To all of you, especially childhood enemies and strangers.

I don't care Dawn Fartman, for whatever your reasons of stresses you had.
Punching me on my arm made a bruises that I'll never forgive you.
I never forgotten until to this day it means nothing, you're just same as that annoying fruit fly.
Oh Elmo! Couldn't shut the damn mouth of yours. 
FYI, you are a mother & a holy fucker, good luck at raising your whiny babies.

Barbie Gomez, you were nothing but a jealous horse faced skinny bitch blondie latino doll.
With your BF N ans S. Carolina Santos, both of you who don't even know what I truly love and hate.
Well the fact is I love & always be Spice Girls fan. 
I'm proud to say I'm an anglophile. If you don't know what that means then go google it.
Or probably both of you are just plain jealous because you couldn't do a simple times tables.
or is it the cursive handwriting? 
Well, that isn't my problem being complimented by fourth grade teacher.
That's because I had an ability, not to get an attention or show it off.
I don't consider to be a teacher's pet, so don't get so twisted if both of you have still grudge against me.
Don't get into my personal space for what I love.
No wonder why I hated both you, for your selfishness and stupidity.

And any of you think I'm the one who has issues then you weren't paying attention.
That same goes to people who bluntly assumes that once they look at me,
I'm chinese or korean.
Yes, I'm Asian and I'm Japanese, you stupid poor educated individuals.
The funny thing along with this I had many people come up to me:

 What is the difference between Japanese and Chinese, I mean aren't they the same?
First of all, that is plainly stupidest question. That is same as is Spanish and French are the same.
The answer is No, they are same continent but different in languages as well as culture wise. 
So, harsh as it may sounds go back to school and reeducate yourself. 

 Are you Chinese?
This to me is very absurd question! Simply rude, is just the same as someone comes up to your face and say "Are you Lesbian?" If you are then fine but just assuming it by looking at me because of my facial features is just totally ticks me off. Sure, I'm not a blonde, white beauty supermodel of Victoria's Secret but I would definitely love if  people were more well minded people would ask in more polite question: What is your nationality? Or What is your nationality background?
Note: It's common sense.

 Wow your English is perfect.
Thanks, I'll take that as a free compliment. I was born and raised in Florida so, technically English is my first language. Obviously, I do speak fluently in both languages: English and Japanese, as well as reading and writing. It's interesting that I was told that my first language is not English but Japanese. Well you are wrong, I didn't fully understand Japanese not until at around 5. Then from there I started to go Sony's Japanese School in Boca Raton, FL way while back. 

 I like they way you speak, you don't have any accent.
Again, thank-you. But, I think people who speaks with an accent is cute and unique. There are some people who think is unattractive but they're wrong. If you do have an accent then there's nothing with you, you're fine and perfect the way you speak it's non-bilingual or people who only speaks one language typically English. I must say that I have ability to speak British accent and Oh my I can't shut-up! Lol!

So there, I very damn prod of who I am, what I can do, and I what I have achieved so far.
Dare me to threaten or hate me all you want.
Because I don't give an ass rats of what you do because for that I Am God's precious child.

Oh speaking of God's child, you know what Barbie Gomez or horse look alike lover face,
how dare you tell me that I'll end up going to hell.
For your info, I'm a Buddhist or preferably a Shinto Buddhist but I also consider more as spiritual.
I remembered when we were kiddos way back then you discussed to me about Sundays church.
Of course, what did we know back then.
But for you, telling me or threatening me saying to me that if I didn't attend church that I would end up
in HELL?! 
Shame on you for saying and any of you agreeing with her.
You're pathetic and that your mother and a fucker of 2 babies.
It's disturbing and I hope your kids are better than you or worse like you.

Regardless of mine or any individual religious backgrounds or what you believe in.
I do know one thing and as a fact.
He who is God created us with nothing but compassion and equal beings.
Attacking for someone because there different beliefs is ridiculous.
He didn't condemn us if we didn't go his sanctuary or pray at church nor 
punish us if we grovel or bend our knees while praying.
He created us and our own free will to pursue and complete the mission.
He is the only loving us no matter what we do.
Even for a bitch who said I would go to Hell. 

So, say whatever to or do to me.
Because you can never take my love and my knowledge.
For that my soul gets stronger every challenges or hardships I encounter.
For karma awaits every direction and depending how you show me your true self.
Good or bad, it's your call.
I was meant to be solid as a golden, silver as soul and platinum as divine being.

You mess my positive vibe and I mess your weakness and shame.

Have a wonderful I-don't-give-fuck attitude with my smile,
Vampress





You know what Brandi, I've noticed that you've changed in a whole lot better.
You really deserve a pat on a back.
I was really impressed of your true side and that is kindness.
Even tough today is TGIF (not the restaurant.)
You actually made my day and that same goes to other employees at Whole Foods.
God I wish that I could work at Whole Foods.

The positive vibes, natural selections of Beauty products.
Organic vegetables, fruits, and other beverages.
Respect & Love Earth.
Supporting charities, to grow and to educate other cultural values.
I mean it's full of wonders of what you can do to make a difference.

Difference that you can go a path of your own better you.
Whole Foods you are A W E S O M E.
Amazing
Wonderful
Eco-friendly
Superior
Optimistic
Magical
Educating to other people in a whole different view.

Peace, Love and Namaste,
Vampress

 I really hope everyone had a wonderful Holidays or Christmas. And for those of you who didn't get their presents then let me say first thing, my opinions are mine and I'm not here to offend anybody but to cool the fury because we really don't need to UBS or FedUp about it. Lets take a deep breath and exhale, do that for about 3 times or more if needed. If that calm zen isn't working for you well, I don't know what else to say but you either need to take your hunger of anger to any Anger Management or take the chill the F*** pill down. I don't understand for just a one or more of wrapped up gift with a big fancy bow that could be used on your top of your head for some fashion show future or whatever makes majority of you be so impatient and ruthless. Sure, we do get angry for a good reasons not for something materialistic or something that is going to make you life-threatening medical jeopardy. When I heard about how the UPS or FedEx is trying to get their asses job to deliver the packages ASAP. Here comes the oh classic rant on Twitter, facebook and other social media demanding their precious treasures right to their door as if everybody is special royals.

 As absurd as it sounds, majority of you are selfish. There I said it and honestly, I don't care because I am not like the common stubborn big crying baby who wants it NOW! You see, you can at least be grateful that you have something important around you. There are many countries that doesn't get to celebrate Christmas, like they got hit by a natural disaster or in the war zone and can't be at peace. One thing that I'm grateful, is that I have my family and friends, as well as people who had been very sincere to us. Why can't any of you who are so mad, don't realize the positive side during the Holidays. Even if I didn't get a present for Christmas, I would never complain. The only thing I ever want is more people who can love, care for one another and be at peace. Not killing, picking on someone because of their disable or who they are, jealously, and other inhumane actions. 

 On the other hand, I could understand for being angry at them. Stealing, that's what happened to my birthday when my aunt sent me a gift card through the mail. Unfortunately, they couldn't track down the thief and so he/she probably used on a little splurge. That's fine because as I mentioned before and always, what goes around comes around. Karma is my sweetest thing as little fun revenge and I hope that thief got fired or feels bad in health or gets into accident where there is going to be a big ass fine on her payment. So on that part of fear, I could understand at the same time. But that doesn't mean, you have the right to be in the verbal attack with your negative motives. It's called Keep Calm and Stop BSing. 

 There's New Years around the corner, just remember there is another Christmas coming again in 2014. So there is no need to be fury, try remember the happy times. I'm not trying to be funny while any of you are still grumpy but I'm saying this so you can control your emotions. I am human, I understand but I know how to be patient and be humble. Maybe if more people be simple then the simple happier person you can be.

Have a wonderful day with a simple smile,
Vampress

 It's been a while ago, blurred memories that I will never forget nor forgive. I remember that being a kid was fun, happy and innocent time to be smiling and laughing about. But that was not the case when I got into fifth grade and she was the one who was mean, jerk and a wanting all of things or a materialistic bitch. Liz, or should I say then a little girl who was nothing but stupid. Stupid in manipulating nasty girl who parents came from Mexico and I'm pretty sure she has been through a lot. Trust me, my parents immigrated from Japan, me being born & raised in America seemed nothing right? Wrong, you see Liz, you state don't judge me, you can't handle half of what I have dealt with; there is a reason I do the things I do & there is a reason I am who I am. Well that sounds perfectly just like myself, you took that from me and the fact is you can't handle what you did in your past. What you did to me what not only wrong but very sad and a cruel thing of you. And you are right, I may never know what you had been through but I do now one thing for sure and the truth: I did nothing to you, I apologized to you for nothing that I clearly remembered doing nothing wrong, and if I did it was that I only defending myself because I was insecure simply I was a child at that time. 
 Shame on you for making feel like I was piece of inhumane, you, katie and sara. You three were nothing but ugly, mean jerks, but it's okay what's past is long gone. However, let me say this to you Liz, I feel so much better and everlasting grateful all because of my wonderful Mother. If it wasn't for her strength of steel, words of wisdom and most of all spiritual support then I would have never gone far. What about you yourself? Oh, that's right, but first pardon my hurting your feelings or bluntly saying harsh to you personally about your madre; you can't even bare the fact your mommy is gone. How does it feel? I do know it's hard for you that even it takes time to heal when you lose someone dearly it hurts. That's right, you should have controlled your kindness a long time ago and maybe, if you were bit more open-hearted and showed your real kindness to me then your nasty side would have not shown. That's what happened to you and your mom, was karma, and God gave you a notice that He wanted to let you know what you did wrong when you were a bad kid. 
 I find it hard and unbelievable that you are a mother yourself. Who is the child father? One night stand of your unattractive sexual slut desire? Or is it to show that you have really changed since then. Not that I have grudge against you now but I'm truly disgusted of your junk selfies, and #yourmakeupjunkcrap snapping to your instagram. Sure you payed your shit with your own hard working money but where is other financial support comes from? I'm sure it's from benefits of taxes that my parents or myself we pay for, such a waste and then you go off spending into bling of shoes, clothes, and more more of crap. It's madness, and that is your reason? Ironically, you never changed and with your posted inspirational motivated words, it doesn't even match your true identity, it's all fake. Why even bother being so nice, then act like a tough bitch, you got some issues more than mine. 
 Just months ago, I have seen you at store with your kid and I was like OMG. I hope you don't see each other because you are ill-willed and ill-educated woman who has no respect to her own body and spiritually. I may sound I don't know what I'm talking about but I exactly know what I'm getting to my point. Wishing everyday that someday you regret on how you treated me because you don't know who I really am. I said many times before and I don't care if there are any of you annoyed about it. I highly recommend for those of you curious about to rent or watch a movie called The Last Samurai. I am very damn proud to be Japanese and you can never take my pride or greatness of my ancestry spirit. 
 Lastly, stop acting like your a nice buddha, you are not a buddhist you're catholic. Bitch.

Vampress

 For all these years, everywhere we go we say "Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year." Now, we say "Happy Holiday & A Happy New Year." Before any of you, regardless of your beliefs or your religious background (especially Christians) complain about it know this: Christians are not only religion that is practiced in the U.S. or any other nations. When I think back, I would think that even though I am not a Christian, I felt awkward saying "Merry Christmas" to people who aren't even a Christian! The reason why we or for those of you who are well aware ( kudos and have a pat on a back) Happy Holidays sounds more unity and respect. 
 It's not that I'm dissing people that are Christians, I have many friends that are Christmas and have a great respect for them. I'm Buddhist and Spiritual as vice versa they too respect and love me as well. No matter what you believe, practice or even if you are atheist or agnostic, we only know one deity and that is God. Of course I'm no monk, priest, bishop or whatever leader type, He wants us to love and respect one another in one harmony. I just simply don't understand that why we created such bully and/or hate but that's not what He wanted us to do; although, He is only one who will always forgive us. I think Happy Holidays is the new Greeting word verbally or words that we should get used to to wish someone a Great Xmas.
 So, take a time of wonderful moments with your friends and family. You know yo can always start a new beginning, forget your worst ones but treasure your most unforgettable moments that you have accomplished and carry it with a proud smile. This is the moment to glance back and move on, New Years is the most critical point to observe and strive for what you're willing to do next. Challenge, change your bad habits or whatever your plans are you can do it. So, wrap up your present and always show your true feelings of happiness by simply saying "Thank-you and have a Wonderful Holidays & A Happy New Year to you, your family, and friends."

Sincerely, 
Vampress
  

 Whole Foods, there are many ways to describe this place. Welcoming, friendly, employees are totally awesome hippies, Foods that are not full of shit but good for you, organic and delicious. First time I went there was like huh? But as I was more aware to become a better and healthier person that more I love going to shop at this store and not to mention best service than any other grocery store ever. I'm considered myself be well and your spirituality senses will dwell yogi. Oh, I look forward to become flexible foxy yogi master in the future! Lol.

 I did a little research on about Whole Foods because I was always curious of why the employees are so friendly and does make me want to go again. Kind of reminds when I'm in Japan, everywhere I go people are so generous and greets their costumers in and out and care about their costumers all the time. Yup, wish there was more employers train their employees but then again bosses can be jerks and I don't blame majority of workers can be mad because of unsatisfaction of happiness negotiations. Whole Foods, I would have to say are the best store because of it's policies and their value to their employees and to the costumers. Which I strongly believe and trust their core values but not until there was one germ chic who shouldn't even work at Whole Foods or any Whole Foods store, ever. Usually my mother and I go to the one in Fort Lauderdale store because we live in Fort Lauderdale (duh.) We never had a problem and I mean never ever had one, that store is either showered and blessed with the holy angels or saints. Anyways, as our usual and casual elegance of our own trademark of smile of you either love or hate us. Go around and about our needs, my mother is lucky because sometimes she has tendency of forgetting one item. So, she tells me the list and I mentally note it in my brain. Yes, I do forget at times but that's rare, and I don't mind at all because I mean this is a moment where I can get to help her out as her daughter. Rare in these days eh?
 Then when we were ready to checkout, we lined up at this chic who had long reddish hair in pigtails. Once I looked at her, she had a look of "Why, the two Asians are doing shopping here in Whole Foods?" Yeah, unfortunately, I'm not psychic but I can tell by your face by your true feelings that goes same to everyone, don't ever scrutinize us or even towards me. You see, this chic or her name Brandi, didn't notice to herself she is probably the worst employee to be working in Whole Foods and that poor girl doesn't seem to notice that her attitude on that Saturday afternoon was unprofessional. While she was scanning the items she knew that we purchased eggs. Whole Foods has a policy where they look inside to make sure it's not broken or cracked and then put a rubber band around it. She didn't and I had to ask her, before that she immediately put her hands towards the rubber band and gave it to me. She also put milk on sideways, I was so shocked and looked at her as if she was stupid. Simply, Unbelievable and disgrace.
 But it's all good, I eventually got a $25 gift card. Not like I complained in a way where I bitched or demanded it but they sincerely understood and gave us as an apology. I do in return appreciate and forgive them, it's her to blame. My mother deserves it but she said I should keep it, I was like nah. I love my mother after what she's been through when I was little inability to know or aware how people can be cruel to my parents all because of accents and who they are. But not any more, I'm all in my inner goddess along with my bitch ego. I don't tolerate bullshit and I'm strong believer in karma. I, my parents are humans not a game so, don't play us, haters. Note we're proud to be Asians and most importantly Japanese, I have my samurai blood running in my veins. Think before how you treat us because all of people who messed with us had an unhappy outcome. Don't believe me? Then take the challenge, foolish mortals.

Sincerely & fuck you bitch,
Vampress

About 30 minutes ago, I was honked by two idiots.
Ironically it was white pick-up truck that had FAU bumper sticker.
OMG! Go OWLS well, not really for you because you guys just messed with the wrong chick.
Yup, I got your info. Which info? Your tag number assholes.
I may be look fragile but I sure got some bitch ego on my soul.
Looks can be deceiving so make a note on your written "stupid" foreheads.

Lets be clear, my problem comes from you guys and other ignorant drivers out there.
Drivers that have no matters, morals and most of all no control.
So, don't get it all twisted because I was NEVER a problem because I was born this way.
I will throw back of you both of misjudgment and waving at me as if nothing had happened.
It was dry move dudes, douche bag and dick head.

If you even dare get close to me again or hit me.
I will:
-call the police & report on you
-call my lawyer
-call Lady Gaga for bully and sexual harassment
-call the news station WPLG, WSVN, WPBF, WFTV, ABC News, BBC, NHK, etc.
-call the dean to expel (if it is possible, hopefully)
-call President Obama
Oh, sounds crazy? That's because its both yous fault.
How many times you fuckin idiots do you even understand?
DON'T FUCKIN MESS WITH ME. Don't know English then go back to preschool.

Wish I had a telekinesis, it would be my pleasure to slam you guys against the pole head on.
Yes, I am pissed off but it's okay. Fortunately, I can control my fury unlike you young people.
Don't have ability to zen in and control your emotional crybaby outrage.
You see, I don't know anything about both of you and you motherfuckers don't know
a damn shit about me, nothing.
For 5 years of driving, I had never had a ticket, suspended, and pulled over by a cop.
And under the oath, it's the truth not a blunt lie.
Safe Drivers are the HOTTEST people.
But for you guys, huh, you guys are ugly like a mutated Drosophila.

Oh, by the way, when I flashed a High Beam to your ugly ass pick-up truck,
take it as a compliment as:
"Happy Holidays! Thanks but no thanks, for you guys only knows how to fuck
 and very ill-educated white trash."

With pleasure of tough love is all mine,
Vampress xoxo


 Just recently there was huge sinkhole in Clearwater, Florida; which, isn't surprising because it's common to have sinkholes in Florida especially in the West Coast. In SoFlo or in proper location we call South Florida there are many concerns regarding to sea rise levels. I don't want to sound as if being sarcastic but it is really not surprising and unfortunately, majority of people like you or maybe not but don't realize this is serious situations. Not to our lives but our future children who we inherit to carry on for the next generation. Next generation of what Atlantis of Florida version? I hope not and it would be a shame if that happens and shame for us if we don't take this necessary actions to prevent even more escalations from natural disasters.

 I do know for one thing, stop fucking our beautiful Mother Nature's creations. Yup, it's not surprising to you as well that I used the "F" bomb but that's because I'm so pissed and had enough to you guys who just don't give a damn for what you do like littering your community or don't have respect to trees, plants but just to create more concrete shit. It's stupid, waste of money, and it's sad. No wonder ducks or other wild animals are trying to kick our human asses around. I mean didn't it occur to you? I would find it ironic, if any of you are animal lovers and spiritualist who didn't even realize or have a thought about what I just stated then you're not animal lover and/or spiritual, you're fake like a waxed cake.

 Every time when I pass by a lake, it sickens me the pollution that we humans created and don't take responsibility to take an effort to clean. Sometimes, I think driving by A1A is fun and cool but the bloody hell I would not even bother live near it. I think it's ridiculous to have many buildings right next to the beaches while cutting down trees that would be beneficial to clean not just air but as well as filtering the ocean waters. No wonder why and sadly I don't bother to swim at the beach than I used to because the waters are full of germs from nasty people. God who knows if they even sanitize or keep up their fuckin hygiene, ugh it makes want to barf.

 Basically, to put in perspective point, you filthy, lousy, chicks and douche bags are nasty as herpes. Lets face it, it's you're fault that you created these fucking pollutions  and degrading the ozones. Thanks, now I better shmear up my skin with UV protection so I can keep my skin fair as possible because I'm a vampire who used to a girl enjoyed the sun but not any longer since decade ago. Sure, I'll be getting vitamin Ds but for only limited time. Oh, and ladies, blame the infertility of all of environmental pollution. Guys blame your infertile seedlings on the fuckin hot global warming. 

 Hate what I just said because you know deep in your gut it's the damn truth facts then take a hike in nature's course! Peace Dudes and hippies. 

Vampress

  I am truly honored to be a little monster or Lady Gaga's fan. Just recently I have purchased her new album called ARTPOP and I LOVE IT! I wish, that I can meet Lady Gaga right now... but my dreams are so far away and I may not ever meet her at all. What I want say to her if she found this and read it, I would want to give her a huge handshake and a warm hug. Why? Because she is my number 1 role model, more than any other musicians, artists, actors/actresses, or any other celebs. You may never understand because there are so many words I want describe her: gifted, talented, lovable, fun, but most of all gratitude of her. She inspired me so many ways it has reshaped me to a whole new level and the only knows it is God. I am considered as myself as an outcast from other people even if my closet friends, a loner. If it wasn't for Lady Gaga, I would have been gone chaotic or probably a committed a suicide. If it wasn't Lady Gaga's courage for what she stands, humanity and openness then I would have been a coward than I used to be. 

 So many of you friends, strangers, and even haters/enemies; you don't know what I have been or struggled with even now, so many of you (mean girls, douche bags and rich people) are worthless to me. I can relate Lady Gaga's struggles, especially being an outcast, didn't fit in, teased and so on. But she had kindness, that made me remembered and saved me from sadness and anger. Her music made me happy, bright, beautiful and hopeful. I listen to her everyday because it soothes my soul and puts me into positive vibe. There are times I feel envy, powerful, and sometimes makes me cry. I think she was meant to be known because that's her destiny, to let others know it's okay. It's okay to go crazy, be silly but always feel great no matter what. 

 As of know, I'm actually am obsessed with her song Fashion! It's the most sexiest song that I think she's ever made. Which I'm listening to as of now, personally, this song was fit for Leos, (I think.) 

 Lady Gaga, Thank-you. As always, as a little monster and other little monsters in the world you are my Light. God Bless your talents, you truly Rock my world, I love your music everywhere I go. Whether I'm at gym or dancing you are my muse, my goddess. You are my inspiration, and I love you very much!

From your loyal Little Monster,
Vampress

Dear Imperial Point Neighborhood Dudes of Fort Liquerdale or whoever is scaring my Aunt,

 My name is Carrie, yes, I'm that famous horror chic, that has an ability to use telekinesis on people who put shame on other innocent victims.
 Like myself been there done that but it's not over.
 Whoever is messing with my loving and caring Aunt, who is having a difficult time due to her husband's health condition: Enough of your silly, filthy shit game of yours.
 Think this is a joke? I'm dead serious and I keep my word.
 Honestly, I can't stand every inch of molecules of guys that are jocks or should I say A&F model wannabes and along with immature douche bags who has a nerve to pick on other people all because they can't pick on their own sides. It's nasty shit folks, get a grip on your silly nonsense jerks.

 Recently or about a month ago while my Aunt had to stay overnight at Miami for her Husbands heart care;
she came back with a filthy crap surprise right a front of her door: two large ass garbage bags. 
 Who did it? I wonder who did it, is it because of her ethnicity or she is not white enough where she is, hmm?
 I demand to know why in bloody hell who has a nerve to switch my neurons.
 I demand to know why who has a nerve to do that.
 I demand to know who did it but wait, if YOU did it (& you know in your lying mutt blood of yours) there is no need because the Almighty is watching you.
I meant God, not Big Brother, stupid Dingbat dicks. Or maybe, those two high school zombies with baseball bats that came over the front of her house as a threat or demand piece of sugar daddies.

 Well, my Auntie ain't stupid so she did the right thing with her safe instinct and judgement.
 These douche bags didn't wear any Halloween costumes on October 31, 2013, like weirdos!
Along with that fuckin Baseball bats which to me is like a fuckin penis.
Where are your manners dudes, since it's Halloween can't you at least say "Trick or Treat" and "Thank-you"
You guys are so retarded then one of you decide to come back again for more.
What the hell is your problems? Your presence, if one of you or both of you come near to that house again,
I'll guarantee to both of you or other pests that will make think twice if you do stupid things at my Aunt's house.

 Whoever the hell you guys are or whoever is behind that nasty incidents that knows damn well of 
what I'm talking about; you have no future and know nothing better but to fuck around stupid actions of yours and can't do anything to make difference.
  I was upset and afraid for my Aunt's safety but then all I thought was this is a THREAT period.
 There are no restrictions, no rules, so, go ahead do more of your insults to my Aunt who deserves nothing but peace and safe.
  Want to be famous? Your wish will we granted!
 I'll contact WPLG, WSVN, ABC, CNN, BBC, NHK, and whole bunch of NEWS stations because at 
the same time I would really love to embarrass YOU in public.

 Have  a nice stupid that just simply pisses off good people.
You asked for it, and don't you ever dare mock the rising sun people.
If I was a real samurai (or the fact it runs through my beautiful veins) I'll come closer to you,
into your dreams of Freddy Kruger realms and cut you into pieces of pain.
I simply had enough of these idiots who are nothing but ill and don't wake-up nor realize what there are doing to others and to other God's & Mother Nature's creations.

Knock it off, jerks.
Go back to your Mother's womb and don't come out until you're mature human.
That knows better.

Sincerely your eyes into my wrath of fury,
Vampress


It's sad that he shot himself in the middle of the largest mall in the nation,
All of these shooting events is nothing but Damnation.
Rifles, pistols, guns, and all of bullets,
Thanks a lot for creating more weapons.
Thanks for creating a killer machines.
Thanks for making more innocent people die.

It's not nonsense, 
you know very well in your gut.
What can I say, there's nothing you could do 
because it's not your fault.

Society in these days are nothing but Corruption.
It's all about me and I don't really care about you or others.
It's all about flicking off people because you want to drive faster.
It's all about being materialistic and showing off your looks.
To me that's all Bullshit.
It means nothing, nothing.
You filthy rich, moneymakers and tricksters are fucking on my nerves.
You fake Louis Vuitton chic girls are nothing but mean girls.
You recent cosmetics patients are ugly sluts and dingbats.
I will never want to be your ally.

Don't worry about me because I know I'll be fine as always.
I only depend on faith and hope.
I only trust a few, if you show me with respect and entrust me.
Then there is nothing to fear.
I only fear people with no morals and education values.
I only fear humans who aren't humans but nothing but sociopaths.

Shame on you when you only care being on top, bossy and insincere.
Sad of you when you face the results that long awaited for you.
Life be can so much better, if people just be simple & humble.

Life is too precious & fragile, haven't you noticed?
Why you evil ruthless humans got into?
What happened to your true nature of kindness,
Where did it go?
What made all of you create this bully, hatred, and most of all selfishness?

I know that God didn't and not me.
You did.

Vampress






Born to be bright like a star, bursting out from the Sun.
I was born to be powerful than ever,
Powerful than strength of steel, giving out the energy like sun rays.
Smile like sparkling shine of Gold but Platinum of Divine with wisdom.
This is who I Am, I'm part of God regardless of any religious background.

I'm like you as a human, regardless of any race.
I'm like a women and men, regardless of any sexuality.
I'm like typical character, regardless of any personality.
What's the point of going under the knife, when you look beautiful the way you are.
What's the point to compare & contrast of other models or celebrities,
when you are unique like no other.
What's the point to bully, when you've been hurt too, so many times without thinking about it.
What's the point of being angry, when it's your own personal problems.
What's the point of being uncontrolled, when you have the power to take that control.

I was born in the Sunshine State & a place known to be A Gateway to Discovery,
A place that is known to be famous for Fountain of Youth.
Fun in the Sun, that's my origin for my silly, kid at heart character.
Maybe that's my source for youth looks.
Maybe that is why I want to go Walt Disney World because its a place that makes me
Happy and Young.

In my Blood runs the Rising Sun culture,
A nation that is known for Bushido or it means "A Way of the Warrior."
Country that is known for God's land, or Land of Gold.
Divine like no other, full of Dignity and Respect.
Courage, Honor, Integrity, Compassion, Honesty, Loyalty.
As years moved on, today it has become a Super Dynamic Nation.
Pride with research, education and technology advance.
It makes me feel proud of my lineage with pride of many blossoms flourished in my soul.

I'm proud of where I come from, lived and looking forward sharing these feelings 
With my Beloved One and to pass it on to my child blood related or not.
I want the world to know this is who I Am.
I want the world to know, I'm proud of my heritage from my flesh, blood and to my soul.
I want the Universe to know, Japan is way to cool  & was meant to be loved and respected.
I want God to know he made me to feel proud and keep me higher than ever.
Native Americans is part of mine and our DNA; we're connected as one with oddly similar.
Intelligent like Atlanteans, philosophy concepts like Greeks,
I think that is why I was born in SoFlo because I maybe an Atlantean in my past life.

There are so many mysteries that I may never know but someday,
When I decay and as my soul takes me to the other side, I'll know why.
Akashic records, the only source of knowledge of God has written.
I'm determined to become stronger like a King of Lions but nurture like Mother Earth.
I Am Myself like calm of Oceans that keeps us gentle, Mountains that could never keep me down,
Wind like flying into many colors of places and spaces. 
Fire is my source that keeps me bold and fierce against selfish mortals.
This is who I Am, I Am part of conscious mind of him.
I Am the one who will continue my mission to be spiritual and go far beyond cosmos.

I have never lost hope, love and peace.
Karma is my automatic response depending on many situations good or bad.
I Am Divine as One not pieces but together, you and I will never break our,
Friendships no matter how chaotic will be.
Believe in me, believe in Him, believe in yourself.
Nothing can break me for I'm the Rising Sun Child,
Divine Strength as Solid Platinum.

Helios, Apollo, Artemis, Ouranos I'm grateful of my identity as whole.

Vampress






Dear Betray Faggot or is it Lashay Baggett.

 Let me introduce myself as that girl who was "picked on," " an outcast," and her Asian looks because slanting eyes was part of yours and other maggots who thought it was a funny thing to do at me during at Rickards Middle School. Without your filthy ignorant #getalifeanddontmentionmynameagain on your boring ass twitter account, it makes me wonder if you're denying the fact about what you did to me. Let me input you as FYI in your cruel, ugly face of yours: I moved on without you telling what to do like a puny boss tone and I don't forget nor I'll forgive you because what you did to me is disgrace & psychotic; Lashay Soto Solivera. But don't worry, for I'm a God's child like other people who still has compassion and believers of karma, I know he is giving you hard life and I hope you're suffering it, because if you're not then that is really a shame! I would never thought of you to be like that back in those good, sweet and innocent child of you when we first met. Until, we got into middle school it's because of you who made me hate middle school, you traitor bitch. As I carelessly with hint of tough love, I don't give a damn about mentioning your fuckin name again and spreading it through these tech byte days because I want everyone to know and understand who you were and especially your baby for it's unfortunate she was born into a womb of a mother who back stabbed me without any reasonable reasons. All because of my ethnicity and that I don't deal stupid idiot mudmonkeys (as the TV show Supernatural Angels would say about humans.)

  Let's not forget that, what was her name, oh yes, Kimberly Lowery. A fair blonde long haired girl who had fuckin issues, emotional and always had to yell can't even calm herself down or shut her crap up. Yet you supported her by all that classic pussy act friendly stand up to her when I demanded a money back from her that she burrowed from me from that Field Trip at Magic Kingdom. Yes, I let Kimberly Lowery burrow $10 because she really wanted to buy something and didn't have a money to purchase. I was, still am that kind person who would help people sincerely but that has changed ever since because people like her was fake, dishonest and a liar. So, as I asked Kimberly Lowery what about the rest of money (which is obvious, when you burrow or loan a money you supposed to pay back) she would go berserk and shouts at me at my face. Huh, then here comes Lashay Faggot ass bitch who would throw at me some cash into my face. Tells me to back off and get lost, ladies and gentlemen, let me tell you about handling money, you handle it with respect. Money is a thing that you worked hard for, it's not a garbage, and especially for those people who throws cash at my face, How Dare You. Don't you ever dare throw at me money in my face or front of me, because I'm not a slut whore who has HIV/AIDS nor wanting money for stupid crap pleasures.
  I wonder what happened to that stupid white bitch, Kimberly Lowery; seems like she disappeared like a Ka Boom! explosion. I think, I saw her at Mars Music with her sugar daddy but then again maybe it was just an illusion. After all, I hope she gets a hard life if she is alive or dead because she was one typical sterotype negative white chic that had sad ass issues. And as for you, Lashay, why did you stood up for her? Is it because she was beautiful white chic? Hmm, or is it I was a loser Asian girl who didn't belong like other girls and boys who thought of me as yellow shit? God forgive me but as I write this, I feel the pleasure to torment & haunt you with all of these horrible memories but hey, why not this is America & as Japanese American I have every damn right to write whatever the hell I want because these is who I AM. I AM divine beautiful fierce bitch goddess that does not tolerate bullies and crazy texting while driving maniacs assholes out there. I think you need to GET A GRIP. I don't because I'm a muse vampire chic who loves to observe my surroundings so I can protect myself, friends and relatives and it's all thanks to you and other cold, ruthless bullies like you who had and still has a nerve to attack me physically, mentally and emotionally.
  You truly messed with wrong person, have no idea about what I'm capable did you? Stupid, uncompassionate pisces girl, and you know what if you lose your job; it's not my problem, yours and if you have a hard reading then let me repeat: you should have not messed or treated me like a piece of shit, human but what, you're not a human, a demon who did weird ass tricks like poking your palm with a needle and a thread under your dried cracked ass skin and exclaimed it's magic! That is not a magic dingbat, it's simply called PSYCHO! Nasty. Insecure about your skinny anorexic figure you were obsessed with eating salad and DIEt Coke, I honestly thought of you "Super skinny baby phat twerky perky" girl who lost sense of being yourself and lost faith in love, acceptance, and RESPECT. I don't care if you changed since then and was very surprised that you came into life on facebook but then what happened? You disappeared like a leprechaun! Guess, everyone was like surprise there is that high pitched, squeaky, broken, rubber ducky girl who laughs with no warmth or humor in her. Karma, bitch. Tell me, why did you disappeared like that? I'm so in dead curious about; then I find you on twitter which you haven't used in like 1,000 years until I had a nerve and pleasure to rant at you then you responded sounded surprised and that attitude of "what?" Dude, I wonder how your life is like because my curious senses along with my super alter ego kicks in my super adrenaline just activates my evil side with cruel smile. Like, I said before and many times to other pathetic assholes out there: What goes around comes around; and I'm a Karma Goddess so, cheers to you bossy foxy jerk Lashay.
  You might think what's the point about blogging your shit but I'll tell you something, deal with it. I'm not that girl any longer, instead I'm that same girl but evolved into different beliefs and judgements. Ever since after graduating and surviving middle school then finishing melodramatic high schools years, I've changed a lot that you have no idea or will never understand. It's all thanks to God, few friends, family and my education in college as well as today currently. It has reshaped me into sharper image about people in general, like you as an example, you're pathetic, garbage mother fucker bitch. Harsh? From beginning to end and who knows if you'll going to make it, to the other side unless if you sacrifice your guilt and admit what you did was wrong then maybe there is hope in you that good you but then again maybe not. For you are depending your "exceptional costumer service" jobs, as well as SSN benefits taking care of your baby. I don't remember nor pay taxes people like you, so does my parents and my friends working hard to pay their education and bills. I pay taxes for not only for myself and supporting as country but I hate paying taxes people like you who still breathes and goes to SSN offices for depending on benefits because you didn't complete the order of your morals and education. Tough life eh? Good because I want you to struggle every hardships you need to go through as punishment and think of it as my thank-you I appreciate your mean business. Find it amusing that you live in Delray Beach and going to work in Adventura for work. Damn, you sure leave a waste and stinky gases while polluting the air making innocent people, wild animals and environment; shame, shame, inhumane and pity that you waste money just for that. (Note my smile and sarcasm.) 
  Lastly, have a nice fuckin life bitch, and don't even bother to attack me because it's useless, don't believe me then have a guts to harass me and I will show you HELL of mine. Lucifer will surely give you restless nights, days and last breathe of your life. For the rest of you who think I'm mentally ill, here my message to you as flicking you off; YOU'RE the one who is ill-minded freak stalker should mind your business and check you crappy text messages. Lastly, Lashay you should be feeling frightened and if not well, don't mind challenging I love hardcore toughness of negative dark elf like you. Toodles or more likely, Don't Want EVER see your alligator face of yours. By the way, I have strong critical thinking of imaginations so, don't just jumping into conclusions & assume that I'm stalking you; think of it as putting back things into places where they belong. It's sad, I don't know what made you to pick on me and what made you hate me like KKK did to your ancestors. I do know one thing, YOU MADE BAD ACTIONS and DECISIONS to attack me like that you fool. YOU'RE PROBLEM, not your parents, friends, enemies like myself but YOU, you are the fault NOT mine or God, your daughter, your boyfriend, YOU, don't you ever forget it mean ass bitch fucker. Curse you the day you changed from sweet girl to awful fungal soul of yours.

P.S. To answer your question on what's the difference between of Chinese and Japanese; are they the same, the answer is so easy for 5yr old kids that they can get this correct. It's NO they are not the same and Japanese people are the most loyal and the best humans on Earth along with Native Americans. I think you need to go back to school since you are poorly educated and failed on your Geography as well as difference of aspects of every nations culture. Sure China and Japan are the same Asian groups but they are different, period. That is same analogy to African Americans and Haitians are the same. Get your not so smart facts straight, cookie monster bitch.

Sincerely with many wishes of tough love of mine,
Vampress (a.k.a. Vampire Mage chic) xoxo
  

  It was one of TGIF (not the restaurant) and be happy and go jolly because weekend is finally here!!! Well, except my sleep for 2 days straight because of FAU Alerts recently and mainly I blame for those idiots or should I just say bluntly: Stupid shooters and suspect robber who caused the scene near & in the campus. I mean REALLY?!?! Who in the effen world want to shoot at the IrishPub and point an innocent FAU student at knife point at the Arts and Letters campus? Retarded ones, mind you don't get it twisted if you're thinking that I'm talking about disabled special people because I do not think such a thing & that's ill-educated for those of you ignorant who would even think such a thing. Like before, I may have issues (but don't we all) the fact is I'll say whatever I want to say because this is America and as an American I'll be "flat out honest" because I don't give a damn of what you think. And yes, I'm a little upset because if it wasn't for those evil troublemakers we as students and faculty wouldn't be bothered by 1 O'clock wake-up Alert phone rings and neither the police would risk their lives for protecting us against these arseholes. 

 On Friday, October 18, 2013 at approximately, 11:45 p.m. (I think) there was phone ringing while I was about to go into deep sleep. Now, luckily I don't work but if I did, I would be so cranky that I would be in biatch mode. But after 2:00 a.m. I get another alert that states they caught one suspect but another suspect is still on the run. Well, since I'm a believer in God, he the shooter will someday get caught by then he'll pay for the price because of his ruthless actions. Because of them, I could have woken up early 4 or 5 in the morning get ahead with my relaxing and productive weekend. Unfortunately, that didn't happen because I woke up at 8 a.m. and I was so angry, very angry because those suspects..... fucked up my beauty sleep I mean fucked me up! Those Sons Of Bitches, how bloody hell dare they! In the name of Almighty deity I would zap them into small ants and stomp them by the order of Death.

 Then just thinking that Alert system was over, I get another stupid call again on Saturday morning at 1 a.m. and this time about a student being held at knife point within the campus! Jeeeez, I was like, "Well done, idiot, having a nerve to point at an innocent student then robbing them." What for? Want money? Go get a job by doing an application. Want ipad or iphone then save some money for it. I mean get a reality grip dude, you're just wasting time becoming and creating dumb crimes when you do better ways to use that knife by cooking a delicious healthy food. Because of those both incidents it was making want to barf at those suspects faces and maybe smear a horses feces. As disgusting as may sound you would probably agree if you were like me a student trying to get sleep for health and brain purposes.

 Like I have said over million times before, I don't deal with Airheads or other Bull crap nonsense of empty humans. You're just wasting my time and other people who has a shot of chances to become different for the better. It might sound it's not a big deal but it is for me, I know it's not guaranteed but I'm doing you a favor to realize, think before you do something very stupid. You're not only creating by scaring other people with your weapons but careless disturbance to other people who just simply want to learn peacefully and safely. Personally, it's like your raping the education environment, think it's funny, it's not and I don't find it humor at all but an hopeless ape tormenting other innocent victims because of what they have and you don't. You creeps deserve the punishment to stay behind bars for years until you're old and weak. I had enough of your ridiculous actions all for nothing and a wise person wouldn't do such thing for he/she is humble and gratful for at least what they can cope with and share the positive vibes for others who deserve. 

 Stop fucking positive vibes, jackass! 

From your nemesis and gift from the Almighty of beauty & strength,
Vampress X♥X♥

   I used to be a kid who would look at the pictures only but that's changed. As I go into High School or pretty much in college, I've realized form beginning I hated it then changed it into loving it with devotion for the sake of education. I have learned from reading that the more you read, the more you'll learn words and upgrade your imagination and thinking. Duh, right? But I've learned it in the hard way due to losing focus because of bully back then. Now, it's all about status but I truly don't give a damn about people's cool gadgets especially those iphones and ipads. It really aggravates me that in these days the system is all about working on the computer all day and there should be some changes like going back into old school ways but that's different topic. Reading from a book (not ebook, that does not count) is very, very important if you're in college because in order to understand what you're learning is all about reading your "over $120 or more textbooks" is the key to your smart brain cells of yours.

  In case if you're wondering why I dis about ebooks or etextbook is because it's not a real book. But hey I do agree on that it's light to carry and not freakingly thick like your reading from a book of spells. Think about this, does it need electricity juice? Just imagine when there is no light or power man, that would suck! And that my audience is why old ways are alternative way that will never let you down or keep you from stopping on studying like a sexy geek who is trying to be a smarty pants and passing his/her class. Sometimes or majority in these days, I find it ironic that there are students who is reading the lecture notes or "just" reading from parts of section in textbooks. Then you have, regardless of what your major is that there is a student who bluntly says without any surprise in the voice saying "I hate reading." Really now, that's unfortunate because how can you hate reading when you're reading that damn fucking good pornography of Fifty Shades of Gray or Wall Street Journal for business and NEMJ for medical updates? 

  Here's my advice, if you hate reading along with learning and studying then don't bother to go college! It's that simple and it gets on my nerves especially to the people who are majoring Nursing, Pre-Med, or any health professions because it's all about "money." Then good luck and I surely won't be your stupid ass guinea pig patient and you can be ready for that million dollar lawsuit. I recently encountered a former classmate who told me that I was a liar well, she even admitted to me that I don't do reading. Glad that I stayed away from her, God knows if she cheated this time or before, who knows. Especially for Pre-Med students or majoring it, get a grip because sooner or later you will have lots and tons of reading and if I'm scaring you then that's good because I do research on my role of what I need to know in the future. Reading is just like communication to gain understanding as well as reading certain procedures of individual patients. You can either start liking and accepting reading as your daily chores. It's simple as that, folks.

Learn well and read on,
Vampress

   There are many things that I'm grateful for and many things that I'm not but that's life. I have always told my friends and my family that there are times that we'll face consequences; that is if you did something that isn't right and that you know that person didn't deserve to be treated in any harmful way, you'll know sooner or later karma will give you that bad happenings because of what you did. I still say that to but to those that are new or just met, whether you're believer in God regardless of your religious backgrounds or an atheist, it doesn't matter. Good or Bad, no matter how you live or survive God has been, always will and for eternity is there to know that He sees, listens and been there inside of your soul. I know this because I have been physically, emotionally and mentally pained so much because of nothing. Nothing or reasonable explanations of ruthless, disrespectful bullies, haters and even racist people that I don't even know why they encountered to me. That even includes betrayal of friends that I refuse to forgive, forgotten but never forgot so, if there are people who are reading my blogs and assuming to think that I have a problem; your wrong and don't even bother spreading gossips or try to even dare to hurt me. I'm serious, because as years passes by I have fully become more spiritual and feeling stronger than ever. That continues to grow and forever, I've tried to to do workouts, talking with friends that I consider in my circle, and some New Age (which is known spiritual things of many cultures to develop well being and empower your senses). 


   Including that if anyone that disrespects my family, friends or even people that I highly respect. If I know you without bothering to talking or greeting with you or give you a dirty glare then you're automatically on my personal shit list crap a.k.a bunch of assholes that I should stay away from before I get sick. Tough love? Yes, I do have a tough love like the Emily Thorn on Revenge (by the way, that's one of my favorite TV show). But I don't bother to actually get on revenge, instead I let God do all the work because he knows it immediately. The more cruel and idiots hurts me or others that I care about then the more karma comes into play and I just simply worry things that I need to do & work on. You see I'm not that complicated person, you that is if you like to pick on me because I'm Asian or Japanese-American and other shit reasons then you're the one who is making it difficult not me. I have always talked to people who don't listen or has a problem to listen while I'm talking; don't get it all twisted because you're just selfish ignorant person who has never educated & raised to respect to others. 

   Even if you had encountered through so much like me but turning that negative thing to a person who just simply showed you nothing but kindness and compassion then you'll just one heck of a son of a bitch. You should be ashamed and so, God help yourself if you're willing to ask forgiveness because for me I don't easily forgive unless the apology is sincere and you truly mean it then I will. On a note, I don't forget it either.
I also want to remind to anyone who just love to intimidate me or other innocent human beings or cause any harm to anything, don't you ever dare get close to me or my family, friends and loyal strangers. Even if you try, God will protect me that includes making you suffer to a point where you realize what you have done then that's a sign to back off. If not then you're being a stupid freak who has an ability to be even more retarded. 

   The only people that knows me very well are my parents and only few friends that I only trust, and God. Just because you assume doesn't count, instead you're thinking way out of head not knowing it. It's like you're learning without reading what you need to know. I may look vulnerable chic but you better think once, twice and thrice about even thinking one move towards me. I don't deal with dramatic nonsense that's nothing but load of crap of lies. The interesting about me is that I'm sensitive person which is why I can be too nice at most times and be taken advantage of but that is why I have a heart because I'm simply a human. There are times I would joke around that I'm a Vampire but still has humanity left in me, that's who I am. You don't need to like me, for all I care is you to except me and respect me, I mean if you can't do that then obviously you've got hell of issues and maybe diagnose yourself by dopey. 

  Believe it or not I'm truly am grateful for who I am because of my parents. They are my source of strength, loving bond that will never break and a hope. They have been through so much immigrated form far eastern hemisphere the country of Japan. Living in the US for over 2 decades, while living through hard work and being neglected by certain services all because they're ethnicity and accent when they spoke in English. But they never been in debt and never been in trouble by law; except being encountered by police woman who wrote a ticket that made absolutely no sense that was terminated by our friend who passed away a decade ago. Being lied by human resources all because she (Lisa Hancock) made careless mistake of a one digit SSN and my Dad never got his tax return until late September and she has never apologized about it, irresponsible bitch. The careless and reckless of people today still continues and past that we, good people had to go through is past. But we have to use that to learn the mistakes and how to avoid the evil troublemakers and that's where our wisdom grows and become unstoppable philosophers. I can't be thankful enough to my other friends who has really been there and lift me up higher and sharing their experiences. 

  I am the philosophy of these modern and to future days ahead. If you have the urge to do any harm at me or my relatives and other innocent people, remember this: God will come to you. When he comes there will be Judgement and if lucky when you have a change of heart then you will become a philosopher yourself and be humble. If you can't accept the change then unfortunately you are sociopath dark soul who will never learn to love and to grow. 

May the Light Righteousness be with you, if you disagree then simply back off.

Peace, Love and Karma♥
Vampress

  It's one of those days, as a student minding your business by busting your brain cells get your studying for the test or doing what you need to do. It's one of those days, where you want to be yourself because you have a test you're about to take and all you think about is memories and pieces what you learned or studied so far. Well, I had a test and I have a gut feeling that I didn't do so well as I expect AND because of her for being ruthless, pierced my tranquility that I need. To be honest, I really don't mind being asked or interrupted for asking a question; we are all humans. But you need to know this: You, Trechell Reid or Folkes don't know me really well so, let me clarify. I'M NOT a liar, mind you for my misunderstanding of your question. Secondly, since you have that luxurious iPad of yours you could have looked at it without asking me. Then again, I "thought" that you asked me the question that didn't have the answer the one she posted the answers for Exam 2 practice problems. So, that is why I answered; I just educationally guessed it. Also, let me add this for your tip towards your future, keep up with your hyper, cocky, attitude in that way it will be worthless to you when you become a doctor. The way you said to me, the tone, and making me like a piece of shit in front of the class was out of the limit for me, personally. 


  I was wrong, for me to hang out with you. An unfortunate that we thought we had so much in common, but I know one thing why you're being ignored by former classmates. Do you remember, when you said that you know them from another class and they know you but pretend they didn't know you? Well, I just answered your question honey, the fact is that you can't act calm or act like a professional mature lady. That moment when you went ahead shove in those words of yours made me look & think twice about you, yourself. I think you're happy person but sad that you need to "ease" your attitude and how you speak towards certain people. I find it ironic that you do yoga, despite the fact of majority of people who do yoga are considered as humble, grateful and placid. But you're not, instead you don't know the reality on how quiet & self-control is very essential for anyone who wants to be a Doctor or any type of Medical Careers; including that they are connected.

  Also, I think you need to rethink about when you're in Medical Terminology. Dr. Newmann may just be reading from a book but I know he is a great man who shares his experiences by going along with it. I respect him because not just he is an elderly person but he has a heart of understanding; experiences that he went through. I truly am grateful of it so, I can mentally note it for future reference. Don't you see? It's not a waste of time to go in that class; he does relate to the ones so it will prepare us ahead. At least he is at ease and humorous about what he says. You're just too serious and can't except the fact that laughing is part that makes us look and feel younger. 

  You need to calm down when you talk to me or to anyone as a matter of fact. And why do you even need to lose weight when you're just simply fine. Oh, when you told me that you want to lose weight eating just Cheetos Hot Fries or yogurt doesn't even work. Sometimes, I have guilty pleasure of eating junk foods but I just eat it little or small portions. It's called being etiquette and eating right, bitch. So, I'll take back on saying to you that you're nice and sweet person back. I don't even feel nothing bad about what I really think about you now unless, if you sincerely apologize (which will never happen). You have NO idea of what I had to go through physically, emotionally and mentally in my life. But I do know one thing, I'm in believer in God regardless of religious background and Karma. To you or others I maybe a slow the way I do or not very superior in certain ways but I'm surely not retarded. I can be a kid or act like one but I'm very sensitive and I can assure you, I can have one tough love, if anybody calls me liar, stupid, or other fowled language towards me. Did you know, what happened to those people? They simply disappeared or can't even have a nerve to say sorry because either they feel so damn guilty or they're just low-life fake humans. Who knows maybe karma did all that work so I can move on and enjoy my life just by being myself with awesome family, friends and much more new people that I may encounter.

  Because all of that including you, it made me realize that friends are the ones that you can trust in few. I was thinking about becoming your friend but apparently, I can't after today. I just want to say, have a wonderful lovely life with your success and your hubby of yours. I wish you the very, very, very and truly the best! I hope you get into the College of Medicine, so long and stay the bloody hell away from me, sarcastic bitch. One last thing, I only forgive to those people who really has change of heart, begging for mercy with my open arms, and I don't forget. Until then, when I die then I know I'll be happy place by letting go of that hell in these days of earth and be with warm and light with God. The only Almighty Divine that has never turned on my back so, you can go fuck yourself since you went to proper virgin road. You are the one who is selfish, never realized and learned on problems you still have and work on. Good Luck, have a LUXURIOUS life.

Peace, Love and Karma ♥
Vampress
  
  

  As some of you may realize that I have twitter and tweet often. But what you don't know is that I don't tweet in campus, shopping, or any public places and especially NOT in the vehicle. The fact is I'm considered and always as "old fashioned" & simple person living in this modern world. If you're wondering "well, do you have a cell phone?" Why, of course for emergencies and it's one of those classic two fold Virgin mobile, pay as you go type. Don't laugh at me for that because I'm grateful not to have an iphone because it's a distraction and annoying thing that unfortunately, people constantly glued on whenever they walk, drive, skateboarding and/or bicycling. And even if I had one, I don't bother to use it whenever I'm studying or in class, working, and importantly driving in my beautiful sexy Nissan Versa car. Do you know why? The answer is simple, it comes from morals and judgement of what will happen if I so and so. I don't need to explain because if you are like me or my type then you obviously know in your instinct; clearly what is right and wrong thing to do.


 Just yesterday, I was coming down from North of Dixie Highway on my way home from FAU. I was at the Pompano Beach area of the intersection of Dixie Hwy & SW 2nd St, and go in the Left turn line. At that time I've noticed a Broward Sheriff Officer vehicle came behind and got way close on my rear end; I was like, "Oookay." Yes, I'm one of those sensitive people who is in the car are cautious and doesn't any vehicles get way to close because that causes: careless accidents and damages on my or other people's cars. It was green but I didn't make a turn because the cars were kept coming and all of sudden this BSO of Deerfield Beach, decided to almost hit my rear end of my passenger side then cut in front of me then went off. Immediately, I was all in the what the $%#! moment, but then it might have been an emergency. Still, even if it was emergency, you need to be careful because to me if there was damages to my car it's considered disrespectful and calling my insurance and all of that paperwork shenanigans. That would be waste of time.

 So, thankfully I finally, go home safe and my Mother asked me how my day went. And I immediately started to bitch about what just happened and she simply said: "Officer or not, it's everywhere." Such a wisdom comment but I was so upset and logged in my twitter about that and the next day I got a tweet from @LiveStrongCat7 or known as Catherine Migliano Ph.D. You can follow her at her twitter account here. It's too bad that I couldn't follow her for she has blocked me but no hard feelings because I wouldn't follow her anyways for all little "butt in" tweets. 

 Let me just say this, I respect and disrespect you at the same time. So, I will henceforth to say this to you Cat, because I felt disrespected and felt rude by you. You can taste my true feelings because I'm bluntly honest and don't care for what you believe in or not. First, I don't and will NEVER tweet in a car or while driving. Duh, I'm not that ridiculously stupid then you assumed that I did. Really, so I tweeted you back by saying: "Do you have a psychic crystal ball?" No answer. before that tweet you had a creative tweet toward me saying that I had a fairy or a troll that did my tweetings, really?!?! (Note to sarcasm.) Honey, you really got me there and cracked me up! Then you got the nerve to say "Get over yourself." That's right Dr. NeuroPSYCHO, I AM over with that moment. Like I said to others before, I think you need to get over for yourself as well, just because you're retired deputy; doesn't mean you have the power to butt in your opinions and unfortunately, I only respect officers that do the right thing and don't overpower it. Unlike some officers that are sickos, like to stop randomly because they feel like it.

 The only thing that I respect you its that you're strong woman, who was TBI, Brain & Breast cancer survivor. God Bless you for that, I do truly mean that form my bottom of my heart. Or you can simply hate me and discard of what I just stated. Also, you seemed to be multilingual SOOO, jealous! I wish I was multilingual but I'm just bilingual that includes reading and writing. I envy you for what you're passionate to help others. Remember this don't just assume just because you think that I was tweeting in the car because you don't have evidence to show it do you. No worries, I won't follow you on your twitter you can enjoy your peace for I've report/block you. The fact is maybe you have tweeted in the car before for you have more tweets than me though that's not the answer. Sadly, you don't know me as a person or met me before but now I know you and you seem to be outspoken strong lady it's unfortunate that we can't be friends but neutral or an enemy. I have said before believe it or not, I've been through a lot I mean physically, mentally and emotionally. You might think, I'm exaggerating then I must say you have no heart in you. Everyday is challenge for me for we live in insanity of people in these days and yet I never loose hope because I believe in and love God unconditionally and for him to accept me as his child like Michael the archangel.

 For anybody who is interested to know about Dr. Catherine Migliano be sure to check out imdb. Or her LinkedIn, there are others but do your own research. That is all. Take-care, be respectful and understanding. Never just assume or jump into conversation unless you know of what you're going to ask & or say.

Peace, Love & KARMA! Baby,
Vampress

 

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