Hey everyone, it has been a while again. I decided to go on a rant about how our society in these days are filled too many dickheads and bitches. And IDGAF because there are once in a while pissed off moments because I'm human and other reason is YOUR problem not mine. I am upset not because I was directed but because of my Physics Lab partner was simply reasonable about explaining clearly why we had our 2 of data parts were on the data set 1 on the second print. It seems like our TA had bipolar attitude from decent and positive to aggravated and being a real douche bag/ smarty ass/ Ph.D over the top attitude toward my partner. Which was unnecessary, totally not reasonable for that TA to be in cocky momento. Sure, lets face it, I'll be honest I do have issues at times and do get bitchy (once in every 28 days of cycle) BUT I learn how to control it ladies and gentlemen who loves to get on my last fury. 

 Whatever you're thinking or stressed out about, dear TAs, Graduate or PhD students get your shit together and do us undergrads a favor STOP BEING A REAL COCKY ABOUT BEING A SUPER SMART ASS and act like a real professional dudes or elegant ladies. Because it's one of those days when the weather effects on my mood then you better watch your attitude because I have karma power in my system and you really want to think twice on how you talk and treat me. Bunch of assholes like my TA is nothing but a fake Emo geek who sadly doesn't know how to fucking listen CAREFULLY, "oh I don't understand" with a hint of frustration tone. Seriously that is so hilariously funny as for that TA being so ignorant and fool. Fuck-you to majority of TAs out there, if I was a TA then I would never act such a way. It's not professional, oh and good luck on your future career by acting like one. Seriously, fuck-you and thank-you for spending such wonderful moment on experimenting in physics lab and educating us about the theory about it. 


 I had many friends asking me what time do you get to campus? I would honestly tell them, oh at around 6:30AM ish. Most of the time during Spring & Fall except for Summer, I wake-up at 4AM. Yes, no joke, and some or most of you would respond: "Whoa, that is too way early for me and you're crazy." Well I agree and disagree with that response but here is reason why I wake up early: to start my day and get things done right away. To think about it generally we all have different lifestyle and schedules that we do whether going to school, work, volunteer or all of them. Individually, it doesn't matter because the key point is to get on time without being stressed or worse, frustrated at the traffic and looking for parking spots. That's where initial road rage activates and it ain't pretty at all, even if you're a hot, good-looking female.

 I live in SoFlo or better word to say South Florida. I go to FAU, to learn new things, make new friends avoiding idiots and taking courses that I can manage to work out by balancing my life without going extremely bummed out with bunch of nonsense stress overload. South Florida isn't so bad with a fact that I'm a Floridian but I'm not one of those hurry the f--- up speeding at over 50mph driver with rage. That is why I decided to wake early because it's less jammed traffic and there aren't many drivers out there. Before classes start I go to the gym and workout at least 30-35 minutes, to stay fit and stay active throughout the day. It feels nice because the fresh ozone air makes me feel refreshed before that bright sunrise shines. Do you know the answer before workout at the FAU Campus Rec the reason I go early? If you answered or guessed it Parking Spots then my wise owl you are so darn right O! And I have to park at the corner spots because that way I don't get many damages from other careless drivers who don't even have a heart about not to scratch my vehicle. I know that's how neat freak I am but I may sound weird by saying this, I respect my car because it takes me or even you as a driver everywhere and whenever you need to get to your destination. 

 If you don't believe that most successful people wake up early then research your favorite/inspirational people and prove me wrong. I'm sure Benjamin Franklin did the same and during that time there weren't any alarm clocks to wake him & others up. Our bodies are meant to move and therefore meant to sleep well. We lost that basic natural time management and ever since we used computers, iphones, ipads and other useful gadgets has erupted our minds and time. You may have heard that the lights emitted form our labtops, smartphones and other devices that I mentioned can decease our melatonin which is the hormone that helps us to sleep. I'm sure a lot of people are too busy, obsessed and whatever the reason is do yourself a favor, take control of your sleeping issues and do the digital detox for at least once a week if you can. 

 We were born to take the control but if you need help then ask and keep searching until you have the right therapist to make you sober of digital addiction. I'm not saying don't get into social networking, cancel all of your social networking or cancel your email accounts. You need to think what is best for your body and to manage your life cycle in this case time management and how not to blame other people because you're in a hurry. Pushing yourself and discipline your duty is key to professional success. Pushing others with an attitude to pressuring them to speed up because you're going to be late is not even excuse. I have been told, heard and agreed that you should be strict on yourself but go easy on others. Most TAs and/or instructors sure could use that motto everyday before planning and teaching their students. Don't blame on me for my decent timing, don't think as me that I deserve a extra credit points for being a good student, but you can be sure that I can be an example to have guts getting on time at school or work if you ever need my hel

 As many of you know that by law and for protection as a driver, homeowner you have to some security blanket to protect you, your family and your essentials. Some of you may not have insurance well, good luck to you and I hope you don't get screwed up by idiots and natural disasters. Putting that aside, I want to share you my opinions and why you should do the same but not with same company insurances. This past Summer a good financial analyst welcomed & introduced us to the company he works for after he helped my parents pension from Japan (like retirement) by processing the information through wire transfer. We went to the company switched our Allstate for my Dad has been over 30 years Loyal costumer and never went down as they said they would. Here is why we as a family and being a safe driver are fed up with this agent: unprofessional, sarcasm with hint of bitchness and lack of communication. We also felt they enjoyed to poke fun of us due to race but I don't give a damn because we are & always proud to be who we are so, fuck you Grady and Denise. Both of you are liars and hypocrites. Too bad you lost your primary loyal costumer, my Father.

 I'm in my age where I'm done my teen years and matured adult student. I have been a well-behaved that you actually don't see here in South Florida. I always try to be careful, follow the rules and do not text and speed. It's sad that we pay, as family for over $330 and never goes down, NEVER. Sure, we did get discounts as good driver policy but still over $330; it's bullshit. So we decided to move on, time to change and switched to Progressive. We're glad that we did this because it saved us about $150 and gave us opportunity to look into our account through website (paperless). Recently we received a program called Snapshot where it's a device that you plug into your vehicle for 6 months. Then during those six months it records how well and safe you drive without so many hard brakes. After six months is the results if we can save more depending our driving mode. I mean it's a fair deal and Progressive have shown us there is chance to save and opportunity on how to save. Allstate and more specifically the agents was pathetic and seemed like she refused to give us discounts. Bitch I hope you get more costumers come into your office then again why would be coming back to you or any other Allstate. Why don't you do yourself a favor Allstate agents: change your you're in good hands into more like Progressive. Good Luck on your business.

 Lastly, starting tomorrow I'm going to drive to school and it's about 35 minutes to get there depending traffic times. I don't like to jinx but I'm so lucky that I haven't had any car accidents and that I keep good safety habits while handling the wheel. Lets face it, when you handle the wheel, your life depends on it. I'm ready for challenge of not only snapshot program but to change when it's necessary. You too can make courage and a big difference to just look around and save some money. As well as how the company and/or agent itself treat you. Your money or whether your parents help you financially is hard-earned maney that you or they worked for. Plus being a safe driver, yes, you deserve a lot better rate for the cost of protection.

 So, stop being afraid to get a quote. Just do it as Nike would say. Do your homework, research and trust. You can get better service and payment by shopping around. Being good, working hard you truly deserve a break of high payment hassles.


 So my Fall Semester started yesterday, it was good to see my former classmates/friends around the campus. This term I'm at two different campuses, which is great opportunity to change the routine around a bit. Today, I am taking part 2 of Physics with the same professor because few reasons: he is funny, his course is easy to pass but I need to study about it and he teaches the way making us understand by pieces. It was great to see him again and it seemed like a long ago of my Endless Summer Days. However, I am a bit annoyed about his little problem like his personal life about his family. I mean its okay but private is private unless if you're willing to take risks by sharing in these days of madness by idiots, stalkers or who knows jealous people who just loves to make your life a living full of shit. 

 With all due respect for this professor, I know he is very kind gentleman. But insane and have to be, because Ph.D human beings for the most part are either highly intellectualized or coo coo. I'm pretty sure we go through some pressures, stress and worry how we are doing in our routine lives. I understand because I go through a lot has been and will always be as long I live in this world. For him to spill out about his family is not good at all, I don't EVER tell about my family and/ or personal life because it's none of anyone business and I want to be safe against I want to know wannabes or disgusting stalkers. I do share about it with my closet friends. He needs to sometimes STFU about his happily ever after family life and just focus on teaching students along with his funny jokes. 

 I don't know what's got into me but I think it's time for to act like a mature, cool bitch who don't give a flying fuck about your luxurious life and how much you love the Victoria's Secret silk undies. Come to think of it, I think it was wrong to look into my LinkedIn profile. I don't why I said that but looking at my profile twice, yes it was twice, at first I was surprised but then again you'e just like a lone stalker who wants to know everything because you have the right to since you're highly intellectualized gerbil, country from famous chocolate Godiva and loves to be drunk alcoholic. Seriously, knock it off. I actually was not all that happy with your lectures today. Wake-up and smell a calm down a bit Dr. 'Seriously' PhysicSicko.


Dear Everyone,

 As you may heard from the Media World, Robin Williams has passed away at 63. I want to write about this blog because even though I never met him as a person (or I wish I had) but I know I'll meet him on the other side. I had never known this could happen personally for myself because I am deeply sad and shock at the same time. I can't believe it still... it's like he seemed so energetic but this is just so unbelievable why? It didn't seemed like he had depression as the sources stated recently. But it's not surprising to even get or diagnosed with depression since there are many ways to get it and types to handle the never ending sad illness. I maybe even have depression because of many reasons like the innocent civilians getting killed in Gaza. Passengers of Malaysia Airlines Flight 17 killed by the Russians rebels missiles. Any so many tragedies that it reminds so many times that life is very precious & yet fragile. Ladies and Gentlemen, you may not realize it but if you were me you can't even bitch or complain or become less asshole. That's up to you, and just because I grieve doesn't mean that I'm weak or I lack of tears doesn't make you right to assume that sociopath. I have a real heart that beats ever since I was born into this world and took a first breath. I know and understand how it feels like to lose someone dear. But person like him, Robin Roberts, is devastating because he was a true sincere, bright man no what the age is, he was the one who made me smile when I was stubbornly mad as a child, he was the one made me laugh when I was sad. There is no one could ever replace like his sweet, warm smile, a smile that he left us so many that we will never forget.

 Robin Williams, thank-you so much for making me feel free, smile and laugh. God Blessed your positive vibes to spread the need. I hope I get to meet you someday on the Other Side and many famous people too. Until I complete my mission, get old, hopefully happily married have kids and grandchildren, and do many things what I love and care for as humanity for all kinds then I will meet you as a fan. For now Rest In Peace Ms. Doubtfire!

From forever young soul,

This is to the young couple that shopped at Publix at the Coral Ridge Mall,

 BOTH of you should be ashamed and embarrassed for your impatient and absurd comments when you guys walked out at the Publix Entrance. Fuck you, for blaming and bitching at my Mother. She has done nothing wrong to you guys and yet you the male that looks like Latino wore black shirt and to the female with bitchy attitude with your wild red & super curly hair; are psychos and ugly. I mean, I really don't get it, it's not like she forced you to stop but at the same time it's NOT A BIG DEAL TO WAIT for a minute. I really don't give a fuck about your time since you guys have never seen your own true nature of who you are. Why don't you guys do yourselves a favor and use a mirror and say that to yourselves or better yet, how would you feel if some ass hole said that to you like that? I bet you would feel angry and probably in both of your personality beat  the living daylights of him or her for it. 

 You know it's kind of sad and stupid that couples and/or people who don't have patience are nothing but selfish and lack of morals. Which should make you feel poor educated morons who never learned to have respect and possibly your parents or whoever raised you were too busy watching porns and careless on whatever you did and how you acted towards people. In other words you couples who are personally on my shit list are nothing but load of more shit and piece of virus that is incurable. Try go at Whole Foods and say exactly what you have said to us, you know that sarcasm shit quotes: " Wow, lets wait FOREVER! People getting in our way." I highly recommend or better yet, DARE both of you to say that to other people in public loud as you can at Whole Foods and I'm sure that costumers (like myself, for example) will give you that WTF glare look. Because that's what other people felt when both of you walked out as if you guys have the authority to be treated like monarchy. Please, get a life and iron your cockiness but never that I'm sure both of your asses will be kicked so hard by another type like you guys that are more fed up by your selfishness attitude. 

 To be honest, I'm one of those people who don't give a shit and instead smiles so brightly that it makes people go blind and confused. Today was not one of those days, hey, I can't help it because I have like any other females have moody 28 days of cycle bitch mode. Yeah, I have excuses for a good damn reason and that is to right to bitch back, protect MY rights to live freely and yes, I'm an American so don't give that discrimination attack of yours and lastly, I was Born This Way to walk proud and be brave for what I stand for. So, to the un-gentleman and bitch, if I ever see you guys at Publix or anywhere else, don't even bother to apologize and keep preaching sarcasm of yours towards against elderly disrespect because someday when you guys get older you will hit back you and it will be a sweet revenge for us.

Have a fucked up life, JERKS!

To my Dear Readers of my blog,

 Here some facts about me that I would like to share. As an open-minded person, there are times I would like to share some things about myself ( not too much) but I'm sure they're many curious. So sit back & I hope get to know me. If you get to know me as a person well, hey! It would be a greatest moment or if you do something reckless then I can guarantee you it won't be pleasant when you get back to your home...

1. I am a Leo.
2. I pure-bred Japanese.
3. I was born & raised in Florida.
4. Number from 1-3 I am SO Proud of who I am.
5. I am afraid of death.
6. I am strong believer in God, regardless of any religion.
7. I do believe in miracles.
8. Hope is gifted word.
9. I wear sunglasses for two reasons: to be cool & protect form      harm sun rays (prevent cataracts, production of melanoma).
10. Being Elegant is my #1 policy.
11. I don't usually curse or swear unless I am so angry & fed up     with it (or others would say PISSED OFF).
12. I act like Forever21 Lol!
13. I love learning new things especially words that are not        commonly used.
14. 100% Japanese or Half-Japanese it doesn't matter; if you        can't use chopsticks correctly then you are NOT Japanese.
15. I'm partially psychic in a way.
16. I love driving in safe manner.
17. I HATE majority of Floridian Drivers in these days; rude,        don't follow the rules and STOP texting!
18. I HATE to lie therefore I am very darn honest.
19. When I tell the truth (bluntly), I'll say it straight forward    to a point it might make you either shock or cry.
20. When people disrespect me in any way, shape or form; Karma is    my power so, better think twice.
21. Greek Alphabet is so Ancient and Mystical.
22. I still and always feel like 18 years old.
23. I love to workout (in moderation).
24. I can be perfectionist Bitch.
25. There are more than 25 Random facts about me!

 Well, that's it for now. Stay tuned for more, until next time.

Have a Great & Safe Weekend,


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