I am truly honored to be a little monster or Lady Gaga's fan. Just recently I have purchased her new album called ARTPOP and I LOVE IT! I wish, that I can meet Lady Gaga right now... but my dreams are so far away and I may not ever meet her at all. What I want say to her if she found this and read it, I would want to give her a huge handshake and a warm hug. Why? Because she is my number 1 role model, more than any other musicians, artists, actors/actresses, or any other celebs. You may never understand because there are so many words I want describe her: gifted, talented, lovable, fun, but most of all gratitude of her. She inspired me so many ways it has reshaped me to a whole new level and the only knows it is God. I am considered as myself as an outcast from other people even if my closet friends, a loner. If it wasn't for Lady Gaga, I would have been gone chaotic or probably a committed a suicide. If it wasn't Lady Gaga's courage for what she stands, humanity and openness then I would have been a coward than I used to be.
So many of you friends, strangers, and even haters/enemies; you don't know what I have been or struggled with even now, so many of you (mean girls, douche bags and rich people) are worthless to me. I can relate Lady Gaga's struggles, especially being an outcast, didn't fit in, teased and so on. But she had kindness, that made me remembered and saved me from sadness and anger. Her music made me happy, bright, beautiful and hopeful. I listen to her everyday because it soothes my soul and puts me into positive vibe. There are times I feel envy, powerful, and sometimes makes me cry. I think she was meant to be known because that's her destiny, to let others know it's okay. It's okay to go crazy, be silly but always feel great no matter what.
As of know, I'm actually am obsessed with her song Fashion! It's the most sexiest song that I think she's ever made. Which I'm listening to as of now, personally, this song was fit for Leos, (I think.)
Lady Gaga, Thank-you. As always, as a little monster and other little monsters in the world you are my Light. God Bless your talents, you truly Rock my world, I love your music everywhere I go. Whether I'm at gym or dancing you are my muse, my goddess. You are my inspiration, and I love you very much!
From your loyal Little Monster,
Vampress
Dear Imperial Point Neighborhood Dudes of Fort Liquerdale or whoever is scaring my Aunt,
My name is Carrie, yes, I'm that famous horror chic, that has an ability to use telekinesis on people who put shame on other innocent victims.
Like myself been there done that but it's not over.
Whoever is messing with my loving and caring Aunt, who is having a difficult time due to her husband's health condition: Enough of your silly, filthy shit game of yours.
Think this is a joke? I'm dead serious and I keep my word.
Honestly, I can't stand every inch of molecules of guys that are jocks or should I say A&F model wannabes and along with immature douche bags who has a nerve to pick on other people all because they can't pick on their own sides. It's nasty shit folks, get a grip on your silly nonsense jerks.
Recently or about a month ago while my Aunt had to stay overnight at Miami for her Husbands heart care;
she came back with a filthy crap surprise right a front of her door: two large ass garbage bags.
Who did it? I wonder who did it, is it because of her ethnicity or she is not white enough where she is, hmm?
I demand to know why in bloody hell who has a nerve to switch my neurons.
I demand to know why who has a nerve to do that.
I demand to know who did it but wait, if YOU did it (& you know in your lying mutt blood of yours) there is no need because the Almighty is watching you.
I meant God, not Big Brother, stupid Dingbat dicks. Or maybe, those two high school zombies with baseball bats that came over the front of her house as a threat or demand piece of sugar daddies.
Well, my Auntie ain't stupid so she did the right thing with her safe instinct and judgement.
These douche bags didn't wear any Halloween costumes on October 31, 2013, like weirdos!
Along with that fuckin Baseball bats which to me is like a fuckin penis.
Where are your manners dudes, since it's Halloween can't you at least say "Trick or Treat" and "Thank-you"
You guys are so retarded then one of you decide to come back again for more.
What the hell is your problems? Your presence, if one of you or both of you come near to that house again,
I'll guarantee to both of you or other pests that will make think twice if you do stupid things at my Aunt's house.
Whoever the hell you guys are or whoever is behind that nasty incidents that knows damn well of
what I'm talking about; you have no future and know nothing better but to fuck around stupid actions of yours and can't do anything to make difference.
I was upset and afraid for my Aunt's safety but then all I thought was this is a THREAT period.
There are no restrictions, no rules, so, go ahead do more of your insults to my Aunt who deserves nothing but peace and safe.
Want to be famous? Your wish will we granted!
I'll contact WPLG, WSVN, ABC, CNN, BBC, NHK, and whole bunch of NEWS stations because at
the same time I would really love to embarrass YOU in public.
Have a nice stupid that just simply pisses off good people.
You asked for it, and don't you ever dare mock the rising sun people.
If I was a real samurai (or the fact it runs through my beautiful veins) I'll come closer to you,
into your dreams of Freddy Kruger realms and cut you into pieces of pain.
I simply had enough of these idiots who are nothing but ill and don't wake-up nor realize what there are doing to others and to other God's & Mother Nature's creations.
Knock it off, jerks.
Go back to your Mother's womb and don't come out until you're mature human.
That knows better.
Sincerely your eyes into my wrath of fury,
Vampress
It's sad that he shot himself in the middle of the largest mall in the nation,
All of these shooting events is nothing but Damnation.
Rifles, pistols, guns, and all of bullets,
Thanks a lot for creating more weapons.
Thanks for creating a killer machines.
Thanks for making more innocent people die.
It's not nonsense,
you know very well in your gut.
What can I say, there's nothing you could do
because it's not your fault.
Society in these days are nothing but Corruption.
It's all about me and I don't really care about you or others.
It's all about flicking off people because you want to drive faster.
It's all about being materialistic and showing off your looks.
To me that's all Bullshit.
It means nothing, nothing.
You filthy rich, moneymakers and tricksters are fucking on my nerves.
You fake Louis Vuitton chic girls are nothing but mean girls.
You recent cosmetics patients are ugly sluts and dingbats.
I will never want to be your ally.
Don't worry about me because I know I'll be fine as always.
I only depend on faith and hope.
I only trust a few, if you show me with respect and entrust me.
Then there is nothing to fear.
I only fear people with no morals and education values.
I only fear humans who aren't humans but nothing but sociopaths.
Shame on you when you only care being on top, bossy and insincere.
Sad of you when you face the results that long awaited for you.
Life be can so much better, if people just be simple & humble.
Life is too precious & fragile, haven't you noticed?
Why you evil ruthless humans got into?
What happened to your true nature of kindness,
Where did it go?
What made all of you create this bully, hatred, and most of all selfishness?
I know that God didn't and not me.
You did.
Vampress
Born to be bright like a star, bursting out from the Sun.
I was born to be powerful than ever,
Powerful than strength of steel, giving out the energy like sun rays.
Smile like sparkling shine of Gold but Platinum of Divine with wisdom.
This is who I Am, I'm part of God regardless of any religious background.
I'm like you as a human, regardless of any race.
I'm like a women and men, regardless of any sexuality.
I'm like typical character, regardless of any personality.
What's the point of going under the knife, when you look beautiful the way you are.
What's the point to compare & contrast of other models or celebrities,
when you are unique like no other.
What's the point to bully, when you've been hurt too, so many times without thinking about it.
What's the point of being angry, when it's your own personal problems.
What's the point of being uncontrolled, when you have the power to take that control.
I was born in the Sunshine State & a place known to be A Gateway to Discovery,
A place that is known to be famous for Fountain of Youth.
Fun in the Sun, that's my origin for my silly, kid at heart character.
Maybe that's my source for youth looks.
Maybe that is why I want to go Walt Disney World because its a place that makes me
Happy and Young.
In my Blood runs the Rising Sun culture,
A nation that is known for Bushido or it means "A Way of the Warrior."
Country that is known for God's land, or Land of Gold.
Divine like no other, full of Dignity and Respect.
Courage, Honor, Integrity, Compassion, Honesty, Loyalty.
As years moved on, today it has become a Super Dynamic Nation.
Pride with research, education and technology advance.
It makes me feel proud of my lineage with pride of many blossoms flourished in my soul.
I'm proud of where I come from, lived and looking forward sharing these feelings
With my Beloved One and to pass it on to my child blood related or not.
I want the world to know this is who I Am.
I want the world to know, I'm proud of my heritage from my flesh, blood and to my soul.
I want the Universe to know, Japan is way to cool & was meant to be loved and respected.
I want God to know he made me to feel proud and keep me higher than ever.
Native Americans is part of mine and our DNA; we're connected as one with oddly similar.
Intelligent like Atlanteans, philosophy concepts like Greeks,
I think that is why I was born in SoFlo because I maybe an Atlantean in my past life.
There are so many mysteries that I may never know but someday,
When I decay and as my soul takes me to the other side, I'll know why.
Akashic records, the only source of knowledge of God has written.
I'm determined to become stronger like a King of Lions but nurture like Mother Earth.
I Am Myself like calm of Oceans that keeps us gentle, Mountains that could never keep me down,
Wind like flying into many colors of places and spaces.
Fire is my source that keeps me bold and fierce against selfish mortals.
This is who I Am, I Am part of conscious mind of him.
I Am the one who will continue my mission to be spiritual and go far beyond cosmos.
I have never lost hope, love and peace.
Karma is my automatic response depending on many situations good or bad.
I Am Divine as One not pieces but together, you and I will never break our,
Friendships no matter how chaotic will be.
Believe in me, believe in Him, believe in yourself.
Nothing can break me for I'm the Rising Sun Child,
Divine Strength as Solid Platinum.
Helios, Apollo, Artemis, Ouranos I'm grateful of my identity as whole.
Vampress
Dear Betray Faggot or is it Lashay Baggett.
Let me introduce myself as that girl who was "picked on," " an outcast," and her Asian looks because slanting eyes was part of yours and other maggots who thought it was a funny thing to do at me during at Rickards Middle School. Without your filthy ignorant #getalifeanddontmentionmynameagain on your boring ass twitter account, it makes me wonder if you're denying the fact about what you did to me. Let me input you as FYI in your cruel, ugly face of yours: I moved on without you telling what to do like a puny boss tone and I don't forget nor I'll forgive you because what you did to me is disgrace & psychotic; Lashay Soto Solivera. But don't worry, for I'm a God's child like other people who still has compassion and believers of karma, I know he is giving you hard life and I hope you're suffering it, because if you're not then that is really a shame! I would never thought of you to be like that back in those good, sweet and innocent child of you when we first met. Until, we got into middle school it's because of you who made me hate middle school, you traitor bitch. As I carelessly with hint of tough love, I don't give a damn about mentioning your fuckin name again and spreading it through these tech byte days because I want everyone to know and understand who you were and especially your baby for it's unfortunate she was born into a womb of a mother who back stabbed me without any reasonable reasons. All because of my ethnicity and that I don't deal stupid idiot mudmonkeys (as the TV show Supernatural Angels would say about humans.)
Let's not forget that, what was her name, oh yes, Kimberly Lowery. A fair blonde long haired girl who had fuckin issues, emotional and always had to yell can't even calm herself down or shut her crap up. Yet you supported her by all that classic pussy act friendly stand up to her when I demanded a money back from her that she burrowed from me from that Field Trip at Magic Kingdom. Yes, I let Kimberly Lowery burrow $10 because she really wanted to buy something and didn't have a money to purchase. I was, still am that kind person who would help people sincerely but that has changed ever since because people like her was fake, dishonest and a liar. So, as I asked Kimberly Lowery what about the rest of money (which is obvious, when you burrow or loan a money you supposed to pay back) she would go berserk and shouts at me at my face. Huh, then here comes Lashay Faggot ass bitch who would throw at me some cash into my face. Tells me to back off and get lost, ladies and gentlemen, let me tell you about handling money, you handle it with respect. Money is a thing that you worked hard for, it's not a garbage, and especially for those people who throws cash at my face, How Dare You. Don't you ever dare throw at me money in my face or front of me, because I'm not a slut whore who has HIV/AIDS nor wanting money for stupid crap pleasures.
I wonder what happened to that stupid white bitch, Kimberly Lowery; seems like she disappeared like a Ka Boom! explosion. I think, I saw her at Mars Music with her sugar daddy but then again maybe it was just an illusion. After all, I hope she gets a hard life if she is alive or dead because she was one typical sterotype negative white chic that had sad ass issues. And as for you, Lashay, why did you stood up for her? Is it because she was beautiful white chic? Hmm, or is it I was a loser Asian girl who didn't belong like other girls and boys who thought of me as yellow shit? God forgive me but as I write this, I feel the pleasure to torment & haunt you with all of these horrible memories but hey, why not this is America & as Japanese American I have every damn right to write whatever the hell I want because these is who I AM. I AM divine beautiful fierce bitch goddess that does not tolerate bullies and crazy texting while driving maniacs assholes out there. I think you need to GET A GRIP. I don't because I'm a muse vampire chic who loves to observe my surroundings so I can protect myself, friends and relatives and it's all thanks to you and other cold, ruthless bullies like you who had and still has a nerve to attack me physically, mentally and emotionally.
You truly messed with wrong person, have no idea about what I'm capable did you? Stupid, uncompassionate pisces girl, and you know what if you lose your job; it's not my problem, yours and if you have a hard reading then let me repeat: you should have not messed or treated me like a piece of shit, human but what, you're not a human, a demon who did weird ass tricks like poking your palm with a needle and a thread under your dried cracked ass skin and exclaimed it's magic! That is not a magic dingbat, it's simply called PSYCHO! Nasty. Insecure about your skinny anorexic figure you were obsessed with eating salad and DIEt Coke, I honestly thought of you "Super skinny baby phat twerky perky" girl who lost sense of being yourself and lost faith in love, acceptance, and RESPECT. I don't care if you changed since then and was very surprised that you came into life on facebook but then what happened? You disappeared like a leprechaun! Guess, everyone was like surprise there is that high pitched, squeaky, broken, rubber ducky girl who laughs with no warmth or humor in her. Karma, bitch. Tell me, why did you disappeared like that? I'm so in dead curious about; then I find you on twitter which you haven't used in like 1,000 years until I had a nerve and pleasure to rant at you then you responded sounded surprised and that attitude of "what?" Dude, I wonder how your life is like because my curious senses along with my super alter ego kicks in my super adrenaline just activates my evil side with cruel smile. Like, I said before and many times to other pathetic assholes out there: What goes around comes around; and I'm a Karma Goddess so, cheers to you bossy foxy jerk Lashay.
You might think what's the point about blogging your shit but I'll tell you something, deal with it. I'm not that girl any longer, instead I'm that same girl but evolved into different beliefs and judgements. Ever since after graduating and surviving middle school then finishing melodramatic high schools years, I've changed a lot that you have no idea or will never understand. It's all thanks to God, few friends, family and my education in college as well as today currently. It has reshaped me into sharper image about people in general, like you as an example, you're pathetic, garbage mother fucker bitch. Harsh? From beginning to end and who knows if you'll going to make it, to the other side unless if you sacrifice your guilt and admit what you did was wrong then maybe there is hope in you that good you but then again maybe not. For you are depending your "exceptional costumer service" jobs, as well as SSN benefits taking care of your baby. I don't remember nor pay taxes people like you, so does my parents and my friends working hard to pay their education and bills. I pay taxes for not only for myself and supporting as country but I hate paying taxes people like you who still breathes and goes to SSN offices for depending on benefits because you didn't complete the order of your morals and education. Tough life eh? Good because I want you to struggle every hardships you need to go through as punishment and think of it as my thank-you I appreciate your mean business. Find it amusing that you live in Delray Beach and going to work in Adventura for work. Damn, you sure leave a waste and stinky gases while polluting the air making innocent people, wild animals and environment; shame, shame, inhumane and pity that you waste money just for that. (Note my smile and sarcasm.)
Lastly, have a nice fuckin life bitch, and don't even bother to attack me because it's useless, don't believe me then have a guts to harass me and I will show you HELL of mine. Lucifer will surely give you restless nights, days and last breathe of your life. For the rest of you who think I'm mentally ill, here my message to you as flicking you off; YOU'RE the one who is ill-minded freak stalker should mind your business and check you crappy text messages. Lastly, Lashay you should be feeling frightened and if not well, don't mind challenging I love hardcore toughness of negative dark elf like you. Toodles or more likely, Don't Want EVER see your alligator face of yours. By the way, I have strong critical thinking of imaginations so, don't just jumping into conclusions & assume that I'm stalking you; think of it as putting back things into places where they belong. It's sad, I don't know what made you to pick on me and what made you hate me like KKK did to your ancestors. I do know one thing, YOU MADE BAD ACTIONS and DECISIONS to attack me like that you fool. YOU'RE PROBLEM, not your parents, friends, enemies like myself but YOU, you are the fault NOT mine or God, your daughter, your boyfriend, YOU, don't you ever forget it mean ass bitch fucker. Curse you the day you changed from sweet girl to awful fungal soul of yours.
P.S. To answer your question on what's the difference between of Chinese and Japanese; are they the same, the answer is so easy for 5yr old kids that they can get this correct. It's NO they are not the same and Japanese people are the most loyal and the best humans on Earth along with Native Americans. I think you need to go back to school since you are poorly educated and failed on your Geography as well as difference of aspects of every nations culture. Sure China and Japan are the same Asian groups but they are different, period. That is same analogy to African Americans and Haitians are the same. Get your not so smart facts straight, cookie monster bitch.
Sincerely with many wishes of tough love of mine,
Vampress (a.k.a. Vampire Mage chic) xoxo
It was one of TGIF (not the restaurant) and be happy and go jolly because weekend is finally here!!! Well, except my sleep for 2 days straight because of FAU Alerts recently and mainly I blame for those idiots or should I just say bluntly: Stupid shooters and suspect robber who caused the scene near & in the campus. I mean REALLY?!?! Who in the effen world want to shoot at the IrishPub and point an innocent FAU student at knife point at the Arts and Letters campus? Retarded ones, mind you don't get it twisted if you're thinking that I'm talking about disabled special people because I do not think such a thing & that's ill-educated for those of you ignorant who would even think such a thing. Like before, I may have issues (but don't we all) the fact is I'll say whatever I want to say because this is America and as an American I'll be "flat out honest" because I don't give a damn of what you think. And yes, I'm a little upset because if it wasn't for those evil troublemakers we as students and faculty wouldn't be bothered by 1 O'clock wake-up Alert phone rings and neither the police would risk their lives for protecting us against these arseholes.
On Friday, October 18, 2013 at approximately, 11:45 p.m. (I think) there was phone ringing while I was about to go into deep sleep. Now, luckily I don't work but if I did, I would be so cranky that I would be in biatch mode. But after 2:00 a.m. I get another alert that states they caught one suspect but another suspect is still on the run. Well, since I'm a believer in God, he the shooter will someday get caught by then he'll pay for the price because of his ruthless actions. Because of them, I could have woken up early 4 or 5 in the morning get ahead with my relaxing and productive weekend. Unfortunately, that didn't happen because I woke up at 8 a.m. and I was so angry, very angry because those suspects..... fucked up my beauty sleep I mean fucked me up! Those Sons Of Bitches, how bloody hell dare they! In the name of Almighty deity I would zap them into small ants and stomp them by the order of Death.
Then just thinking that Alert system was over, I get another stupid call again on Saturday morning at 1 a.m. and this time about a student being held at knife point within the campus! Jeeeez, I was like, "Well done, idiot, having a nerve to point at an innocent student then robbing them." What for? Want money? Go get a job by doing an application. Want ipad or iphone then save some money for it. I mean get a reality grip dude, you're just wasting time becoming and creating dumb crimes when you do better ways to use that knife by cooking a delicious healthy food. Because of those both incidents it was making want to barf at those suspects faces and maybe smear a horses feces. As disgusting as may sound you would probably agree if you were like me a student trying to get sleep for health and brain purposes.
Like I have said over million times before, I don't deal with Airheads or other Bull crap nonsense of empty humans. You're just wasting my time and other people who has a shot of chances to become different for the better. It might sound it's not a big deal but it is for me, I know it's not guaranteed but I'm doing you a favor to realize, think before you do something very stupid. You're not only creating by scaring other people with your weapons but careless disturbance to other people who just simply want to learn peacefully and safely. Personally, it's like your raping the education environment, think it's funny, it's not and I don't find it humor at all but an hopeless ape tormenting other innocent victims because of what they have and you don't. You creeps deserve the punishment to stay behind bars for years until you're old and weak. I had enough of your ridiculous actions all for nothing and a wise person wouldn't do such thing for he/she is humble and gratful for at least what they can cope with and share the positive vibes for others who deserve.
Stop fucking positive vibes, jackass!
From your nemesis and gift from the Almighty of beauty & strength,
Vampress X♥X♥
I used to be a kid who would look at the pictures only but that's changed. As I go into High School or pretty much in college, I've realized form beginning I hated it then changed it into loving it with devotion for the sake of education. I have learned from reading that the more you read, the more you'll learn words and upgrade your imagination and thinking. Duh, right? But I've learned it in the hard way due to losing focus because of bully back then. Now, it's all about status but I truly don't give a damn about people's cool gadgets especially those iphones and ipads. It really aggravates me that in these days the system is all about working on the computer all day and there should be some changes like going back into old school ways but that's different topic. Reading from a book (not ebook, that does not count) is very, very important if you're in college because in order to understand what you're learning is all about reading your "over $120 or more textbooks" is the key to your smart brain cells of yours.
In case if you're wondering why I dis about ebooks or etextbook is because it's not a real book. But hey I do agree on that it's light to carry and not freakingly thick like your reading from a book of spells. Think about this, does it need electricity juice? Just imagine when there is no light or power man, that would suck! And that my audience is why old ways are alternative way that will never let you down or keep you from stopping on studying like a sexy geek who is trying to be a smarty pants and passing his/her class. Sometimes or majority in these days, I find it ironic that there are students who is reading the lecture notes or "just" reading from parts of section in textbooks. Then you have, regardless of what your major is that there is a student who bluntly says without any surprise in the voice saying "I hate reading." Really now, that's unfortunate because how can you hate reading when you're reading that damn fucking good pornography of Fifty Shades of Gray or Wall Street Journal for business and NEMJ for medical updates?
Here's my advice, if you hate reading along with learning and studying then don't bother to go college! It's that simple and it gets on my nerves especially to the people who are majoring Nursing, Pre-Med, or any health professions because it's all about "money." Then good luck and I surely won't be your stupid ass guinea pig patient and you can be ready for that million dollar lawsuit. I recently encountered a former classmate who told me that I was a liar well, she even admitted to me that I don't do reading. Glad that I stayed away from her, God knows if she cheated this time or before, who knows. Especially for Pre-Med students or majoring it, get a grip because sooner or later you will have lots and tons of reading and if I'm scaring you then that's good because I do research on my role of what I need to know in the future. Reading is just like communication to gain understanding as well as reading certain procedures of individual patients. You can either start liking and accepting reading as your daily chores. It's simple as that, folks.
Learn well and read on,
Vampress