It was one of TGIF (not the restaurant) and be happy and go jolly because weekend is finally here!!! Well, except my sleep for 2 days straight because of FAU Alerts recently and mainly I blame for those idiots or should I just say bluntly: Stupid shooters and suspect robber who caused the scene near & in the campus. I mean REALLY?!?! Who in the effen world want to shoot at the IrishPub and point an innocent FAU student at knife point at the Arts and Letters campus? Retarded ones, mind you don't get it twisted if you're thinking that I'm talking about disabled special people because I do not think such a thing & that's ill-educated for those of you ignorant who would even think such a thing. Like before, I may have issues (but don't we all) the fact is I'll say whatever I want to say because this is America and as an American I'll be "flat out honest" because I don't give a damn of what you think. And yes, I'm a little upset because if it wasn't for those evil troublemakers we as students and faculty wouldn't be bothered by 1 O'clock wake-up Alert phone rings and neither the police would risk their lives for protecting us against these arseholes. 

 On Friday, October 18, 2013 at approximately, 11:45 p.m. (I think) there was phone ringing while I was about to go into deep sleep. Now, luckily I don't work but if I did, I would be so cranky that I would be in biatch mode. But after 2:00 a.m. I get another alert that states they caught one suspect but another suspect is still on the run. Well, since I'm a believer in God, he the shooter will someday get caught by then he'll pay for the price because of his ruthless actions. Because of them, I could have woken up early 4 or 5 in the morning get ahead with my relaxing and productive weekend. Unfortunately, that didn't happen because I woke up at 8 a.m. and I was so angry, very angry because those suspects..... fucked up my beauty sleep I mean fucked me up! Those Sons Of Bitches, how bloody hell dare they! In the name of Almighty deity I would zap them into small ants and stomp them by the order of Death.

 Then just thinking that Alert system was over, I get another stupid call again on Saturday morning at 1 a.m. and this time about a student being held at knife point within the campus! Jeeeez, I was like, "Well done, idiot, having a nerve to point at an innocent student then robbing them." What for? Want money? Go get a job by doing an application. Want ipad or iphone then save some money for it. I mean get a reality grip dude, you're just wasting time becoming and creating dumb crimes when you do better ways to use that knife by cooking a delicious healthy food. Because of those both incidents it was making want to barf at those suspects faces and maybe smear a horses feces. As disgusting as may sound you would probably agree if you were like me a student trying to get sleep for health and brain purposes.

 Like I have said over million times before, I don't deal with Airheads or other Bull crap nonsense of empty humans. You're just wasting my time and other people who has a shot of chances to become different for the better. It might sound it's not a big deal but it is for me, I know it's not guaranteed but I'm doing you a favor to realize, think before you do something very stupid. You're not only creating by scaring other people with your weapons but careless disturbance to other people who just simply want to learn peacefully and safely. Personally, it's like your raping the education environment, think it's funny, it's not and I don't find it humor at all but an hopeless ape tormenting other innocent victims because of what they have and you don't. You creeps deserve the punishment to stay behind bars for years until you're old and weak. I had enough of your ridiculous actions all for nothing and a wise person wouldn't do such thing for he/she is humble and gratful for at least what they can cope with and share the positive vibes for others who deserve. 

 Stop fucking positive vibes, jackass! 

From your nemesis and gift from the Almighty of beauty & strength,
Vampress X♥X♥

   I used to be a kid who would look at the pictures only but that's changed. As I go into High School or pretty much in college, I've realized form beginning I hated it then changed it into loving it with devotion for the sake of education. I have learned from reading that the more you read, the more you'll learn words and upgrade your imagination and thinking. Duh, right? But I've learned it in the hard way due to losing focus because of bully back then. Now, it's all about status but I truly don't give a damn about people's cool gadgets especially those iphones and ipads. It really aggravates me that in these days the system is all about working on the computer all day and there should be some changes like going back into old school ways but that's different topic. Reading from a book (not ebook, that does not count) is very, very important if you're in college because in order to understand what you're learning is all about reading your "over $120 or more textbooks" is the key to your smart brain cells of yours.

  In case if you're wondering why I dis about ebooks or etextbook is because it's not a real book. But hey I do agree on that it's light to carry and not freakingly thick like your reading from a book of spells. Think about this, does it need electricity juice? Just imagine when there is no light or power man, that would suck! And that my audience is why old ways are alternative way that will never let you down or keep you from stopping on studying like a sexy geek who is trying to be a smarty pants and passing his/her class. Sometimes or majority in these days, I find it ironic that there are students who is reading the lecture notes or "just" reading from parts of section in textbooks. Then you have, regardless of what your major is that there is a student who bluntly says without any surprise in the voice saying "I hate reading." Really now, that's unfortunate because how can you hate reading when you're reading that damn fucking good pornography of Fifty Shades of Gray or Wall Street Journal for business and NEMJ for medical updates? 

  Here's my advice, if you hate reading along with learning and studying then don't bother to go college! It's that simple and it gets on my nerves especially to the people who are majoring Nursing, Pre-Med, or any health professions because it's all about "money." Then good luck and I surely won't be your stupid ass guinea pig patient and you can be ready for that million dollar lawsuit. I recently encountered a former classmate who told me that I was a liar well, she even admitted to me that I don't do reading. Glad that I stayed away from her, God knows if she cheated this time or before, who knows. Especially for Pre-Med students or majoring it, get a grip because sooner or later you will have lots and tons of reading and if I'm scaring you then that's good because I do research on my role of what I need to know in the future. Reading is just like communication to gain understanding as well as reading certain procedures of individual patients. You can either start liking and accepting reading as your daily chores. It's simple as that, folks.

Learn well and read on,
Vampress

   There are many things that I'm grateful for and many things that I'm not but that's life. I have always told my friends and my family that there are times that we'll face consequences; that is if you did something that isn't right and that you know that person didn't deserve to be treated in any harmful way, you'll know sooner or later karma will give you that bad happenings because of what you did. I still say that to but to those that are new or just met, whether you're believer in God regardless of your religious backgrounds or an atheist, it doesn't matter. Good or Bad, no matter how you live or survive God has been, always will and for eternity is there to know that He sees, listens and been there inside of your soul. I know this because I have been physically, emotionally and mentally pained so much because of nothing. Nothing or reasonable explanations of ruthless, disrespectful bullies, haters and even racist people that I don't even know why they encountered to me. That even includes betrayal of friends that I refuse to forgive, forgotten but never forgot so, if there are people who are reading my blogs and assuming to think that I have a problem; your wrong and don't even bother spreading gossips or try to even dare to hurt me. I'm serious, because as years passes by I have fully become more spiritual and feeling stronger than ever. That continues to grow and forever, I've tried to to do workouts, talking with friends that I consider in my circle, and some New Age (which is known spiritual things of many cultures to develop well being and empower your senses). 


   Including that if anyone that disrespects my family, friends or even people that I highly respect. If I know you without bothering to talking or greeting with you or give you a dirty glare then you're automatically on my personal shit list crap a.k.a bunch of assholes that I should stay away from before I get sick. Tough love? Yes, I do have a tough love like the Emily Thorn on Revenge (by the way, that's one of my favorite TV show). But I don't bother to actually get on revenge, instead I let God do all the work because he knows it immediately. The more cruel and idiots hurts me or others that I care about then the more karma comes into play and I just simply worry things that I need to do & work on. You see I'm not that complicated person, you that is if you like to pick on me because I'm Asian or Japanese-American and other shit reasons then you're the one who is making it difficult not me. I have always talked to people who don't listen or has a problem to listen while I'm talking; don't get it all twisted because you're just selfish ignorant person who has never educated & raised to respect to others. 

   Even if you had encountered through so much like me but turning that negative thing to a person who just simply showed you nothing but kindness and compassion then you'll just one heck of a son of a bitch. You should be ashamed and so, God help yourself if you're willing to ask forgiveness because for me I don't easily forgive unless the apology is sincere and you truly mean it then I will. On a note, I don't forget it either.
I also want to remind to anyone who just love to intimidate me or other innocent human beings or cause any harm to anything, don't you ever dare get close to me or my family, friends and loyal strangers. Even if you try, God will protect me that includes making you suffer to a point where you realize what you have done then that's a sign to back off. If not then you're being a stupid freak who has an ability to be even more retarded. 

   The only people that knows me very well are my parents and only few friends that I only trust, and God. Just because you assume doesn't count, instead you're thinking way out of head not knowing it. It's like you're learning without reading what you need to know. I may look vulnerable chic but you better think once, twice and thrice about even thinking one move towards me. I don't deal with dramatic nonsense that's nothing but load of crap of lies. The interesting about me is that I'm sensitive person which is why I can be too nice at most times and be taken advantage of but that is why I have a heart because I'm simply a human. There are times I would joke around that I'm a Vampire but still has humanity left in me, that's who I am. You don't need to like me, for all I care is you to except me and respect me, I mean if you can't do that then obviously you've got hell of issues and maybe diagnose yourself by dopey. 

  Believe it or not I'm truly am grateful for who I am because of my parents. They are my source of strength, loving bond that will never break and a hope. They have been through so much immigrated form far eastern hemisphere the country of Japan. Living in the US for over 2 decades, while living through hard work and being neglected by certain services all because they're ethnicity and accent when they spoke in English. But they never been in debt and never been in trouble by law; except being encountered by police woman who wrote a ticket that made absolutely no sense that was terminated by our friend who passed away a decade ago. Being lied by human resources all because she (Lisa Hancock) made careless mistake of a one digit SSN and my Dad never got his tax return until late September and she has never apologized about it, irresponsible bitch. The careless and reckless of people today still continues and past that we, good people had to go through is past. But we have to use that to learn the mistakes and how to avoid the evil troublemakers and that's where our wisdom grows and become unstoppable philosophers. I can't be thankful enough to my other friends who has really been there and lift me up higher and sharing their experiences. 

  I am the philosophy of these modern and to future days ahead. If you have the urge to do any harm at me or my relatives and other innocent people, remember this: God will come to you. When he comes there will be Judgement and if lucky when you have a change of heart then you will become a philosopher yourself and be humble. If you can't accept the change then unfortunately you are sociopath dark soul who will never learn to love and to grow. 

May the Light Righteousness be with you, if you disagree then simply back off.

Peace, Love and Karma♥
Vampress

  It's one of those days, as a student minding your business by busting your brain cells get your studying for the test or doing what you need to do. It's one of those days, where you want to be yourself because you have a test you're about to take and all you think about is memories and pieces what you learned or studied so far. Well, I had a test and I have a gut feeling that I didn't do so well as I expect AND because of her for being ruthless, pierced my tranquility that I need. To be honest, I really don't mind being asked or interrupted for asking a question; we are all humans. But you need to know this: You, Trechell Reid or Folkes don't know me really well so, let me clarify. I'M NOT a liar, mind you for my misunderstanding of your question. Secondly, since you have that luxurious iPad of yours you could have looked at it without asking me. Then again, I "thought" that you asked me the question that didn't have the answer the one she posted the answers for Exam 2 practice problems. So, that is why I answered; I just educationally guessed it. Also, let me add this for your tip towards your future, keep up with your hyper, cocky, attitude in that way it will be worthless to you when you become a doctor. The way you said to me, the tone, and making me like a piece of shit in front of the class was out of the limit for me, personally. 


  I was wrong, for me to hang out with you. An unfortunate that we thought we had so much in common, but I know one thing why you're being ignored by former classmates. Do you remember, when you said that you know them from another class and they know you but pretend they didn't know you? Well, I just answered your question honey, the fact is that you can't act calm or act like a professional mature lady. That moment when you went ahead shove in those words of yours made me look & think twice about you, yourself. I think you're happy person but sad that you need to "ease" your attitude and how you speak towards certain people. I find it ironic that you do yoga, despite the fact of majority of people who do yoga are considered as humble, grateful and placid. But you're not, instead you don't know the reality on how quiet & self-control is very essential for anyone who wants to be a Doctor or any type of Medical Careers; including that they are connected.

  Also, I think you need to rethink about when you're in Medical Terminology. Dr. Newmann may just be reading from a book but I know he is a great man who shares his experiences by going along with it. I respect him because not just he is an elderly person but he has a heart of understanding; experiences that he went through. I truly am grateful of it so, I can mentally note it for future reference. Don't you see? It's not a waste of time to go in that class; he does relate to the ones so it will prepare us ahead. At least he is at ease and humorous about what he says. You're just too serious and can't except the fact that laughing is part that makes us look and feel younger. 

  You need to calm down when you talk to me or to anyone as a matter of fact. And why do you even need to lose weight when you're just simply fine. Oh, when you told me that you want to lose weight eating just Cheetos Hot Fries or yogurt doesn't even work. Sometimes, I have guilty pleasure of eating junk foods but I just eat it little or small portions. It's called being etiquette and eating right, bitch. So, I'll take back on saying to you that you're nice and sweet person back. I don't even feel nothing bad about what I really think about you now unless, if you sincerely apologize (which will never happen). You have NO idea of what I had to go through physically, emotionally and mentally in my life. But I do know one thing, I'm in believer in God regardless of religious background and Karma. To you or others I maybe a slow the way I do or not very superior in certain ways but I'm surely not retarded. I can be a kid or act like one but I'm very sensitive and I can assure you, I can have one tough love, if anybody calls me liar, stupid, or other fowled language towards me. Did you know, what happened to those people? They simply disappeared or can't even have a nerve to say sorry because either they feel so damn guilty or they're just low-life fake humans. Who knows maybe karma did all that work so I can move on and enjoy my life just by being myself with awesome family, friends and much more new people that I may encounter.

  Because all of that including you, it made me realize that friends are the ones that you can trust in few. I was thinking about becoming your friend but apparently, I can't after today. I just want to say, have a wonderful lovely life with your success and your hubby of yours. I wish you the very, very, very and truly the best! I hope you get into the College of Medicine, so long and stay the bloody hell away from me, sarcastic bitch. One last thing, I only forgive to those people who really has change of heart, begging for mercy with my open arms, and I don't forget. Until then, when I die then I know I'll be happy place by letting go of that hell in these days of earth and be with warm and light with God. The only Almighty Divine that has never turned on my back so, you can go fuck yourself since you went to proper virgin road. You are the one who is selfish, never realized and learned on problems you still have and work on. Good Luck, have a LUXURIOUS life.

Peace, Love and Karma ♥
Vampress
  
  

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