This to my friend's ex-boyfriend/stalker,
How dare you, for all the negative ways that you treated her, friends and family.
YOU really should leave her alone or I will give you bad vibe of karma.
I think you should get a grip of move on theory and get some help of it,
even though, it's really none of my business but I will get into it anyway for she had to
let me know and needed support. Fact is, I'm her friend and she is one of my dearest.
So I will henceforth you underneath me, for my personal alter ego goddess of bitchiness.
Let just say that you are creepy, sick and a one of a pure fucked up stalker. Afraid of you,
would be true but at the same time, you are a type of moron that probably will never get
over it and just plain fucking annoying dude who send her a friends request on facebook.
WTF?!?!?
If by any means that you "the stick figure" thinking I've got issues. Don't even get started with me
because you have no idea how upset and pissed off I am. Not only that, you are literally wasting
your time on thinking about her by getting her annoyed and bothering her for she CLEARLY
gotten over you. Why don't you just try something else? Hmmm, like maybe go fuck someone or try
get yourself trouble until you are behind bars.
Generally, GET OVER IT & MOVE ON! She is not into you anymore, jeez you are some kind of
pest that doesn't understand don't you? She HATES you and shove it in your ass you FREAK!
Sincerely S.A. friend,
Vampress
Good Evening, & A Happy 2013!
I hope everyone had a blast on your New Years.
It's feels so nice to have a fresh year along with new set of goals.
Well, speaking of nice, I like to share something that I think that will stay in my heart.
I mean like FOREVER.
Just last week I have finish reading +E L James Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy.
I must say it was fucking awesome book and yes, I loved it!
I mean, I have to admit it, I'm single and have NO experience (or sexperience, Lol) or any kind
of relationships but this was a hardcore porn just got turned me ON.
Oh yes, ladies and gents even pure, innocent virgins can be horny.
But it's not only about the sexual details that the characters have but how they kept each other
in the most caring, loving way that many people don't have in these days.
Having that quality of deep love, staying together and forever is rare.
After reading all of three books, made me think more than thrice about commitment of romance.
I know that someday there is a man out there who will be like Mr.Grey.
If that type of man exists, then Holy in the Heavens of Love I WILL......faint.
Well, who knows but this is just a Erotic Romance Novel.
I must say the author had fantasies that came true and I truly look forward on her
future upcoming novels! Be sure to visit E L James Website for more information.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
My heart just shattered like a broken glass.
After hearing the news from Newton, Connecticut,
that there was a shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary School.
Why?! Does the shooting has to occur again?
Few days ago there was shooting in a mall at Oregon,
shooting at a Movie Theater in Aurora, CO and many tragedies.
27 people died, 20 of them children. Children, as President Obama said:
"Our children." Who had so much to go, their upcoming birthdays, holidays,
graduations, weddings, and brightful futures gone. 6 Adults who were parents,
friends, families, will never come back. And 1 cruel man who killed his own
Mother then killing himself, makes me sick.
Life is the most precious thing that you breathe to feel in this world.
Nowadays, there are too many people who are stressed out and that
they need to go out there on killing spree on innocent lives.
Stress that are creating empty hearts because of personal struggles.
It's so sad... when I watched and listened to President Obama's comments,
made me cry because I couldn't bear to see him heartbroken.
But I still have my heart full with love, hope and light.
Guns? They, the government should do something about that damn
piece of s***. I don't care, I mean by: the constitution of gun policies
for protection, people with licensed firearms, or because of $$$; that is
not a reason you should carry it. Don't you see? It kills, especially when
it gets on the wrong hands. ALL of states should make it abolished but
only people who are police officers or security guards can carry it.
Most of all, I want to say to the communities of Newton, Connecticut,
especially to the victims of families/friends/and to those that lost their dearly
love ones; you have my deepest sympathies. May God Bless you, let time
heal you. R.I.P. to those who lost their life. I pray with hope and sending lots
of warm light with love & care.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
A few days ago when Kate Middleton was discharged at
King Edward VII's Hospital, it was not only a tragic but shocking
news in England and around the world. Jacintha Saldanha who was
a nurse that took care of the Duchess of Cambridge, committed suicide
because of a prank that was made by two Australian DJs. There are
a lot of mixed emotions from sadness to anger, it's an huge impact
especially toward people who just like to dupe on victims; maybe this is
a reason that shows how far is too far and in life there are consequences
that will soak within our deepest souls.
I'm not an psychologist or any therapist kind but I want to express
towards Jacintha Saldanha families & friends that they have my deepest
sympathies. I could understand what she had to go through and even though
it's not worth of taking your own life, it's individual reasons that we may never
know why people have to commit suicide. People who heard this news have
different opinions about this but let me just say this: okay, the nurse just died
and that's the end but that's NOT an issue. The issue is that majority of medias,
paparazzis needs to cut it down, even the Royal Families needs space,
everybody needs to respect that; get a grip & move on!
As for those 2 Australian DJs, recently I heard and watched the latest
interview of them, personally it will take a time to forgive them. I think
they did the most absurd thing but at the same time I feel bad for them;
now they know what they have done it's part of their lessons they need
to deal with. That goes along with pranksters out there, makes you think
twice or thrice.
I would never think even like this is part of "everything happens for a reason"
but this is a reality check for those who love to play way too much or
possibly this is a wake-up call. There are many sensitive people who don't
tolerate silly games along with serious environment that was meant to be
kept private and in peace.
May Jacintha Saldanha R.I.P.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
It was one of those epic days, that Saturday was so special
I will never forget it. Unfortunately, I can't tell you because it's
so precious for me and my Mother; even if I did, no words can
explain but only my heart can express it through psychic sense.
Well, let's just say my favorite word "Serendipity" exists
out of nowhere that just makes me "Happy-Go-Lucky!" Yes,
that's what happened but before that incident I wanted to share with
everyone out there who is looking for discounts on textbooks.
If you are "owlsome" student, (yes, you know you are) and who
thinks I had enough with that bookstore!!! Then you are in luck
because thanks to my friend and a Boca Raton Campus Map of FAU
(I'm serious;) I found a store that will help you find books as well as
other supplies you need for your courses. Whether you are currently
at FAU or PBSC they do carry textbooks like the bookstore except
you can purchase in affordable prices.
Now, I don't dislike the bookstore but in these hard times when you
are really trying to save your hard-earned money then it gets down to
personal. Believe me, this is not about being stereotypical or only rich kids
are affordable to purchase textbooks at so and so crap. Although,
I thought it was an awkward the last time I went to the FAU Bookstore
as I returned my rent textbook and asked the girl about the other textbook
for Method of Calculus if I could sell it back. She told me that they
already have "plenty" for the rent. Okay, so what's the point of hanging that
"Sell your book" sign? I was about to WTF!? but didn't bother & asked her
is it because they're going to use the new edition? She replied no, that
they're still using the edition that I used.
Well, is that so, if that is true then why the BookSmart employee said "They're
not going to use it because the new edition is coming and they are going to use that."
If she the bookstore employee is lying to me then I hope someone dupes her plus
has that disturbed look that just bugs me out Grr! Anyways, I understand mainly it's
because of "business reasons." So, BookSmart is the way to go, if you are looking
at the location it is : 145 NW 20th St Boca Raton, FL 33431 for more detail view
or visual map this is the link of Google Map BookSmart
For more information just go to this Booksmart Website they are always willing
to help you, be wise and go to booksmart!
Education is learning what you didn't even know you didn't know.
Daniel J. Boorstin
Peace & Love,
Vampress
Yes! Finally the term is over and I'm glad because I look so forward
to this winter break. In the meantime this is my advice to everyone,
you better rejuvenate yourselves, clean out things you don't need or
donate if it is reusable, and don't forget to plan on your goals.
Winter to me, is a time to think back what I have succeeded and
what I've failed. Good or Bad, it really doesn't matter because in life
it's all about building your own wisdom and sharing about it.
I notice some of things that I succeeded like going to gym at the FAU
campus rec; I have noticed I've changed my body although not so much
but I improved my strength and very proud of it.
On the failed side, unfortunately, I did not like the results of this term.
However, it was my fault and the system of teaching was a torture!
(No offense to the instructors.) Anyways, there are chances so, all I need
to do is to keep trying even if it takes 99 times (which won't happen)
I know in my will power to just keep trying & not giving up. Because eventually
everyone has failures and yes, I mean E V E R Y O N E of you!
I don't believe a fact there is a human who never failed but if there is that person
you are either: A freak from insanity sociopathic family or some organism of
highly intelligent from smarta** galaxy.
Of course, I didn't forget about my little sweet Gingerbread Latte!
Along with working out on my own since I won't be going to the gym...
believe it or not you don't even need to go to gym. I'm telling you, you can
be creative during routines by doing some research of different workout
at home! It's the truth, you just have to find resources like go to library,
google or bing it, etc.
Also, cleaning out junk like for me I really for big time need to clean out
my crap. That is part of my goal list, the other goals are planning ahead on
my career relating to anything about health. Since I'm majoring in pre-med
I would need to work in hospital or any network within that field. As well
as focusing on my education.
Someday, I can meet a person who is strong but gentle, is nerd but attractive,
confident but not to "showy" and who can accept me not what I look like but
can see through my soul. Yes, I'm that believer that: Education comes first, then
true love waits for a girl who was always lonely but in the end, she will walk to that
virgin road toward A Happily Ever After World.
Peace & Love,
Vampress
I hope everyone had a wonderful stuffed Thanksgiving Day.
I know I did, that I'm truly grateful for what I have done.
I have not done very big but it's for my personal issue that turned into hope.
Hope that never backed me down and encouraged me to go on further.
This year has been confusion and transition from my shell to another view.
I thought I was going to pass out and be hospitalized for months.
Fortunately, that did not happen.
Florida Atlantic University was established in 1961.
Being accepted in Owl community kind of gave me a little smile.
There were some rocky moments but I knew you just have to keep searching;
besides as a student I have the right to know with answers regarding to my questions.
(That goes same to everybody out there)
What I'm thankful for is that FAU has opened their wings for me (regardless that I'm not
even nerd enough but willing to work on it.)
Along with that FAU students can workout at the fitness rec for free. (Yays!)
Which is no excuse for me not to workout because I would definitely need it for my
health & wellness reasons.
Also making some new friends who are lovely, unique, & always making me smile everyday.
Lastly, I can't forget to thank for all of my family & friends/dead or alive; if it wasn't for you
I would probably didn't exist and be left in darkness.
Especially to my Mother, if it wasn't for your compassion & your strong-willed determination
I would not be in a position of where I am. I ♥ You very much, 本当に心から感謝してます。
Sondra, Thank-you for being a terrific Taurean. You are such a wonderful person that always
there to listen, making me feel a young free spirited woman, and making me laugh so hard that
I have to suffocate!
One more thing is to my spirituality connecting to God presence.
(Although I'm not a Christian, I'm a Buddhist. So don't judge my beliefs.)
I'm grateful that God is part of my soul as well for my dearly beloved deceased relatives.
Thank-you for lending me the power of strength and providing me philosophy of Bushido.
I will keep moving on, win or lose. As long as I don't give up what I'm passionate that is
to help people by giving them love and support.
Nothing from here.
You the haters and former bullies who in the past tormented me with pure shit
I'm truly thankful for it because it just made me stronger. A f***en thanks to you.
I'm just getting started to evolve into better life & future.
Peace & Love,
Vampress