There are many things that I'm grateful for and many things that I'm not but that's life. I have always told my friends and my family that there are times that we'll face consequences; that is if you did something that isn't right and that you know that person didn't deserve to be treated in any harmful way, you'll know sooner or later karma will give you that bad happenings because of what you did. I still say that to but to those that are new or just met, whether you're believer in God regardless of your religious backgrounds or an atheist, it doesn't matter. Good or Bad, no matter how you live or survive God has been, always will and for eternity is there to know that He sees, listens and been there inside of your soul. I know this because I have been physically, emotionally and mentally pained so much because of nothing. Nothing or reasonable explanations of ruthless, disrespectful bullies, haters and even racist people that I don't even know why they encountered to me. That even includes betrayal of friends that I refuse to forgive, forgotten but never forgot so, if there are people who are reading my blogs and assuming to think that I have a problem; your wrong and don't even bother spreading gossips or try to even dare to hurt me. I'm serious, because as years passes by I have fully become more spiritual and feeling stronger than ever. That continues to grow and forever, I've tried to to do workouts, talking with friends that I consider in my circle, and some New Age (which is known spiritual things of many cultures to develop well being and empower your senses).
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Including that if anyone that disrespects my family, friends or even people that I highly respect. If I know you without bothering to talking or greeting with you or give you a dirty glare then you're automatically on my personal shit list crap a.k.a bunch of assholes that I should stay away from before I get sick. Tough love? Yes, I do have a tough love like the Emily Thorn on Revenge (by the way, that's one of my favorite TV show). But I don't bother to actually get on revenge, instead I let God do all the work because he knows it immediately. The more cruel and idiots hurts me or others that I care about then the more karma comes into play and I just simply worry things that I need to do & work on. You see I'm not that complicated person, you that is if you like to pick on me because I'm Asian or Japanese-American and other shit reasons then you're the one who is making it difficult not me. I have always talked to people who don't listen or has a problem to listen while I'm talking; don't get it all twisted because you're just selfish ignorant person who has never educated & raised to respect to others.
Even if you had encountered through so much like me but turning that negative thing to a person who just simply showed you nothing but kindness and compassion then you'll just one heck of a son of a bitch. You should be ashamed and so, God help yourself if you're willing to ask forgiveness because for me I don't easily forgive unless the apology is sincere and you truly mean it then I will. On a note, I don't forget it either.
I also want to remind to anyone who just love to intimidate me or other innocent human beings or cause any harm to anything, don't you ever dare get close to me or my family, friends and loyal strangers. Even if you try, God will protect me that includes making you suffer to a point where you realize what you have done then that's a sign to back off. If not then you're being a stupid freak who has an ability to be even more retarded.
The only people that knows me very well are my parents and only few friends that I only trust, and God. Just because you assume doesn't count, instead you're thinking way out of head not knowing it. It's like you're learning without reading what you need to know. I may look vulnerable chic but you better think once, twice and thrice about even thinking one move towards me. I don't deal with dramatic nonsense that's nothing but load of crap of lies. The interesting about me is that I'm sensitive person which is why I can be too nice at most times and be taken advantage of but that is why I have a heart because I'm simply a human. There are times I would joke around that I'm a Vampire but still has humanity left in me, that's who I am. You don't need to like me, for all I care is you to except me and respect me, I mean if you can't do that then obviously you've got hell of issues and maybe diagnose yourself by dopey.
Believe it or not I'm truly am grateful for who I am because of my parents. They are my source of strength, loving bond that will never break and a hope. They have been through so much immigrated form far eastern hemisphere the country of Japan. Living in the US for over 2 decades, while living through hard work and being neglected by certain services all because they're ethnicity and accent when they spoke in English. But they never been in debt and never been in trouble by law; except being encountered by police woman who wrote a ticket that made absolutely no sense that was terminated by our friend who passed away a decade ago. Being lied by human resources all because she (Lisa Hancock) made careless mistake of a one digit SSN and my Dad never got his tax return until late September and she has never apologized about it, irresponsible bitch. The careless and reckless of people today still continues and past that we, good people had to go through is past. But we have to use that to learn the mistakes and how to avoid the evil troublemakers and that's where our wisdom grows and become unstoppable philosophers. I can't be thankful enough to my other friends who has really been there and lift me up higher and sharing their experiences.
I am the philosophy of these modern and to future days ahead. If you have the urge to do any harm at me or my relatives and other innocent people, remember this: God will come to you. When he comes there will be Judgement and if lucky when you have a change of heart then you will become a philosopher yourself and be humble. If you can't accept the change then unfortunately you are sociopath dark soul who will never learn to love and to grow.
May the Light Righteousness be with you, if you disagree then simply back off.
Peace, Love and Karma♥
Vampress
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