Dear Elliot Rodger,
May you finally R.I.P. because you will not harm any other innocent human being again and with it I am sorry for your "sad & unfair" life that you had. However, you are pathetic, and your family and friends could have done way better, by getting you the help you really needed. To the Elliot Rodger family & friends, you have my deepest sympathy because of your loss but at the same time you should be feeling responsible and shame on you for not doing any further action. This same goes to any YouTube users and watchers who should have said something and take action. A lot of you, who believes saying it and doing it are two different things what were you doing?
Most importantly, to all the innocent victims who are young as 20, to the victim's family and friends, you have my deepest sympathies more than that sad lowlife murder. It's too much to bear, because there are so many of you may not realize how life is precious and fragile thing to lose.
It's sad, heartbreaking and you know, it's not the way to go ahead and kill someone who isn't responsible but himself. If he or his family members or someone took more care of him then this tragic wouldn't happened. I know, because I had a distant relative who committed suicide due to depression. But he didn't kill people, there's a difference. This dark 22 year old college student had a miserable life, no one cared about him. No one cared because there are too individualized to themselves and just didn't care because he was a "weirdo." Now, lets not get twisted, emotional and point fingers at me thinking that I praise what he did, the answer is absolutely not. I don't believe that you should kill someone for any reason, its stupid.
But let me say this, you as a person, human and if you think you are worthy in title of being popular and own to bully then you are creating a time bomb to the mentally sick people. I am not popular, in a relationship and always been lonely, but I am happy because I believe in God, hope and someday be in a Happily Ever After moment. I don't look for ridiculous attention, wanting for some crap, compare and contrast, be in jealously and revenge against people who treated me and out cast me. Because Karma has been there for me, even I forgive these former bullies, I don't forget & possibly will not forgive them because they haven't properly & sincerely apologize to me. But I still let it go and dispose it to hell. Elliot Rodger is disturbed lonely kid who should have straighten his rage and yet, I find it hard that his parents didn't realize this until tragedy had to happen.
People, you need to wake-up! Stop being so immersed with chatter lives of being popular. Being soaked into iphones and ipads all the damn time! We live in outrageous society that majority of you needs to stop being all emotionally damaged and fucked up. I am fed up how innocent people getting killed for no apparent reason. I am fed up how parents are becoming so irresponsible. I am just so fed up, that people and human beings are creating these destruction and so ill-educated. It's even making me sick and I can't even trust people, except animals, nature and God. Elliot Rodgers, I don't know what happened to you but what you did is outrageous and you are one sad son of a bitch.
Vampress
Let me explain what happened.
Take my vehicle picture all you want sweetie because I don't care how you're going to report to the police.
This is to the psycho chic who rode a four door black Mazda or Toyota vehicle, drove in the city of Fort Lauderdale (or as I call it Fort Laudy) at the front of Coral Ridge Presbyterian Church. I was on my way home from long day of final exams at FAU, I usually take South of US1 or Federal Highway. Now, I am a strong believer that Everything Happens For A Reason. I used to behind the city buses while people get on/off at the bus stop. However, I don't mind waiting but remember this is South Florida today with nothing but ignorant, impatient and just plainly ruthless idiots. I always have to deal bunch of lunatics pressuring me to go faster and if not they tend to get close unpurposely rear end my vehicle then immediately go at front of me. That's fine but DON'T GET START WITH ME or GET TO CLOSE to my baby car because I don't want your negative bacteria on my beautiful black Nissan Versa.
Going to my point of my story and to a Crazed Fast & Furious Lunatic Chic, I looked at my Left side and You just came in a POOF! Really, scared the shit out of me, then you had a nerve to honk at me. Damn girl, get your "Time of the Month, shenanigans together." Seriously, as you may remember seeing me different gesture that I made that means W T Fudge is your problem. Then when I immediately turned on the Right Lane & within few seconds you graciously had a nerve to take a picture with your selfie iphone and take what 5 pictures of my Vehicle Tag for what? Report it to the BSO Broward County of Sheriff Office? I am very honored that you did, and then tell them what? That I threatened you or to humiliate me on public or is it too scare me and make me nervous? I felt nothing, in fact, go ahead and report your nonsense make-up lies to appeal them and help them to track me down. Because in truth, in my 6 years of my driving experience (don't want to jinx but) I never been stopped by a police, gotten a ticket or speeding ticket, questioned by an officer or had an accident or caused an accident.
So, let me ask you, sweetie, it takes patience and a good reason to honk. Maybe you were in a rush but I don't care. At least we can both agree that you or I didn't hit each other. Think of it as a simple math concept: positive & positive equals zero or negative & negative equals ZERO. Now, regarding that is if you did report to the police did you add that I gave you middle finger? If you did, which is also a big fat lie that you and many awful people like you; I don't do that because I'm purely well-mannered and educated person. You see honey, what do you know? Did you know, about your iphone? There is a central microchip that is responsible to function your smart ass phone. And you know what, it's only made not in America but in Japan. You didn't know that did you? No, you just think I'm making this up and why do I mention about Japan? Because I AM proud FULL BREED of THE LAND of the RISING SUN bitch. I bet you think Mazda, Toyota, Honda, Isuzu, etc is American Car Company. NOT! There are all Japanese Motor companies well except Hyundai, Kia whish lets get not be confused that they are NOT Japanese but there are Korean company. So, my point is I am proud Japanese-American bitch and how dare you to continue harass me until you made right turn in the street between in Well Fargo & Bank of America near Holy Cross Hospital.
If you think I didn't notice what you did, you're wrong completely in your poisoned core. But it's okay, because Big God is watching you and your cockiness oversized Guess Shades. I dare you, your family and friends to continue their stalking and harassing plans of yours if you have a nerve to hurt me. If you still pissed which I am even 1,000 times pissed as well, remember this: take a long look at your mirror because it will show you how sad & pathetic you are along with many hateful & careless humans you are. Have a wonderful sun blazing burn on your skin summer break.
Sincerely reincarnated Amaterasu The Sun Goddess,
Vampress
So today I spent about hour and half that one of my classmates helped me download one of lecture recording that I accidentally deleted. I usually carry my important stuff with AT ALL TIMES because I don't trust easily in these crazy society in these days. Especially students, people that are younger than me who are poorly lack of moral and self respect nutrients can't even notice that they are simply stupid. (Well, of course duh! Stupid people don't realize it, right?) So, this morning or at around noon, I came back from the computer lab common to where I saved my perfect spot at the back of Wimbush wing side of the FAU library. And GUESS WHAT, there were two familiar black couple that I've seen before who loves to "fool around" with their goofy love touchings & one of them is in my Biochemistry I class.
Seriously, get a life people and to those who are getting a degree on what ever you're major is. You're not worth of learning in FAU or any colleges/universities. If you're in relationship fine, but have some dignity and respect to yourselves if you are doing 7 pages of research paper. You both are pathetic and honestly consider yourselves lucky. Because I was going to bitch at you both but then again why should I say anything to dorks like you couple or to any talk talk talk & yak yak yak who doesn't know how to STFU or to speak in lower voices. If both of you, and let me clarify when and where it was taken in place: Tuesday, April 22, 2014 (a.k.a. Earth Day) in Wimbush wing side on the second floor of the FAU Library. Yeah, you two should get a Super 8 Motels or better yet go somewhere else in the library. Why set next to me? You think sitting next to Asian girl would make you guys feel funny or take advantage thinking this is an entertainment show for my bothersome irritation. Really, the next time if I see you both (hoping NOT!) I will move my ass at another location but I don't need to because I was there first.
Lastly, this goes to all students who are relationships, you are too young thinking or pretending like a mature person. You're simply not, it takes many years to realize what it means in life. Sounds like you're in 101 Geek Philosophy but I'm really serious. Love is a complicated feeling, sure you fall in love but that is why I'm not into relationship as of now. I would rather wait to complete my education degree, time is nothing to me because I am the time. You all go into this "freedom" of what ever you want to do and that's not the point and I guarantee that majority of you won't be happy. Think what I just said is nonsense, think again morons, because it is you who don't realize happiness is all about hard work without any fancy gadgets, going out to party and drink, or do what ever the hell you want. Happiness comes from success that comes from failure and from nothing.
So going back to those lovely kiss kiss touchy touchy disgusting annoying ass couples. Stay the FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!! Both of you are nothing but Lunatics thinking learning is a piece of joke and status, it's not so, I highly suggest the next time you want to get all roughed up, don't come to campus. SIMPLE AS THAT. If you don't like what just I said then do yourself another favor and go fuck in a hotel room!
Have Happy Earth Day and fuck you to those who are idiots!
Vampress
There are beautiful babes out there and I'm sure that at least 10% or even more on cosmetic work on their "think" sexy bum bodies. I can just imagine a stereotypical rich bitch. With RayBan sunglasses, acting classy but really nothing but sassy, wearing super high heels that makes their ankle CRACK! Lets not forget the Louis Vuitton bag (a fake.) While walking down by Einstein Bros Bagel at the Fort Laudy busiest Coral Ridge Mall. As I walk down with my Mother to Galaxy Pizza, there was a couple eating bagels. And this Blonde who gave me a "dirty look." Wish I had her name but then why should I have to waste talking to these mean ass beautified girls. I mean they're waste of every cells while they exist in this place called Earth. I don't know why that bitch gave me a dirty look but she sure is poor educated asshole who needs to become a pooch than human. But then again, animals are very kind living beings, at least they have feelings and respect.
Then I see these couples at Tarjay (Target.) They don't know how to shop, I mean it's not "Lets set up Beach Scene!" So I gave her a WTF/Dirty look, then shes says something. I know it was something about me even her ugly ass boy toy friend was all smirks and smiles. Well, those two are nothing to me, they are simple ingredients of HYPOCRITES. And pretty much every young, cute, couples with no intelligence and elegance as well as very malnourished education these people have are funny as hell to the bone full load of hypocrites!
Thank-you for making me feel smart ass classy feline. Your sarcasm, dirty looks, rolling your big blue eyes means NOTHING TO ME dingbats. Do yourselves a favor, karma is a bitch. I hope you get what you deserve, don't bother to live long, you're not worth of living existence.
X♥X♥,
Vampress
How is everyone or should I say how is everybody feeling in these days? Personally, I feel fine. No I really I am fine, I just hate these so called "minimum requirements," then "No GPA restrictions," and then what? Everybody is welcome to join because they're aren't many people taking the Basic Clinical Skills. I find it hideous that these administrators are just focusing on Grade Point Average as status of smarty ass thing for medical preparation. Sure, I can't disagree about the minimum requirements. I mean its proving you studied very hard to work your way up. But to join in Phi Delta Epsilon, you have to have at least 3.2 of GPA? Bull, I feel bad for people who has at least 3.0 but they can't join it because it has to be 3.2 or higher. Only .2 points away, seriously I may sound sarcastic but you know what if I had more than 3.2 I don't want to bother being in your Geek Club anyways.
Why bother to stress out about minimum requirements especially if anybody is majoring in science major courses? Just Do It, as Nike company says. Just try your best and prove the acadoomed academic peoples that it's not about numbers. Numbers are like looks in my own words. Experience and thinking skills comes in handy smarty ass society know it alls. Along with physical abilities, your creativity, your expressions of your art perfection. I think that's sexy, the new sexy is not about looks or how many chanel shoes you have or if you own a Lexus. All of those are just materialistic shits to show off everybody that's around you. You want to become a Pre-Med for money, sorry wrong major go for mafia recruitment or become filthy rich pig CEO. Doctors, are all about understanding about patients background and helping them through healing journey. If you can't control your patience then work on meditation for at least 10 years of how to Keep Calm and Carry On without an attitude. If you like to be a stuck-up asshole then don't even bother to become a Doctor. Doctors are failures to begin with, then the become strong as a steel. I'd rather have a Doctor who failed MCAT at least twice to treat than a Doctor who never failed n their life.
Generally, I hate these itty bitty academic policies, it's too bitchy and annoying like a mosquitoes. But don't get me wrong, I love to learn, education is part of my soul. Along with speaking, reading and writing in another language. The power is not about money, grades, or your status; it's education, respect, honor and kindness. iphones, ipads are annoying piece of crap that people can't let go kind of drug addiction. Don't start with me of "Look what I have!" I'll tell you one thing: "Look what I have, no wait, you can't see it because its all in my mind." Fuckers.
Vampress
Like always and forever hate me all you want because your tantrums don't solve anything especially if you want quiet place. This goes to all of owl students at the Wimberly Library at FAU, if you want silence, GO TO THE THIRD FLOOR or reserve a study room! I don't care of what you guys and bitches think, second floor are allowed whispers, and if YOU my dear boy, today who sighed like as if you were fed up my or our conversations. Well, hate to break it to ya but it's your problem NOT ours. Lets be clear on this, either some of you are so lazy can't get your young ass up on third floor but want to stay on second floor, then deal with it. As least you can be grateful that you are in building with A/C, full and plenty of resources of information for your study or research, and Dunkin Donuts. So, stop being a filthy rude spoiled assholes, I had probably 2-3 people telling us to keep it down. Well I think you need tell that to the group of people in front of the elevator section of the Wimbush wing area. Seriously, I am fed up people telling what to do when we aren't talking on the microphones. I can be a bitch, but my morals are way 1,000 times more stable than your ignorant selfish trigger sayings from your unhealthy patience.
Going back to the douche bag son-of-a-bitch, grow up along with your testosterone of yours. Maybe you need to work some of your patience and how to control by ignoring. Like meditation, oh but wait, you don't know what meditation is or how to get started. I could give you some a thing or two but nah, you don't deserve my kindness and my patience. I hate people like you who just explode into anger, anger that you can keep it to yourself. I would be surprised if you were a samurai in past life. If you were, then you probably failed as a samurai and a fucked up one. I am a girl who is full blooded running my rising sun in my beautiful veins, plus I am an American. Keep your big baby tantrums to your side, and remember when people give an attitude, they're messing with the wrong person, and God is watching you, your actions, EVERYTHING.
Next time do yourself a favor eat plenty of junk shit crap, You Are What You Eat. You're made of shit load full of problems, nuff said. Most of you, have no future because lack of kindness and disrespect. I am proud of everything I do and that is standing for I what I believe in and SPEAK OUT in my OWN OPINION and how I really think about the society in these days.
Peace out, or you can BLACK OUT.
From my eyes rolling at the other side of seating area,
Vampress