A Vamp Rose Diary

I hope everyone had a wonderful stuffed Thanksgiving Day.
I know I did, that I'm truly grateful for what I have done.
I have not done very big but it's for my personal issue that turned into hope.
Hope that never backed me down and encouraged me to go on further.
This year has been confusion and transition from my shell to another view.
I thought I was going to pass out and be hospitalized for months.
Fortunately, that did not happen.

Florida Atlantic University was established in 1961.
Being accepted in Owl community kind of gave me a little smile.
There were some rocky moments but I knew you just have to keep searching;
besides as a student I have the right to know with answers regarding to my questions.
(That goes same to everybody out there)

What I'm thankful for is that FAU has opened their wings for me (regardless that I'm not
even nerd enough but willing to work on it.)
Along with that FAU students can workout at the fitness rec for free. (Yays!) 
Which is no excuse for me not to workout because I would definitely need it for my
health & wellness reasons.
Also making some new friends who are lovely, unique, & always making me smile everyday.

Lastly, I can't forget to thank for all of my family & friends/dead or alive; if it wasn't for you
I would probably didn't exist and be left in darkness.
Especially to my Mother, if it wasn't for your compassion & your strong-willed determination
I would not be in a position of where I am. I ♥ You very much, 本当に心から感謝してます。
Sondra, Thank-you for being a terrific Taurean. You are such a wonderful person that always
there to listen, making me feel a young free spirited woman, and making me laugh so hard that 
I have to suffocate!

One more thing is to my spirituality connecting to God presence. 
(Although I'm not a Christian, I'm a Buddhist. So don't judge my beliefs.)
I'm grateful that God is part of my soul as well for my dearly beloved deceased relatives.
Thank-you for lending me the power of strength and providing me philosophy of Bushido.
I will keep moving on, win or lose. As long as I don't give up what I'm passionate that is
to help people by giving them love and support.

Nothing from here.
You the haters and former bullies who in the past tormented me with pure shit 
I'm truly thankful for it because it just made me stronger. A f***en thanks to you.
I'm just getting started to evolve into better life & future.

Peace & Love,
Vampress