A Vamp Rose Diary

Well, New Year's is just around the corner.
It's never to late to change,
Change for better or for worse.
This is the time to refresh your mind & soul.
Time for new beginnings.

I know for one thing, I need to change too.
Of course, I'm not going to tell you,
It's a secret. (wink)
This year has been a wild journey, ups & downs.

& only seems so yesterday...
But you know what,
I must say getting old isn't so bad after all.
Because getting older means getting wiser,
Day by day. Philosophy *sigh*

To whoever reads my blog,
I want to say Thank-you
& I wish you a wonderful New Year's of Life.
I hope to continue blogging about life & what I do.

これからも前向きに、
勇気、希望と愛を込めて
善い御年を行きたいです。
お体をお大事にして下さい。

Peace&Love,
Vampress

Dear Everyone who reads my blog,

   I just want to say Happy Turkey Day!!! & I'm so sorry I haven't written or blogging lately.
I have been busy and in fact there are just some things going on. Life, that is just the way it is.
Anyway, my Microbiology Lab Finals are coming just around the corner and it is A LOT
comparing to the lecture. At least both of these class are same instructor so, whew.
Professor Khan is amazing & kind-hearted professor who teaches at Broward College,
it was very nice of him sending us a link to get us heads up about what is going to be on the
Test: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5146498135071357903
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8100918870362981466
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8828857065511244139

   Yup, I know what you are thinking, LOL.
Well, putting that aside I'm so looking forward seeing my cousin Yuki coming from Iowa.
It's going to be a decade last time she came down in Florida. Her 2 children is coming too!!!
My little baby cousin Michael & Mia! Awe, so EXCITED!!! Oh yeah, her husband is coming
too Mr."King" Scott Stogdill, ugh. I bet my Aunt is very happy, Wahoo~! My mother & I are
going to her place. Yays, we don't have to do the cooking, just bringing some goodies foodies.

   I gotta go, I hope everyone have a Wonderful Happy Thanksgiving.

Peace&Love,
Vampress 

Ah~ Autumn, one of my favorite seasons to enjoy!
The colors of gold, red, orange and yellow leaves falling down in a whisper while Pumpkin Spice and Cinnamon Maple Pecan scent flows in the air.
Not to mention Halloween is coming very soon.
Wish I was in the New England area so I can take its Nature's course.
Well, at least I have Microbiology to keep my mind sharp while doing some holistic remedies and research.

Good thing I'm keeping up my planner; yeah, forgive me for saying this "screw gadget planners!"
I can careless with these iphones, PS3s, and other supergadget stuff (just NOT interested.)
Even if I had a iphone I'll just use it for emergency and/or important event.
Autumn to me reminds me to be natural and enjoy what makes you feel good.
It is one charming season to get perked on New Age if you ask me.
Not that I'm a witch but I just love how you, yourself can control your own strength.

I think this is the best time to review what you did this past winter, spring and summer.
Analyze it, both positive and negative actions and think about it.
Whether you feel great or guilt, God will never turn back on you.
That's where power of wisdom gains and the more you realize the more wiser you become.
I don't believe in perfection. I believe in imperfection.
Soichiro Honda (one of my inspiration) once said, "99% failure is the key to success."

Peace&Love,
Vampress

It's been 10 years but it seemed just yesterday.
Today was blissful and sunny, everything seemed perfect.
Today is the day to honor our loved ones, friends, heroes, victims who lost last day of their lives.
Today we as people come together as one to unite as American.
That patriotism will never fade, as we continue rebuild our lives for the hope and future.
Reading the list of names we know or never heard it tells us their stories; stoires that will live on. 
Families and friends cope their loss but remembering them forever in their hearts.
May God Bless the courageous people, Firefighters, NYPDs, New Yorkers and America.
For more information about 9/11 Memorial visit:
www.911memorial.org

Peace&Love,
Vampress

   So, that is the question. Where do you think craziness come from?
Think about it, whatever your answer is right or wrong it really doesn't matter.
Mentally or just out of nowhere, in these days there are too much of craziness.
It is really annoying, fuckin' annoying. Maybe majority of people are just stupid.
Pardon of my rude comment but I'm just being honest. Hey, I am not that stupid nor
smart but I do have common sense.
   I think all of this craziness comes from what we eat. Food, "Huh? That's ridiculous!"
It maybe silly answer but there is saying: "You are what you eat." makes sense. Also,
it's not only food but the lifestyles and environment can have impact of it. A lot of humans
need to realize what they are doing to themselves and control their stuck-up or bitchy
attitudes. Don't even think about blaming some stupid unreasonable crap because no one
is at fault but you as individuals. You must take over and control your habits. If you cannot
do that then there is no hope for you.
   I think I'm crazy but only when I'm excited or extremely happy. Well, I think I'm normal
because I stop at red light or STOP sign when I'm driving. I always take caution. I always
remain calm even if earthquake is 7.9 or hurricane is category 5. I don't need that "digital
diet" shit it's not like I'm texting or tweeting every fuckin 10-20 minutes. I don't need to
worry about debt because I don't splurge like a materialistic bitch. I don't worry about
gossips or people saying nasty comments about me because they're just worthless assholes.
I don't believe in cosmetic surgery makes people beautiful, because it's only for people who
got into horrible accidents; not to make you a slut/fake.
   You be the judge.

Peace&Love,
Vampress

For me life is all about wisdom.
Wisdom comes from experience with knowledge.
Just because I'm done with a college degree,
doesn't mean I'm done learning.
There's a lot of things I want to learn and I haven't known.
That's what makes me Ageless.


What makes me Fearless,
is not because I'm strong or weak.
It's all thanks to my nemesis.
People who treated me shit, bullied me, made slanted eyes,
hated me because of my ethnicity, looked down on me because
"I just don't fit in," etc.
All of you are selfish mortals, you should feel so stupid.
Thank-you, because of your actions it just makes me wiser & stronger.


I hope you feel guilt, shame and shitty.
Your welcome.
Now, off I go to my productive of life goes on fools.


Peace & Love,
Vampress

   Today my Mother and I went to shopping at a donation store. First place we went to
was Faith Farm Ministeries, we were looking for a VCR. Luckily, they had VCR's that just
came in and it was in excellent condition, A+. We looked around a bit and purchased a long
sleeve shirt and 6 wrapped recording video cassettes. It was good items we purchased but
something that we made a difference and for other shoppers to do when purchased at a donated
goods store. While we were on the way to Goodwill my Mother would tell me "I felt that we did
something for those people who work there, whether they're veterans, retired, disabled, I feel I did
something good by buying the items from them. It makes me feel good." I couldn't disagree.
   When we reached at Goodwill store my oh my it was spectacular! The clothes were obviously in
categories by genders and sizes but I was impressed by how they put them neatly by colors, almost as if the store was fully colored in rainbows! Now, that is unique not even stores like T.J. Maxx, Marshalls, or even department sotres would go to that level. I looked around but I immediately went to the denim section where I tried 3 different pairs of jeans and try it on in the fitting room. I found an
awesome, perfect-fitted jeans from levis for $6!!! I'm telling YOU, you really need to step in
Goodwill shopping it's not that bad at all, especially if you're one of types to save money.
   Hey, I get it going on the splurge is one thing but you got to save money too. Shopping at donation store makes you feel good and you are making a difference for these employees and employers.
I'm not embrassed to shop there for I'm very proud of what I did today preppies!

Peace&Love,
Vampress

七夕流れ星神様、
この七つどうか私の願いをかなって下さい。

一　おばあちゃんが元気に長い生きしますように。
二　蛇園おじさんとおばさんも同じように。
三　大学成功成りますように。
四　健康を気を付けますように。
五　もっと毎日強く、勇気を広げて誰にもこの私に倒せないの力をもっとありますように。
六　神の近い力ありますように。
七は秘密。私の心から聞いてね。♥

Peace&Love,
Vampress

About a month ago, I've lost a dear friend.
She was just 24 years old, I felt sad and empty.
Even though, I've never got to spend a lot of time with her.
What I do remember about her is her bright radiant smile that made me happy.
Her gentle personality made everyone feel wonderful.

This year has been like... Hell. Hell with a lot of pain.
I fear & feel a lot more people are going to die but I hope not.
Mother Nature is fury at us because of what we're doing to the environment.
It is such a shame, I feel so guilty that there's nothing I could do to help more.
Majority of people won't even listen or understand what's going on.

Why? What happened to those good old times, our mannerisms, the real happiness.
Sometimes, when I'm alone at home, I cry.
There are times I look up at the blue sky and makes me wonder...
About future, will it get better or worse? God only knows.
I wish I was a sky. Yes, that blue sky.

All I can do is help what I can, pray and meditate.

Peace & Love,
Vampress

It's official, I'm going to Japan on 6/9/11!!!
Though, I'm not that excited...
It's not like I don't want to go but
There are just too many dangers.

Pause

On 3/11/11 earthquake/tsunami was terrible,
On beginning of May was victory! Osama Bin Laden was dead but high risk of
counterattack revenge...
Then many horrific tornados in the Midwest or
Maybe I'm thinking & worrying waaayyy too much.

It's been a decade the last time I've been on the plane.
It seems so yesterday,
Things change a lot over the days, weeks, and years.
For now all I can do is pray before my departure.

Well, I gotta get my things that I really need by following security measures.
Oh Dear God, I'm counting on you for your power of protection and that
I DON'T FREAK OUT. Amen.

Peace&Love with taking deep breaths,
Vampress

   I must admit..... that's right! I'm not a good writer but at least I'm honest with my feelings.
So, I must continue my blog; that is as long as I live until I'm full pile of ashes. It's not like I'm
planning to become a writer or an author and even if I was I would have my proofreaders read it
first to make sure it's polished and ready to get it published.

   That's all for today, have a great day til then.

Peace & Love,
Vampress

So, last night of Saturday, May 14, 2011,
It was about close to 11:00 p.m.
Then a phone rang and I was like who in the world?
I just shrugged it off and got my lazy bottom to answer it.
It was my Aunt (my Mother's sister.)

She said she was sorry to call us late at night
& I immediately said "That's okay, it's not a big deal."
When I gave the phone to my mother then it was one of those moments
"uh-oh something is not good at all, s***."
My grandmother was into shock.

Apparently, she had a hypoglycemia (low blood sugar in the blood.)
To make it more worse, she's not even in the hospital where she needs to be.
She is in the nursing home, how stupid of my uncle & his devil wife (my mother's sister-in-law.)
Not only that she's not even a person who would get hypoglycemia.
I think my grandma is in stress, I mean mentally BIG a** Stress.

You see, my grandmother likes to stay in her home (where she belongs)
But because my lousy uncle & especially his wife don't even like to take care of her,
They put her in the nursing home so they can have a easier "better lives."
They totally f***ed it up & if they think we don't know or don't have a clue
Of what they're doing BIG MISTAKE we're NOT that stupid.

GRrrr, I can understand why my mother told me that her head is feels like "volcano."
Mine is nothing comparing to her head, lmao, it's more like 2012 movie.
My head & my feelings are belnding mixture of volcano/tornado/tsunami/earthquake&hurricane.
Yup, dislike, I would NEVER in my life have I thought of them to be that way.
Then his final answer that really ticked us off "It's because she's getting old."
WTF?! That's NOT even an reasonable answer but that's okay.

Can't wait to meet them again someday,
Because I'm just going to give them dirty/hateful look at them
With a taste of my dark evil bitch goddess side of me.
All I can do know is pray & hope.
My grandmother and to any elderly people in Japan deserve
A LOT more after what they had been through all those hardworking years.

日本の若い人と大人人達も、
自分の祖母と祖父をもっとケアするべきです。
自分の事をよりもね。
そう思いません？思い無かったら、残念だけど
貴方は生きる勝ちが有りません。

Cruel, cold-hearted as I can be,
the least I'm doing is being honest with my thoughts to
all of those heartless s*** souls out there.

Peace & Love,
Vampress

Dear Mom,

I hope you had a beautiful, relaxed,

Mother's Day.

I'm so grateful to have a wonderful

Mother.

I'm blessed to have a Mother

caring, loving, protecting, courageous,

and not afraid to speak of her wisdom words.

お母さん、

いろいろ今まで本当に有難う。

まだまだ私は学ぶべき事がたくさんあります。

こんな一人娘だけが、この様に生まれて、

神様に心から感謝します。

ママ長い生きしてね。

With Love & Peaceful Eternity,
From your only daughter,
Vampress

WARNING, THIS MAY CONTAIN COLD MESSAGES
TO THE PERSON WHO I HATE. THIS IS MY FREEDOM
OF SPEECH SO IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY THEN THAT
MAKES YOU STUPID. Now, as I was saying.

Dear Janel Yutaka Cotton
Happy Birthday Star0055 or more like Slut0055,
I wish you a deathbed of your party of booze,
You describe yourself Half-Japanese & Half-American,
You're more likely a Half-Bitch & Half-Prostitute
With a nice stuck-up persona.

You may have over 500 friends on your ugly facebook
but you just want to be Super Miss Pretty Popular.
What? What was that? Me, Jealous, HA! LMAO,
you're being completely out of your mind fool.
Why would I be jealous of your half negative white face,
and other half stereotype Nippon.
You're just nothing but purely one of those mongrels (the "negative" types.)

Oh, I like your fighting words whore,
Me Ill-educated? Wrong, I'm WELL-EDUCATED,
Me poor understanding of social etiquette? Incorrect, I'm WELL-MANNERED
and may I add that I know my elegance of my personality because of
my pure-blooded Japanese background of traditional morals.
My Dear poor selfish child (Giggling so hard),
YOU ARE THE ONE who is misunderstood, tsk, tsk.

"Americans don't like assuming things." ?????
Huh? Are you on methamphetamine princess brat?
Sweetie, Assumption is natural part of instinct for Japanese.
Sad, that you don't even realize that and the fact that I'm
Japanese-American FYI, input it on your frontal lobe of your drunk a**
brain of yours. If you remember that at least 10 years later then that would be
a miracle but is highly unlikely. Go learn Anthropology dummy.

Nope, I'm NOT done yet Barbie LOL,
that you stating me "I'm Obsession of YOU!?"
OMFG, you're disgusting FREAK.
How dare you say such inappropiate assumption that is
coming out of your defile mouth!
Again, For Your Information I fortunately don't have
OCD and ADHD but maybe YOU do JANEL.
I'm very calm/cool person, you can even ask a psychic.

Generally, you're just like a hybrid of Paris Hilton/Lindsey Lohan.
I would never forget that you said you were getting
Breast Augmentation, not only to me but right in front of a guy.
NASTY of YOU, with that of black raccoon eyes of yours.
2 boyfriends then third boyfriend=FAIL, keep it up by finding
another one and hopefully you're going to get gangbanged.
Your mother a nurse supporting with all that shit procedure of
upgrading boob job is pathetic judgement of her, instead of
Megumi Cotton should be more like UnMegumi Cotton.

Good Luck on your freedom of party life.
No need of you telling me "Have a nice life" because
I'm more than that you naive little girl,
you should've stayed away from me.

Lastly, if you know Japanese you should do better by
writing more I mean MORE kanji 漢字　
hiranagaひらなが&katakanaカタカナ
than just writing romajiロマ字.
Just because your mother is Japanese,
DOES NOT mean you know it idiot,
it takes A LOT more practice to know it perfectly.

For those of who are friends with this unfortunate soul,
You're just blind or maybe there is a cataract in your eyes.
For you'll info, she said "Bunch of monkeys" at
Broward College in North Campus when it was full
of noises with majority of wonderful African-Americans;
If you dare to call me hater/racist.

By the way Janel, just because you look too damn pretty
does NOT makes you attractive because YOUR
personality sucks as rotted egg & sperm. (smirk)

One last thing, if you keep playing or what happened to me
when you reeled me in with your f****n fishing rod just the fact
that I'm Japanese; KARMA is going to hit you hard as if
somebody smashed out of your brains.
Don't forget to rinse your snobbish mouth with bleach or
hydrogen peroxide if you need more cure.
God and your motherfucker made a big mistake by
creating you.

Now, I'm advancing my life professionally by helping,
caring, & expanding my experience, knowledge and philosophy.

Sincerely,
VAMPRESS

Today will probably be the most happiest day in our lives,
Well except to the selfish demons.
Last night, I didn't get to have a chance to take a look
At late night news but OMG.

This past morning it was a miracle,
Osama Bin Ladin is finally DEAD!
What a joyful, brightful day to all of us & to the World.
Especially, to those who lost their Dearly Beloved ones,
A Mother, Father, Daughter, Son, Brother, Sister,
A Friend, Neighbor, Godparents, Aunt, Uncle,
Cousins,  CoWorker, Grandparents, Strangers...

Tears brought to our eyes but soothed our souls,
Well Done Troops, Navy SEALs, CIA, and to other people
Who serve & protect our beautiful country.
President Obama Thank-you for everything especially
The promises that you made,
You can count on me for your next elections.(wink!)

May God Bless you all and to the World.
With PATRIOTIC PRIDE
& Proud to be an American.

Peace & Love,
Vampress

What an enchanting day,
It was like a story from a fairy tale
but this was a real story that really happened in England.
Catherine Elizabeth Middleton also known as Kate was beautiful,
& Prince William was charming.

I was very happy for them especially for Prince William,
If only Princess Diana was here to see her wonderful son today.
I bet she see him everyday from Heaven smiling down on him.
The Royal Wedding was like no other but
It was Spectacular,

Everybody was ELEGANT,
That lovely/UNIQUE/Mad Hatter like style hats,
Little Bridesmaids so adorable,
That Grace like wedding dress,
Classic, Simple, Very VINTAGE.

Oh, I may not be a British but
I'm PROUD to be an Anglophile.
Yes, I L♥VE England!
I will go visit there someday
In my GLAMOROUS Gothic&Lolita Fashion. (Giggle)

May God Bless to
The Duke & Duchess of Cambridge,
I wish you th Best and forever Happiness.

For More Information of the British Royals
Visit at: http://www.royal.gov.uk/

With Anglophile persona,
Peace & Love,
Vampress

Happy Earth Day! or some people say Happy Mother Nature's Day!
Or others might say Happy Hippie Day!
Well, you can say whatever you want to say.

Since earth is so precious planet,
I want to share my personal philosophy of Earth Day:

I. Eco is the way to go
II. Know the 4R's: Recycle, Reduce, Reuse, RESPECT
III. Don't litter, take your crap and put it in the Garbage
V. If you are not using fans, lights, and other electrical devices then turn it OFF
    & unplug it
IV. Stop wasting water, we're NOT Mermaids for God's sake
VI. Buy a shopping reusable bag & you can make yourself Fashionista Goddess
VII.Try using Biodegradable materials 
VIII.Banging LOUD Boombox during early morning &/or late night does NOT make you look cool,
       it just makes you stupid & causing deaf to all of the community so, please STFU
IX. If you love your own children then do your part by taking care the environment for their Future
X. There's more but I'm going to stop here until next Earth Day
      & if you don't like my philosophies then that's perfectly 100% fine with me.

Because YOU are just being 100% ugly ass who will never understand.

愛の有れば地球を守りましょう、私達の為にじゃなく
未来の子供たちに。

Peace & Love,
Vampress
 

"The Earth is Blue."
                                   ~Yuri Gagarin

“地球は青かった.”
　　　　　　　　～ユーリイ・ガガーリン

The Earth is beautiful.
地球は美しい。
That is why we must live in Peace, show our Love, and believe in Hope for our Future.
だからこそ私達は平和で生きること、愛を見せること、そして未来の為に希望を信じること。
５０周年に成りまして、おめてどう御座います。

Peace & Love with Hope,
Vampress

Ah~ the good old cold cream.
Yes, it is the beauty product we rely on
To remove that cakey make-up on our face
But it's not only to remove make-up but also
Used to clean our face & neck.

There is a bit history of the cold cream.
It was invented by Galen or known as Claudius Galen in Latin A.D. 130?-200?,
He was a Greek physician, a writer on medicine & a philoshopher.
Wow, God I envy the Greeks on everything!
Anyway, I thought it would be interesting who invented it. (wink!)

Basically, cold cream ingredients are made up on simple ingredients:
Beeswax, water, olive oil to soften the skin & rose oil to leave delicate scent.
In modern days the olive oil is replaced by a chemical known mineral oil
To slow the spoil, as well as alcohol, glycerin, and other chemicals.
Which is okay but I don't like it, personally.....

If you are one of those types that love to use natural or at least close to organic materials,
Then try the company called Boots Original Beauty Formula COLD CREAM Rose.
I personally L♥VE it! It's not organic but very close to natural ingredients,
There is other cold cream products like Pond's or Noxzema, etc.
It really depends on you and which company is suitable for your beautiful skin.

Not to mention the name origin cold cream does not actually feel "cold."
However, it does leave you feel clean & clear.
The best benefit is that you really don't have to use a lot of water,
If you want to be an eco chic plus it's good for people that has dry skin.
So if you're in a hurry & don't have a time to wash your face,
Grab the cold cream, smooth it all over your face & neck, then remove it with
Damp cotton wool or pad.

Now, don't you feel fresh, supple and wonderful? Of course.
That is the cool power of cold cream, til then.

P.S.
Here is a website of The Boots Company: http://www.boots.com/

Peace & Love,
Vampress

It's April Fools! Day.
& with that I don't have a joke to say,
Bummer... oh well it's Friday. (YeSssss!)

もう４月なんだね...　早いね、
日本頑張ってね。
最近NHKのUStreamがオフライン
for一週間...本当に最低です。

でもその代わりRafuShimpo読んでます、
後は私のとても尊敬する慣れ人:
GACKT、宇多田ヒカル、青木美沙子、YOSHIKI, Lady Gaga, etc.
みんなは立派なヒューマニズム芸能人。

特にGACKTと宇多田ヒカルさんに、
& if 私のメッセージ届けるとしたら、
これだけ有ります。

GACKTさんへ、
本当に感動します。ガクトさんが初めてのデビュー時から、
とても憧れました。彼は私心を神の力染まれ、
その時この自分が変わりました。
あの不思議な彼のimpact...
でもあの３月１２日、あの恐ろしい津波...
世界中がとても悲しくショック受けました。
でもガクトさんがstep upしと時
明らかに彼らしい姿出ました。
SHOW YOUR HEART!
ガクトさん本当にありがとうございます。
いつも、いつまでもあなたの事サポートをします。
ファンでも、知り合いでも、友達でも、soulmateでも、
I'm always here spiritually.

宇多田ヒカルさんへ、
Wow!　You are SuperLady!!!
I really envy you as always.
ヒカルさんは本当に立派な人です。
Blood donateする事まで...
It's a Brave blood,　そう
あなたもガクトさんみたいですね。In a way.
ヒカルさんのinspirationを私の心から感謝しています。

Thank-you to you both．xoxoxoxo

希望であり、
愛と平和を包まれ、
Vampress

When I woke up this early morning, there was another bad news...
Bad news that I or anyone don't want to even hear,
Yes, there was another earthquake in Sendai Japan.
"Damn it!" I thought but this time everybody was warned early.

I don't remember exact Magnitude, I think it was 6.0 or 6.5 but
It was positively medium level for sure with that the worse part...
The Nuclear Power Plant just makes it vulnerable,
All that hard work to finally putting the radiation at lower level...
All of those 50 brave workers who risk their health and lives...

I know I feel like speechless but as I always said before I'm NEVER hopeless.
And that is no lie because praying is part of hope's process.
Even NASA & ISS made thousands of origami of cranes,
Symbolizing culture of Japan, sympathy, peace and hope.
My heart melted, tears pouring down on my cheeks with a little smile.

日本頑張って、太陽の国頑張れ、
日本は絶対諦めては駄目。
そう　Failure's is not a option.
さんざん今まで私たちは血を流してながら、
戦って、守って、立ち直した。
私から、世界中から、
あなた達をいつも守って上げるから
Don't you ever worry, we always got you back, no matter what.

Peace, Love & Hope,
Vampress

I'm going to miss you forever,
That beautiful velvet violet eyes,
That wonderful simple dark hair,
That elegance personality with gracious motion of yours,
You are truly breathtaking beauty.

I don't remember back then,
Those good old days,
The only thing the first time I saw you
Was that movie Cleopatra,
And that lovely The Elizabeth Taylor Collection.

That eloquent smell of Passion,
That heavenly scent of White Diamonds,
That mysterious fragrance of Black Pearls,
That beauty that never fades.
And a close relationship to a true legend of music Michael Jackson.

May you R.I.P.
Now you're with him and a place called Heaven,
You may not be here physcially
But you're immortal spiritually,
Your true graceful icon will live on forever.

Thank-you for everything that you've done for humanity,
Hopefully we will find a cure for AIDS/HIV & fight back.
Please visit at: http://www.elizabethtayloraidsfoundation.org/
To continue her kind-hearted mission.

Peace & Love,
Vampress

Did you know?
That once in every 18 years, Super Moon or Super Full Moon occurs.
Note: NOT Super Sailormoon, Lol.
What's so special about it? Well, Here are some interesting facts:
The Moon gets closer to Earth, the more closer to Earth then the ocean of tides
will be rougher. Plus, there could be possible Natural Disasters due to gravitational pull.
It does get bigger about 14% & brighter approximately 30%; majority the full Moon does vary in sizes.
There is evidences of Natural Disasters event connected to it.
You can carefully read more information about this that I retrieved from this website @
http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2011/16mar_supermoon/

P.S.
I have to admit it is really beautiful like a
Pearl Moon.

Peace & Love,
Vampress

一週間後...
あの酷い地震の後
だんだん皆が、一生懸命頑張ってる。

辛くても、何とかいけると力を合わせてながら
皆が、希望をもってながら人を助けに行く。

だから、それは　Life.
だから、自然は人間より強い。
だから、自然が私達を何か伝えよとしてる。

We can NEVER beat Mother Nature.
No matter what.
This is way of gaining Philosophy of Life.

われわれの人生は全て悲しいと嬉しい訳でもない、
良い事も悪いことも無い
でも、平和　愛情　思いやり　祈り　希望　在れば
どんな事遭っても　絶対　生き延びる

私たちは、“どうして?こんな事なるの?”
それは、We may never know, only God knows.
大丈夫、because I see every children smiling.
日本は絶対に立ち直す、
You know why? 日本は世界一のとても素敵な国だからです。
風に負けず、冬に負けず、寒さ負けず、海に負けず、
日本人は絶対負けないよ。

Peace & Love,
Vampress

日本の皆様へ、
大丈夫ですか？本当にショックすぎて、もう言葉も出ないぐらい、
自分の心臓が止まりました。

亡くなった人々も心から思っています。
また、見付らない人も入るので、でも希望を捨てないで下さい。
今朝の４時から４時半の間、母親の友達から電話会った頃です。

その後すぐに自分の家族と友達に電話したら、ぜんぜんつじてなかった。
仕方なく仕事と学校行かないと、それでも頑張ってまた電話します。
きっと今度はつじると祈ります。
無事に入ますように。

I send my heart of full condolences to the victims of the Earthquake of Japan,
as well to same for the west coast of US, Hawaii, Alaska, Canada, and other
countries in the Pacifc.
Please be careful, stay safe and listen carefully to the news.
If you need any information of this Earthquake about your loved ones there is a info, just go to:
http://www.google.com/crisisresponse/japanquake2011.html

Hopefully, you can know where he/she is,
I pray for everyone, may my prayers send you comfort & light.
Hang in there, we're all going to get through this.
Peace&Love,
Vampres

     Happy Valentine's Day! Ahhh~ can you just feel the love is in the air?
 Or do you see cupids flying around & shooting arrows? Or is it time for romantic get-away?
 Well, whatever your plans for this day, you better make it amor vin-cit om-nia in Latin meaning
 'love conquers everyhing.'
     Don't forget that Valentine's Day is not only about between 2 lovers but that you also love
 your friends. Now, people that are single (like me) are still fortunate so, don't panic! (Just wait and
 true love will come to you.) In fact, I really enjoy being single for now because I hate "rushing"
 in relationships, it's just not me. If there is someone out there, who is truly willing to be my eternal lover
 then I will be his immortal lover.
     Thank God for Valentine's Day existed it's actually my second favorite holiday. Anyways, have fun, don't
 forget to give: hugs, kisses, chocolates, valentine's cards, roses, red wine, etc.
 X♥X♥
 Peace & Love,
 Vampress

   Today was mild, it was little bit cold but because of warm sun rays; my body, mind & soul felt restored. As usual on weekends my mother and I made simple breakfast. After finishing our breakfast, my mother called her sister to make sure if she was doing okay. Thankfully, my aunt said everything was fine, well except she had a cold. My mother was telling her to just get some rest and take plenty of Vitamin Cs. I could hear the conversations because it was on the speaker-phone.  
   Few seconds later after talking to my aunt, she then called her friend or I could say her Best Friend. Her friend named Yoko, sounded very melancholic. I immediately knew something was not good by listening to her voice. Then gradually she broke down to tears but not in sobbing way. It was the news that I or anybody really did not like to hear. Unfortunately, her dog, a pomeranian passed away on January 9, 2011 due to many health complications; she was just 4 years old.
   I was shocked, as if I felt my heart sank down to the floor and broke into thousand pieces. My friend or I consider her as my little sister, Samantha (Yoko's daughter). I could feel her sorrow even though they live few miles away. If you are an animal lover like myself, you know it's hard to cope with loss of your beloved. I understand because I had two beloved cats; one passed away due to cancer, the other of old age of 19 years and I always miss them ever since.
   What I do know and believe in, is that all cats, dogs, and other animals definitely do go to the Other Side or known as Heaven. There is a book that I have read before and I encourage everyone to read: All Pets Go To Heaven by Sylvia Browne. The author explains about relationships of our pets, how they impact our lives. Also, she describes that they are well, restored back to health, and happily waiting us on the Other Side. So, no matter our beloved pets went through their last moments of life, they will always live within our hearts.
   When I meet my sister soon, I want to give her a sympathy hug. I will tell her the only way to get through this, is that it will take time. Sometimes, if you give yourself time, to listen to your surroundings. Quietly, you will feel a soft, warm, furry touch rubbing against your arms, legs, face. You will know it's your beloved pet visiting from paradise. It happens to me from time to time, when I lay down on a sofa to take a little nap; I always get that nice warm radiance feeling from my cats. Now, it sounds awkward but if you love your dearly beloved pet; they never left you because you & your animals have that special bond that always existed ever since.

  

   Happy Birthday to Edgar Allan Poe as I thought. If he was alive today it would be his 202nd Birthday. Unfortunate for him though, to die in such tragic way... Nobody in fact, do not know what really happened to him. There could have been a fight, plotting him to get poisoned or maybe sudden illness. Any possibilities can be assuming in historic person view. Only accurate detail of his last moments of life was that he was found in horrible condition. He was taken to a hospital somewhere in Baltimore, died on October 7, 1849 at age 40. Now, I don't consider myself bookworm but I do love to read; especially his works.
   There is a person that I know. Never met her (in person), though I wish I had. I have to say that we have so much in common. It is weird because...... goodness, I don't even know where to start! Well, let me start by her name or known nickname: Hikki. Some people get a spark by hearing this name; yes, she is known as Hikaru Utada. She is very famous in Japan & America (sometimes) and did you know? She was born same birthday as Edgar Allan Poe! I think that's awesome, she actually stated that she loves to read his tales & poems. There goes one thing in common, another we share is that we're bilingual. There is more conjoint between us but I personally favor to keep that secret. Also, I definitely would love to meet her someday.
   It's going to sound strange when I explain this but I feel that part of Edgar Allan Poe's soul lives within her in psychic sense. I don't know why but it feels like it, from what I can recall. It was one of TV show interview in Japan that she said, "I would love to open my very own bookstore someday, be an author and that is one of my dreams." I hope she does because it will be interesting what her book is going to be about. Lastly, I know that he is in a place called Heaven. Smiling down at his fan readers while he still continues to write (probably).