any network within that field. As well
as focusing on my education.
Someday, I can meet a person who is strong but gentle, is nerd but attractive,
confident but not to "showy" and who can accept me not what I look like but
can see through my soul. Yes, I'm that believer that: Education comes first, then
true love waits for a girl who was always lonely but in the end, she will walk to that
virgin road toward A Happily Ever After World.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
I hope everyone had a wonderful stuffed Thanksgiving Day.
I know I did, that I'm truly grateful for what I have done.
I have not done very big but it's for my personal issue that turned into hope.
Hope that never backed me down and encouraged me to go on further.
This year has been confusion and transition from my shell to another view.
I thought I was going to pass out and be hospitalized for months.
Fortunately, that did not happen.
Florida Atlantic University was established in 1961.
Being accepted in Owl community kind of gave me a little smile.
There were some rocky moments but I knew you just have to keep searching;
besides as a student I have the right to know with answers regarding to my questions.
(That goes same to everybody out there)
What I'm thankful for is that FAU has opened their wings for me (regardless that I'm not
even nerd enough but willing to work on it.)
Along with that FAU students can workout at the fitness rec for free. (Yays!)
Which is no excuse for me not to workout because I would definitely need it for my
health & wellness reasons.
Also making some new friends who are lovely, unique, & always making me smile everyday.
Lastly, I can't forget to thank for all of my family & friends/dead or alive; if it wasn't for you
I would probably didn't exist and be left in darkness.
Especially to my Mother, if it wasn't for your compassion & your strong-willed determination
I would not be in a position of where I am. I ♥ You very much, 本当に心から感謝してます。
Sondra, Thank-you for being a terrific Taurean. You are such a wonderful person that always
there to listen, making me feel a young free spirited woman, and making me laugh so hard that
I have to suffocate!
One more thing is to my spirituality connecting to God presence.
(Although I'm not a Christian, I'm a Buddhist. So don't judge my beliefs.)
I'm grateful that God is part of my soul as well for my dearly beloved deceased relatives.
Thank-you for lending me the power of strength and providing me philosophy of Bushido.
I will keep moving on, win or lose. As long as I don't give up what I'm passionate that is
to help people by giving them love and support.
Nothing from here.
You the haters and former bullies who in the past tormented me with pure shit
I'm truly thankful for it because it just made me stronger. A f***en thanks to you.
I'm just getting started to evolve into better life & future.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
Hello Everyone in the World, it's been a while, again.
I hope you are doing well and being good to yourself.
If not well, everyday is a new day so, don't worry.
Today I felt this is an opportunity to discuss about what really stands out
in a positive but realistically more powerful view.
Especially, in these "crazy & ignorant times."
Now, I'm not a perfect but imperfect; which is a grateful thing to have.
Because of this I have patience ever since when I was a child.
Sometimes, I have to admit I can be impatient when there is something
that I crave like sweet surgary things or Lady Gaga is standing in front of me
(She is the most inspirational and the sexist artist I've ever seen!!! Go GAGA.)
However, I always keep my cool, maybe it's in my genes, who knows.
Anyways, no matter what the reason or situation is, you don't just burst out
with rage & attitude when something happens.
It's useless, because I will give an example of what happened to me when
I encountered some dude who needs to realize it was stupid & shame for him
to act like that towards me. He knows better and I bet his girlfriend was little bit
embarrassed too (felt bad for her.)
I was at a Japanese Store called Sasaya Japanese Market.
My Mother parked in front of the store which I thought a good parking spot
since it was a rainy day weekend.
As I was getting ready to get out of the vehicle, I really was being cautious
because the parking spaces were so close to each other.
Well, I guess accident happens but this one wasn't a major.
I simply was getting out my umbrella out but I should've have just left it
because the rain has gone into sprinkle.
And so I tapped the passenger door and it touched the next vehicle on
the driver's side front.
I was like "oh my goodness, I hope there no scracthes."
As I carefully and kindly looked to see if there is a damage,
the driver pulled down the window and started to shouted at me.
"Hey, watch where you hit!" I was like "what is YOUR problem?"
But I calmly apologized to him, "I'm sorry about that."
Now, as a human being, I could fully understand if I hit the car
by force to a point by making a dent on it
& then having him to shout at me for that.
But you know. It was just a touch not a punch for
crying sake. Not a BIG DEAL, douchebag.
Even though I'm not a psychologist and don't have a degree of it.
I don't even need it because I have an ability to tell
by looking at that person's face.
He had that sour look so, I told him straight.
"I didn't mean to do it intentionally."
When we went in the store, for about few minutes later;
they the ignorant boy and his girlfriend got out of the car.
I was so pissed of the way he spoke to me but I kept my cool.
My Mother immediately went outside and asked them
if there was any damage because she was so willing to pay that
boy so he can just stop harassing us.
Luckily, the girlfriend was very sweet & friendly person.
She insisted not to worry about it, and that young boy was
all calm and that he said to me it's okay.
Good answer, beacuse I don't deserve to be barked at like that
and not to mention that I did the right thing by apologizing to him.
At least, he should be thankful that I'm not one of those people
who don't take the responsibilty nor people who don't have any morals.
For him though, I pity for his part because by the time they came into the store.
He was all "guilt" like posture, boy he was sure son of a bitch NSU student.
In this case, yes, it's my fault for that part but I won because of my cool.
If you just go ahead by barking at a person like in my situation for insatnce,
YOU will lose, trust me, I know because I used to be a bad kid.
As long as I have my cool, confidence, and eloquence with a grace of God.
Everything goes well, hopefully, that nerd boy learns his lesson for the day.
The next time I see him at that store (God hope I do not wish to see is ill-willed
personality) I will give him dead shot look.
I bet he feels so bad by now or later.
FYI I don't care if you are angry, have an rage issue, or ADHD, whatever
the problem you have.
If you don't have any patience, I can guarantee you, you will be in trouble
and will regret for not thinking first before you act.
Patience is a virtue. I have the power therefore I win, you don't.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
Happy Birthday America & Happy 4th of July!!!!
I wish you all a wonderful one, enjoy your time with family and friends.
Have fun and be careful with Fireworks.
Take Care.
Peace&Love,
Vampress
皆様お元気ですか？
本当に御久し振りです。
長いことブログしてないで、すみませんでした。
今年もいろいろあってね（ _ _ ）..........o
でも、もう大丈夫です。
Because Tomorrow is a New Day♪d(´▽｀)b♪オールオッケィ♪
後はGood News
実は。。。
FAU 行くことに成りました～。
ゥキ。（≧ｖ≦●）。。（●≧ｖ≦）。ゥキ。・・゜ヮク。（≧０≦●）。。（●≧０≦）。ヮク
yes, I got admitted! WHOO whoo GO OWLS!
ちょっと緊張しますけど、
but I'm looking FORWARD!
いや～人生って有り難いもんです。
ではみんな、どんな辛い時でも
いつか太陽が来る。
諦めずに、立ち上がって頑張って行こう！
Give upをしたら、許さん！| ｀Д´|ﾉこらぁ！
またね☆^(*≧ω≦)ﾉ~~~βｙё βｙё♪
Peace&Love,
Vampress
So, after that good decent Winter Break, finally!
I get to do something productive or should I say
here comes Anatomy&PhysiologyII WORKOUT TIME!!!
Believe it or not, I really needed it.
After all...
My precious brain was going to be stupid as a blob.
I'm not kidding, I'm serious, Lol.
Excited but bit nervous I'm glad to meet my greatest instructor:
Dr. Ehsan Siddique.
Not only the best Anatomy& Physiology professor
but he is also wonderful mentor.
He has brightful smile with sweet caring personality to his students.
Until the semester is over..... I'm sure going to miss him & the class.
Damn, if only time didn't exist in this life.
Well, I better get some sleep.
Good Night
and Sweet Dreams~.
Peace&Love,
Vampress
Happy New Year, 明けましておめでとう御座います。
Dick Clark's Rockin Eve was wonderful; でも…
第62回NHK紅白歌合戦本当に良かったです!
いっぱい笑顔と涙が出しました、そしてなんと?!
レディー・ガガも登場! That is pretty AWESOME.
最後がSMAPは立派な出番でした。
こどもとディズニースペシャル可愛いかったですね♥
全国日本の皆様、新しい希望と一緒に行きましょう。
また、新しい年にいい想い出といい人生に作りましょう。
私も又あの素敵な国に行きたいです、
蛇園のおじさん待っててね、お祖母ちゃん、
みんなも元気にしてそして御体にも大事にして下さい。
I wish you all a wonderful New Year's,
to your health & your life.
For other nations who are interested about NHK Kouhaku
please visit at
http://www9.nhk.or.jp/kouhaku/
Peace&Love,
Vampress